Akemie's Bulletins
Art is a biiiit slower than usual since monday:
We have a new cat (actually a 3 months old kitten) and I can only draw when he sleeps because he loves my drawing pen xDD
This is Loaf ♥
For a future project:
Comment your fav pokemon and fav aesthetic (Kidscore, Candy/Food-themed etc etc) ♥
Can be multiple things :3
Yeah... Paypal just banned my account due to "unsatisfied customers" lol.
I don't have customers, I just did a single commission which was not refunded or something.
Pretty weird. I have no idea what to do because I can't call them due to my social anxiety ;W;
Anyway can someone recommend a different payment website like paypal? >w<'
Update: My bf just called the customer service of paypal and they told us the ban was automated and it could be a mistake. I will get an email shortly to dispute everything. Wish me luck!
Update 2: Got my account back, it was a faulty system :'D
Check out this awesome design :O
Yeeeeahh, I recently played the Escape the backrooms game with my bf and two friends. AND WE LOVED IT. It was so much fun omg~
And I saw such AWESOME designs everywhere on here and I would really love to do some too (and one for myself because I LOVE the backrooms lore and aesthetics :O)
What is your fav backrooms theme, monster, etc? Pleeease let me know I want to design something so badly aaaa ♥
I love the poolrooms, they are so relaxing tbh. And I love the kids room aesthetic and the "windows background" ones :3
I have not mentioned it on here yet except in the profile of the new character I made two weeks ago. You don't have to read it if you are not in the right head space rn. I just want to let you all know why I might not respond over the next few days/weeks.
Trigger warning for animal death and family member death:
One of our cats died two days before christmas.
We had to make the hardest decision and had to put him down. Fluff was my soul animal. They found cancer on his heart and kidney (I told liver before but I misunderstood. It was the kidney). He was suffering and it would have been egoistic to take him home with meds and chemo just so he lives a few weeks to months longer, while suffering... I never met such an amazing cat before.
He was so special, I can't even put it into words. He would sleep next to us at night. He would sleep 24/7 on my lap, wanted all the cuddles and kisses. I have sooooo many memories, photos and videos (thank god) and yet it feels like I don't have enough. He lived his best life for 15 years.
It hurts so bad, I really really miss him. Sometimes I still hear or see him in the corner of my eyes. Like phantom pain.
I am not okay, but I will be one day. I need time to heal. Each day is a rollercoaster. I have good days and then (especially in the evenings) it gets darker and I am just sad.
And now to todays bad news: My grandma (my moms mother) is dying in the hospital. She has all her loved ones around her. We (my bf and I) live too far away but I don't think I could have visited her even if we didn't. I want to remember her as she was some years ago. I was not close to my maternal grandparents but it still feels awful obviously. I regret not visiting them before, but it was not possible because Corona and everything. My grandma was really ill for years now ;w;
Update on the next day: My grandma passed away peacefully last night
Please go hug your furry friends and family/friends real tight! Love ya ♥
And please put your pets in the comments, I need some cute pics ;w; ♥
(no spiders please - arachnophobia - or at least put it in a spoiler. TYYY)
Here are two from our other cat Noob:
Hiii, my friend is offering icon commissions for USD. Please check them out, her art is AMAZING! ♥
https://toyhou.se/~bulletins/1582286.emergency-icon-commissions
Important question about ping-lists!
@ Pinging everyone who faved on an OC for sale?
I sorted out a few characters of mine and I was wondering what you all think about pinging everyone that faved said character once I set it up for trade/sale. I saw others do it and tbh I always thought it would be good for those that don't keep an eye out if the character they like are for trade/sale. But I can also see how it is annoying for some >w<''
Feel free to comment your thoughts too ♥
Their art is soo cute ♥
Sooo, a friend gave me a new invite link and I created a new account.
I will be doing really experimental styles and art pieces/adopts on there. Basically everything but pokemon (pokemon will stay on this account here xD).
I really really really wanna practice human and minimalistic/doodle adopts. And I don't want to "ruin" this account here with less impressive art and experiments haha.
Sooo if you want to follow the new account and see me fail (and hopefully improving over time) - Let me know ♥
Might be mutuals only at first until I am confident enough to share my attempts (〃 ω 〃)