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If I had an older sibling, I’d want them to be like Kanashi-san.
Izuri-chan is like a little sister to me!
Overall, he seems like a really charming, interesting person. However, it kind of feels like he's hiding something. I’ve noticed him exhibiting… odd behavior when around the royal family or higher officials. But when I look for clear evidence, everything is as it should be. I hope I’m just looking into this too much…
On one hand, he's sweet, and he seems sympathetic towards the poor- not all uppity and pompous, which I was honestly expecting. On the other hand, he's too smart for his own good, and if he doesn't stop sticking his nose in places it doesn't belong, soon we'll both have a problem.
Ooh, he infuriates me. The phrase "a gilded fool" has never applied to anyone more than to Fang Jingzhi. But he's easy to manipulate, so I stay by his side.
Zhong Weili is the fucking bitch that betrayed my A-Lin. He took all of A-Lin’s lessons and care and sent him off to die. I hate him. I hate that I understand why he did it. The willingness to do anything for the people we love is probably the only thing we have in common, but it’s strong. Despite how much I hate him, there’s kind of a… kindred feeling there.
He’s still a little motherfucking bitch.
Ahhh, my little shidi… the tide ran in his favor this lifetime. How is it that Qiaopi gets a happy ending, a beautiful marriage, a prosperous kingdom-
He has succeeded, and I have not.
What more is left to say?
Shizun is the immortal master of Zhihui Peak. He’s an amazing cultivator and a kind man. I greatly respect and admire him.
Qin Lijie is a promising youth. His cultivation is strong, his intuition sharp. I look forward to seeing his future endeavors.
Xing Huopo is my shidi. He’s shy, not the best at conversation- something I find we share- but he’s earnest and he gives his all. I deeply respect him.
Qin-shixiong is- ah, uhm, sorry- Qin-shixiong is really nice! He’s one of the best cultivators of our- our generation. I look up to him a- a- uhm, a lot.
Ah.
So it’s Qing Wei you want to know about?
Listen closely. All you need to know is this; we were children, once. He was a thoughtful, earnest, loyal boy. Then we grew up. There were… circumstances. And when worst came to worst, he left.
Now, years later, he’s decided to reappear.
Take that as you will.
A-Sun? You want to know about him? Well…
He was always a little bit awkward when we were younger. Reticent, you know? But he’s always been one of the smartest people in our generation. That time… it was a dark period for all of us. I don’t blame him for anything he did- no matter how ruthless he tried to be, how hard he tried to turn his back on the sect, he’s always been surprisingly gentle. I think he’s a pacifist, at heart.
I never really got to explain, when I had to… leave. And maybe- I don’t know. I’m scared, sometimes, that if he knows why I left and still hates me, still sees me as the one that abandoned him, then… we’ll be truly, irreparably, beyond repair. So I’m trying my best to make it up but… communication has been difficult. I don’t know where we’ll go from here, but I hope he at least allows me to protect him, and begin to make up for the time I was not there.