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He really bothers me, his dad used to be less agressive, it's making me use drastic measures. I wish this useless had never started in the first place.
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I am glad he accepted to grant my selfish last wish... I feel something being lifted from me. Thank you, Intirrah.
He crumbles easily under pressure, this is an easy game for me. My old man used to be too easy on them, that isn't good if you want to win a war.
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I can't bring myself to kill such a disgraced man, I'm conflicted as I won for a reason I didn't have any control over. That is so frustrating, but I'll take my win.
I'll take care of your kid but... ugh, this is too much...
I don't know this person but he's at war with us so I guess he's evil or something? I can't really know, he puts Ilse under a lot of pressure recently, his father used more subtle tactics, I don't like him.
The Sand kingdom's royal scientist works nicely. She is a threat, I must watch out for what she makes. Dangerous women make me thrilled but this one is too dangerous for my whole kingdom, what a pain.
She will never know my true feelings, it would be inappropriate, I already asked too much and yet still, she beared my child. I am in infinite debt to her, I would like to ask for her hand, I wonder if she feels something for me in return.
Her intelligence sometimes baffles me, she is incredibly beautiful but she can be very harsh and blunt sometimes, but that's part of her charm haha...
He doesn't know I know he likes me, I'm sorry.
Hmm... he's a decent ruler but he can be a bit stupid when too much pressure is suffocating him, he could do better if he took a pressure management course or something.
Why isn't he doing the shit that I want, he's too dense and is frustrating
P-pretty
He's scared about him, he doesn't comprehend how his son turned that way but when he starts traveling he reflects that he never actually got to know the real circumstances his son was in when he was far away.
He feels like he must apologize to him but also kill him to end the tragedy that their existence brings to others. He still loves him, but is all too hard to process for him.
He loves Masamune, he hates being away from him so if he could, he would capture him and chain him to his wall so he never runs away again. He feels like he saved him from his mother even if he didn't know her even is she was married to him, he wants to have control about his whole life so they never get separated anymore.
He kills everyone that he consideres a threath that is taking away Masamune's attention from him. His dream is to watch kabuki and noh theater together again.
This guy is intimidating, I hope he doesn't notice me much.
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Intirrah makes me feel a visceral feeling, I love him so much that I hate him, I want him to notice me and say that he likes me at least, I hate it here, I feel like I miss the home I can remember no longer... I just... I just need someone to hold me.
Scary kid, I don't want to be near him.
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This is frustrating, I hate feeling guilty. He turned out this messed up because I didn't want to actually get involved with him. This is all my fault and I must take responsibility. It's too late anyways, he loves me... I think he actually looks cuter now, in a fucked way.
This guy is insufferable, making my head all messy. It only happens when is about him.
I'm sorry for not telling him everything before... but he would've forgotten it because of everything that happened. I'm such a horrible father, I wish he would've been born into a more peaceful time and not as a piece of chess for our lineage. He is a good boy, he helps his undeserving man without asking for anything in return, it makes me want to cry sometimes.
The king is a nice man, I haven't met him in person that much, but he is a kind ruler!
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Father was a complicated man, he kept too many secrets for his own good and was filled with regret. He was kind to me and I appreciate that, but I would've liked to know him as an actual father.
Mother is cold, but I know she loves me. I wish we could be together more time. She usually doesn't ask me about my day, but if I start talking she listens and is nice.
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Mother... I don't remember her. I think she was nice, father told me that.
He's a nice kid. He could have more friends.