♡Panda♡

READ THIS IF OFFERING: 

I'm down to look at just about anything. Trades, art, customs, whatever. Three-way trades are fine (ie you offer for another person.) Mixed offers (like both a character and art or something like that) are also fine.

I am MOST INTERESTED in trading for art of these three (ordered from least to most existing art pieces haha):

https://toyhou.se/24573493.lazuli 
https://toyhou.se/23585268.rose 
https://toyhou.se/21187076.empress

Please be aware of that if offering!

Character trades I may be a little picky on, or at least I'll try drawing characters offered first. But I'm willing to look nonetheless!

For art and customs, I'd like offers to be done within 1 month. At least without communication otherwise. I understand that things happen in life, so if you need more time on an art offer then that's fine! Just let me know in advance. 

I don't know the monetary worth of a lot of these designs so I don't feel comfortable taking USD, vouchers maybe. 

If interested, comment or DM!

"Trust me, I spend my time with dead bodies every day. This is nothing I can't handle."

(Hhhhhh so usually I won't do this, but... Bullet points, I can't put these thoughts into full words right now, sorryyyy)

PHYSICAL

-Has an anthro form!! (I just gotta draw it, but it's really light to match her light skin in her human form)
-Has  very sensitive skin, especially to sunlight, and often tries to either  avoid being in the sun or cover up as much as possible
-Wears a short-sleeved turtleneck under her sweater (and can be drawn without her sweater when it's fitting!!)
-Doesn't  honestly care what gender she's seen as?? She presents herself as  female mainly, and has pretty feminine facial features, but doesn't mind  being seen as otherwise, liking to be referred to by more  gender-neutral pronouns at times
-Likes to "decorate" herself in cute  and colorful bandaids for no real reason; especially loves having one  on her cheek (She CAN be drawn with bandaids anywhere really, especially  bandaids like the Hello Kitty bandaids in her aesthetic!)
-Has a  tattoo of an autopsy scar on her chest (Her inner forensic nerd kinda  lEAPED out with that one), as well as a tattoo of a chain around her  left wrist (Matches the chain she wears around her skirt)
-Has a few  scars on various parts of her body, mainly her arms, hands, and  knees/lower legs from scabs she picked at too much (Thanks  dermatillomania; can be covered by bandaids if they're in places that  show and you'd rather not draw them!)
-Has a huge habit of biting her lips/insides of her lower lip and cheeks, and can be drawn doing as such if it fits!
-Lips are often pretty shiny as she likes to wear cherry lip gloss (Trying to help ward off that lip biting!)
-Almost  always paints her nails, often liking to paint them either pure black,  black and red on alternating fingers, or black with red stripes
-Sometimes likes dying some red streaks in her bangs (Optional tho!!)

PERSONALITY

-Overall a huge weirdo
-Comes off as pretty antisocial, apathetic, and  distant at first
-Pretty cynical, often seems uninterested in a lot like she's seen it already
-Pretty introverted, likes to keep to herself mostly
-Tired 24/7, almost always has dark circles under her eyes and a quiet, monotone tone to her voice
-Has a tendency to come off as pretty grim and gloomy
-Doesn't really have a ton of self-confidence, and kind of has a tendency to poke fun at herself a lot; she's especially self-conscious of her voice (It's usually monotone, can be a lil' raspy)
-Despite poking fun at herself, she hates it when other people do it to her
-Has a very dry, sardonic, and sarcastic way of communicating, despite being very quiet
-Surprisingly REALLY intelligent?? She's really perceptive and quick-thinking, which someone wouldn't expect from her at first glance
-Very strangely and mysteriously motivated in her goals and ambitions? Usually she comes off as really lazy, but if she wants something, she puts her mind to it until she achieves it
-Kinda portrays herself as the "stereotypical goth kid" while out in public
-Has a very specific sense of humor, but when she finds something funny, she laughs loud and hard
-Once people get to know her, her true colors can show
-Still maintains a lot of her outward traits, though she's a lot less cold and a lot softer
-Surprisingly a good listener and shoulder to cry on
-Can show a lot of compassion and sweetness when she wants to... Well, in her own weird little way
-Very scared of tension between people, especially if it ends in yelling
-Has quite a lot of problems with paranoia, mainly just of the ones around her
-Often has difficulty sleeping and keeping a stable mood due to said paranoia

LIKES, DISLIKES, ETC.

-Super huge nerd when it comes to forensic science, she LOVES it with a burning passion ("I mean, I've spent four years of my life and counting going into debt for this field, why not enjoy it?")
-Loves candy a lot, her favorites being conversation hearts and cherry lollipops (She loves to keep those in her mouth at basically all times when she's bored btw!! Helps with her bad habit)
-Adores anything cherry-flavored and/or scented
-Huge fan of comic books/graphic novels/manga, really any visual literary medium
-Likes drawing comics in her free time, and has a ton of stories thought up about them
-Especially loves the horror and thriller genres (And even moreso the gross and gory stories in those genres), though she'll read it all (And actually has a soft spot in her heart for cute, romantic stories)
-Loves really any music, but her most-listened to genres are rock (Mainly post-hardcore and some metal) and alternative/Indie; alongside listening to said music, she also often finds herself softly humming and singing along to herself when she listens, and has found she has a perfect voice for a metal style scream, and it makes her pretty proud
-LOVES to collect practically anything she can get her hands on; she has sooooooo many collections of soooooooooooo many things, it's crazy
-Can, will, and already has rummaged through junkyards, trash cans, and any discarded goods just to find more things to collect
-Derived her nickname of "Panda" from her collecting habits; she took it from "Trash Panda" since she genuinely likes the sound of it as a name for a raccoon (haha)
-Really into taxidermy and "vulture culture," if you will
-Especially loves performing taxidermy-type activities with insects and occasionally birds (Though definitely more insects)
-Has a pet tarantula named Boris (AKA Mr. Skinny Legs) who she loves dearly
-Honestly loves treating herself?? She won't admit it easily, but she's a huge fan of pampering herself with fancy baths or dressing up, stuff like that
-Ravenous appetite for meat, it's kinda scary at times

-Really fast walker?? She's not really super athletic or fit, and you wouldn't get her to run if you offered her a trillion dollars, but she zoom when she walks

-Despite her sense of humor toward herself, she gets genuinely upset when people put themselves down, and will do anything to convince them otherwise
-Very sensitive about derogatory comments toward her, and will often take them to heart very quickly
-Absolutely terrified of yelling, which is often why she keeps her voice so quiet; to herself, she hears even the slightest raise in her speaking volume to be akin to yelling, and scares herself
-Not a huge fan of being touched by people she doesn't trust, and will often flinch away in fear from others if they try to do such
-Hates doctors' offices with a burning passion for reasons she dislikes discussing
-Often has a hard time sleeping or getting to sleep due to her paranoia; she has a tendency to get nightmares easily (Not really from the horror comics she reads, but more based around her real life) and sometimes struggles with sleep paralysis, both of which scare her greatly
-Seems to have a long history with bullying and being talked about behind her back, and often gets paranoid that people are doing as such
-Sometimes gets episodes where she just wants to be alone so "no one can hurt her;" they scare her and get her feeling really lonely, but she does it anyways

Will slowly update with more eventually, probably fancy it up a bit!