Dominar's Links
Do you have a moment to talk about our Lord and Savior, The Director? His philosophy of "I do what I want" is what makes him so desirable as a diety- as well as the fact that he terrifies me, of course- Look, I even gave myself a scar to resemble his eye! Ever since I became broke I wasn't able to give human sacrifices anymore- but now I'm an adventurer to raise funds, and I try to sacrifice animals in place of humans for now!!!!!! The best day of my life was when he took a finger off of one of my human sacrifices I am so honored
He gives me a bunch of animals and shit like lmao I don't want that. I did take a finger off of a human sacrifice he gave me though just cause I felt bad for him
who are you
Come on do you think I know every single tiefling in the world? I dont know who this is!
Az is.. well, I guess they're my friend. It feels like I've known them forever, despite us all only having adventured for a year or so. They're definitely the most competent out of everyone; I'm not sure who would keep us all reigned in if they weren't around! While it feels like they can be a bit of a buzzkill at times, it definitely wouldn't be the same without them around. I.. I really want to be able to protect them in the way they always protect us- though it doesn't seem like they need it, haha!
Dominar is one of my dearest friends. He sometimes makes incredibly irritated at times. I have a tenuous at best relationship with the two things he himself holds dearest: religion and alcohol. I've long since lost any respect for the fine structure of organized religion, and Dominar can be an evangelistic bastard horny for a deity who will never notice him but what's a god without followers - and apparently, incredibly horny people - to do their will. Alcohol has been something I've long given up due to some... personal issues, which I'm fully aware makes me a buzzkill. I like to make sure my friends survive their many ridiculous and out-right stupid escapades, and if I have to be the one who has to step in and ensure my young, fragile friends' safety, I'll ruin their fun no matter if it means they live another day.
Dominar's a protector - it took a while for me to realize that. He'd rather die than show that he has a modicum of emotion, but he has one weakness that screams to the world even though he refuses to say a single word to her. And I understand that weakness - love is a ravaging force and one of the most terrifying at that. It's what drives me to be a protector - love for my friends, love for the sanctity of life, love for a life that's long gone and to make sure it doesn't happen again - and it scares me when I can't be there for them. Dominar says he's fine - that they don't always need me. But I've seen what happens when I'm not there - people get hurt, and I stop that. I take the brunt of the damage that so they don't, and Dominar can't do that. He fights with his words, and words don't always work.
My feelings for Arcana are... complicated. I enjoy her company very much. She's the most fun out of everyone else by far, and she's important to me. I believe... I might care for her more than I'd want to admit. I find myself getting increasingly jealous and scared when it relates to her. Arcana always seems to find herself in trouble time and time again, almost as if the world is trying to purposely mess with me by dangling the fragility of her life in front of my face. I know she doesn't need me to protect her, but it feels that way sometimes. If something were to happen to her, I don't know how I'd live with myself... I fear that I'm doing nothing but driving her further away from me, but it's what I do best, I guess.
Dominar is so... agonizing, sometimes. He's reckless, and rude, and so... frustrating!! He refuses to care about himself and puts himself in harms way, as if he doesn't care how it makes me-- us, feel! I'd call it selfish even, but I mean... he often puts himself in danger to support us. He's saved me from trouble more times than I can count. And he's fun to talk to-- when I'm not arguing with him at least. He gets my sense of humor, most of the time, and weirdly I think he often does try to understand me, I just... I just wish he could get it through his thick skull that we care. That *I* care. But he's so infuriating that it makes it far too awkward to say that out loud, doesn't it? What am I meant to say? "Hey idiot, if I didn't care about you, I wouldn't have stuck around this long"? Gross. I know he was dumb enough to scar up his one eye, but I still sometimes wonder how he's as blind as he is. And I'M meant to be the dumb one. Gods.
I don't know if its obvious, but I absolutely cannot stand them. Kidnapping Arcana, charming her... what a freak. Sometimes I worry that I might be a bit possesive, but then I remember how he was acting and I once again feel secure in my actions. Nothing made me happier than knowing that they were gone, though she is the reason Arcana kissed me, so thanks for that, idiot <3
One day Arcana will realize just how toxic this demon is. You can hardly call my actions kidnapping more so just trying to help someone I love dearly. Can I just say I found Arcana sleeping outside after passing out from screaming curses at her party who were sleeping inside? I wonder who the real bad guy is.
I'm not a HUGE fan of being in the organized cult or anything like that, so Haven and me never crossed paths much! I perfer to worship the Director and sacrifice to him on my OWN time thank you very much. I'm sure they're pretty cool though, leading the cult of the coolest god around of course.
I never saw this follower very often. As long as he stays loyal to the Director it does not matter much to me. At first I believed his scar choice was a mockery, but since I have yet to recieve a damnation of it, I feel no need to make a big deal of the issue.
He showed me the two of the most important things in my life: the Director and music. Even so, I couldn't tell you his name.
The tiefling kid's got potential, thats for sure. With a teacher like myself he picked up the lute very quickly, and was very much intrigued by the Director- as he should be! I'm glad to be able to teach him all my knowledge!
Didn't really talk to her.
The demon kid? He always made me a bit uncomfortable, but he was mostly alright. He was a pretty good musician at quite a young age.
Didn't talk to them really. I could tell she didn't like me, though- not sure what his deal was!
The brat was always loud and abbrasive. He comes from nothing and contributes about that much- I'm glad he left. Him being around was a liability.
When I think of that day, I hardly believe it to have been real. It was as if something else took over me right then-- but I know that isn't honest. I was this cruel from the start. I'll never forgive myself, and I know no one else will either. And yet here I stand, forcing myself onward to avoid suffering the consequences of my behavior if I die, like the coward I've always been. I'm so sorry, I'm so, so sorry. I'd do anything to take it all back.
I'd rather not talk about it if I could.