I hate when people use the whole projecting thing to justify certain actions. Like "Oh, you think I'm this thing because I'm doing something? WELL ACTUALLY YOU'RE THAT FOR BRINGING IT UP!!! What do you mean you aren't it is basic psychology!!!!! I am clearly so smart listen to me!!!!" Shut your bitchass up you don't know shit LMAO. While yes, projecting one's inner feelings is a coping mechanism, you can't just go around shouting that everything someone says about you is them projecting and that they are a horrible human being. That's how you get people to hate your guts. I'm not saying take all given to you, no. I'm saying to stop trying to use words that you don't know and to stop trying to do things that make you look better when more than likely, you are equal. Take no shit, do no harm

And no, I was not called out on anything

I'm gonna go on a ramble bear with me

OKAY. I've had this idea for a while now but NOW I REALLY want to start working on it. I really want to write about Christian's entire life from start to finish. I want it to be like this grand novel about extremely conflicted characters in which no one is able to seek salvation in the end. It will be starring Christian (obviously,) along with Porpoi and Dakota (who does not yet have a proper bio.) It'll be this tragedy in which the readers will feel genuine sorrow whenever something major happens towards each characters and how they cannot stand going on with how just incredibly horrible they have it in their lives. I really want it to be like, 2k+ pages, but maybe somewhere along the lines of 700 is more reasonable. It depends on how descriptive I want to be. I want to really get into the nitty-gritty though and flesh out each character to the point where they can be like real people you meet everyday. My end goal is to make people rethink their morals and change who they are as human beings, reconsider what they believe in and what the difference between good and bad is. I am going to write an epic and no one can stop me.

Except for the fact that I would need to change Christian's full name because he shares the same name as the male protagonist of 50 Shades of Grey.

I have no new news about characters or codes or anything like that, I just have a song to share

Listen to this immediately

AFTER LIKE A MONTH I FINALLY COMPLETED ANOTHER CHARACTER CODE OH WORD THAT WAS MISERABLE  GO CHECK HIM OUT I CAN ASSURE YOU HE IS LIKE NOTHING ELSE

NOW I GOTTA DECIDE ON WHO TO DO NEXT

Happy birthday me! Realest one around

OKAY SO I AM VERY HYPER RIGHT NOW I FINALLY FOUND A SUITABLE VOICECLAIM FOR CHRISTIAN I AM SO HAPPY I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR NEARLY 2 YEARS

I HAVE NO CLUE IF THIS WILL SHOW UP AS A VIDEO IN THE MESSAGE OR JUST A LINK BUT I DONT CARE MY MASCOT HAS A VOICE NOW AND THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS

OKAY IT DID SHOW UP AS A LINK HOW DO I MAKE IT A VIDEO

I DID IT MEN IT IS A VIDEO NOW

That is the post. It made a funny noise and my father is shouting

Firstly I want to say I keep getting hurt on accident at first it was funny but now I feel like my body is holding itself together with duct tape and prayers

Okay now onto the actual post. I love thinking about lore so much. Like I'll just be sitting there and then get this immense wave of extreme motivation to flesh out my characters more. I feel like they're like a 6 out of 10 on the "Oh my God there is so much to unpack" scale, and I have been motivated to switch it up and make them all a 10. I saw this one code that was a complete clusterfuck, but the character had so much lore . . . Some of that stuff is bound to be one-off and forgotten by the creator but damn, I applaud. THAT is my goal for all of my characters. Thankfully, there is not many to begin with, so we are good there.

The undying urge to make a tf2 OC is so real right now. I have been doing nothing but playing that game in my freetime and I am experiencing extreme brainrot help me I love these guys

It begins.

The obligatory birthday countdown lol. September 28th