Kainashi Namine

Kai

19

September 14th (Virgo)

Questioning (he/him, accepts they/them)

Bisexual, though... I would recommend not approaching him with anything sexual or romantic. He wouldn't necessarily shy away! Just... He thinks he's over a lot of things he isn't over, and it would be best not to take advantage of his hypersexuality. He's one of the sorts of hypersexual people who say "yes", fully knowing that they are not actually 100% sure. Or even 50% sure.

A composer who works by commission - that is, he is getting a lot of money in very small and very rare chunks. He writes a couple of songs on his own, on occasion, under the name 愛玩鳥P (also read as: Aiganchou-P or Caged Bird-P). He's not particularly popular.

Human? That's how he comes off, most of the time, but about 98% of his body is synthetic. More specifically, the only completely organic things about him are his spinal cord and his top jaw... W-wait, how would a TOP jaw be separated from a skull?

Japanese

He's currently in a long-distance relationship with a girl in another country. It's pretty impossible to tell how they get along just judging by how he acts towards people, because he very rarely brings her up. It must be a little strange that he doesn't smile at his phone very much though, right?

As a character in the Deadly Mistakes crossover baby RP,his father is Ritsu Namine (UTAU) and Sabitsuki (.flow). This was when you had to randomly generate parents to make your characters, in the first incarnation of the RP. All one would know about Ritsu and Sabitsuki is, together they raised a child Sabitsuki was much too young for. Sabitsuki realized she was pregnant at about age 18, but she decided to keep the child she was to raise with Ritsu. She was living on her own anyway, and only visited her parents once in a blue moon. It wasn't as if her parents HAD to know. They would eventually - but Sabitsuki enjoyed the relative peace of the first half of her pregnancy. Kainashi was a rather quiet child, even if he smiled a lot and was pleased with most things he and his parents did - but he remembers both of them being pretty callous people. Neither of them were exactly ones for cuddling and coddling, and they only became more and more distant as Sabitsuki was slowly consumed by the quick-acting cancer-like disease she'd had since childhood: Rust. By the time Kai was 9, she was completely bedridden - and she passed away, finally released from all that excruciating pain, when Kai was 10. He didn't hold her hand when she died. He didn't even see it. All he saw was the bobbing of the shiny tiles under his feet as he dashed away, leaving Ritsu to console her in her final moments. He remembers that about her death. These days, Kai and his father don't really communicate. He's too ashamed to answer his father's gentle voicemails and emails.

Kainashi is fairly short and dainty, around 5'8", but he weighs more than he looks like he should. He probably weighs about 200lb. Technology is advancing!

Cold, sharp and biting much like a wintery breeze that wasn't caught on your weather app. Kai is very quick to judge, criticize, shame, blame and invalidate, and he thinks this tendency is helpful to most people. Only very recently has he been called out for it and made to question himself in his methods of helping other people be the best they can be - and question his IDEA of what the best someone can be. Nonetheless, he can hardly resist his usual behavior, it's too easy and satisfying to fall into. An easy way to describe his thought process is - he applies basic transmedicalist sentiment ("Your experiences aren't real how dare you claim they are when MINE exist you fake faker stop trivializing my experiences") to just about anything. Gender, mental illness and trauma are just the easy associations. He takes that invalidating, holier-than-thou, self-superior, gatekeeping attitude and applies it to pretty much everything. One would kind of have to wonder why. In his good moments, though, he is cooperative, efficient and has no qualms with taking care of business.

Where to begin. [wip]

Coffee with cute designs drawn with creamer, birds, gardens, ornate gates and birdcages, lolita fashion in dark colors, music, setting someone straight

Itas, transtrenders, self-diagnosers, fake survivors, people he perceives as "faking something for attention" to begin with, his own frequent headaches, being called any variant of "slut"

Cooperation, efficiency, people-smarts, talented singing voice, talented music composition, firmness, honesty (so one would think)

Ruthless bluntness, low empathy and low compassion, self-superiority, narrow-mindedness, aggression as a coping device, self-harming hypersexuality, stubbornness, a big chip on his shoulder regarding teenagers

His fetters are The Toy, The Machine and The Craftsman, their names are Snowbelle.

Music Box of Time - rainyday [Piko Utatane]

King of Swords