Fanuel's Links
I admire and I hate Uriel, at the same time. His skill is unmatched, his power in the colony breathtaking. And yet his job, his existence, the thing he fights for - is the exact opposite of mine. For Uriel to be a success, I must be a failure. There is no other way around it. And I may have taken out that frustration on him too many a time.
Fanuel is- was? An annoying bastard. He has problems with me and chooses the most childish ways to air them. But we’ve...talked. I admire his efforts, even if they’re like draining the ocean with a bucket. If anyone can do it though, I’m sure he can, he’s got the star-y eyed, no longer naive determination.
In recent times, we’ve grown quite close. I find his presence soothing and I enjoy him. I enjoy...holding him. I like the way he enjoys being held, being picked up and kissed. It’s soft and lovely and I want to protect it. He’s protected me enough, it’s my turn.
Selaphiel's kind. He's got an energy and a mind that's sharper than he gets credit for. There's a certain stereotype about someone being stupid and sexually active, but I don't think he's at all ignorant.
Fanuel is <I>cute</I>! He’s also really mindful. I think the others forget I earned my title for a reason, but he doesn’t and I really appreciate that about it. I think it’s kinda why he earned his title, keeping all the <I>truths</I> about people and accounting for them. Also yes, I would totally suck his dick, for the record. He’s way too cute to pass up!
I don't know Phenex personally too well, but I've heard Michael talk about him, and I've seen the way they act. He brings so much joy and love to Michael, and I'm grateful for that. Personally, I always thought Michael would end up with Raphael.
I mostly hear about the treaties Fanuel’s written up, he puts so much effort into such an unsolvable problem. Michael said he’s tired, he knows it’s unsolvable but he does it anyways, but I think it still makes him happy to try.
When Satan took over Hell, I had great hopes. There was a spread of wonder in front of me, of how I could help Michael shape the world. It was so young back then, and it's been tied up in war the entire time. And I haven't managed a single thing, in all that time. Satan is the walking proof of my incompetence.
Oh, that one. He keeps sending me spam mail. Will Michael never realize the futility of his peace? There is no peace for the gyne under Michael’s hand, and so no peace for me, or for Michael’s little letter writer.
I did not avoid Lucifer's ire. I don't know anyone who did. And while I'd like to think of myself as a very intelligent people-reader, I don't know why Lucifer left... it seems so out of character. And I can tell he's suffering in Hell. I suppose pride begets a fall.
D’ya think he’s still trying to make peace with hell? What a hoot, it was stupid when I left and it’s still stupid now. It was fun, making him bend over for the privilege of putting his useless papers on Michael’s desk.
Raphael is a deeply kind person, but he can get lost in that and forget things like independence and boundaries. If you're particularly enjoying yourself, it's likely he's peeping. If you've got a job he feels he can do, he will take over. There's no maliciousness in him, not a single mean bone in his body, but he's... oblivious sometimes.
Fanuel is so tired, he’s watched everything that’s happened from the very beginning, from Michael’s idealistic hopes and dreams to Lucifer’s clutches and our eventual war torn freedom. And he’s tired. I keep hoping he’ll rest but he keeps trying. There’s something encouraging in it, but I worry for his sanity as he pours more and more of his soul into Satan’s gaping jaws.
Gabriel is easy to get along with if you let him have his way. I think he picked those behaviors up from the gyne, if you ask me, haha! You need to be firm enough to not seem like a pushover, but flexible enough that he doesn't want to fight you tooth and nail.
Get a looooaad of Mr. Diplomacy. Yeah, he’s hot, yeah, he’s smarter ‘an hell, I’ll take two please. He’s been here as long as I have, and aged really well. He used to be really exuberant, and I kinda miss the energy, but the rugged determination suits him well. He’s really easy to get on with too, if only he could get those charms to work on Hell as easily as he did everyone in heaven. Well, except for Uriel, but who gets along with Uriel anyways?
I was there when we first dug the flag of Heaven into the ground and Michael proposed his vision: a safe place, for all to stay, a wonderful home where no one would have to suffer anymore. And I will help him achieve that beautiful vision.
Fanuel's been around forever, he's been with me from the start. I... I know he's feeling sort of... burnt out, I guess I can say. But now that the war's over, I hope he feels safe. And happy. That'd matter to me.
Leviathan kept a line of communication open, but he warned me that he would be willing to war if Michael overstepped on his toes. I was perfectly alright with working with that... but he was deposed so quickly. I do miss him.
I remember him. He always had this dumb big smile on his face, ear to ear, every time we'd meet for negotiations. I... always thought he was stupid, but I dunno. I kind of hope he's doing well right now. Sucks to be on Satan's bad side.
Beleth and I started talking by sheer accident; I found his vent whizpr account. I can't believe Satan still even has a diplomat! I think we ended up friends - we confide in each other often, we talk about our colonies. We are like-minded people, and I'm grateful someone understands my struggle so intimately.
Fanuel is really... I think I kind of admire him. He's older than me and he's been at his job longer, but he's still working so hard. I mean, Satan forgets I exist half of the time! I mean Fanuel's still kind of weird, and I don't know if I really believe that Michael isn't evil, but... I don't ever think Fan'd lie to me.
Sometimes Zagan will communicate with me rather than Satan. Now that I think about it, Zagan is almost always the one replying to my mail and ideas. He sounds sensible, but I don't think we've met in person.
Heaven has quite the diplomat on their team. He's... oddly determined. There's some sort of desperation under it all, and I do feel bad, but the guy just doesn't give up. It's kind of maddening and admirable.