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``You preach for loyalty, and yet your heart itself holds none. What is it that you truly seek, Sergius? A question with no answer for the both of us, perhaps.``
``The feeling's shitty, isn't it? Helpless and weak. And I thought it's just us who's at the bottom of the chain. Not so different from the 'low-life' now, are we? Your Majesty.``
“Look at me in the eyes, “Sariel.” Or is it that you’re still a coward after all these years? Answer me. Speak.”
“…I have nothing more to say to you. If you want to kill me, then go ahead.”
“It’s a shame I’ll never have the chance to know you. Were you at least more human than I am?"
“A vile bastard you’ve grown to be, Alan. You were a monster all along, I was just too foolish to see it. But this time, I’ll stop you, even if it means killing you. In fact, I should’ve done that long ago. You sick fuck... Just--what made you turn out this way...?”
“Why did he lay his life down for someone like /you?/ Was it fondness? Or simply duty by blood? … Hm. This is quite entertaining on its own, however. Tell me more, humor me.”
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STAY OUT OF THE FOREST GDAMNIT
``You broke me apart then left my pieces to rot.`` Resentment would be understandable, considering what the pearl was put through for his sake. And yet, that scorn is empty. It's not like Rina could fully recall what happened. He knows something was taken from him, something so significant it left an empty hole inside his mind. But he doesn't know what. And perhaps ignorance truly was bliss. Rina was a reliable servant through and through. He needed a dog that could obey, not a confidante who would question.
`` Pearl's technology sure is crazy, huh? Hah! They did you good, Finn. They did you good. Look at you. Greenhouse really lives up to its name now. I don't know what those fuckers fiddled with in 'ere, but I'll take it. They say to trust the artists with their crafts.`` At first, frankly, the Realgar was quite unsettled at the change. But he got exactly what he wanted, did they not? The change was quickly welcomed. He wanted a loyal lapdog, and he got it.
``Don't look at me with those eyes. You made it harder for yourself, "Finn." Such extremity was not necessary, but you had my hands tied. It was no easy task, in case you mistook me ever deriving joy out of this. You're still far from a perfect creation, Rina. But I did what I was allowed to in fixing your flaws. Be grateful. Now, as for your final test. Discard of this trash.``
``...Yes, Madam.``
``She talks too much.`` A pearl he happens to meet during his stay in one of the public open reefs. There's little to comment on Royal outside of her talkative nature and curious demeanor. He finds her some sort of an oddball, a sort of--pest if you will. If a gem wanted to soar high, it must leave behind unnecessary baggage and burdens. Rina has no use in associating himself with a defect, and yet--her presence provides some sort of...odd comfort. it is comforting, but also repulsive as it is strange. He'll lend Royal a hand should she need it, but all else has no reason to initiate a bond. There's something about her that seems...desperate. Like there's something she wants from him, but Rina is unsure what. But alas, everyone wants something out of everyone. That's just the way of the world. It's a give-and-take. Perhaps there is something he could...gain.
"Rina? Rina's nice but cold! However... It's OK!" / Though expecting Finn's come back or safety one way or another, she certainly was shocked when she returned... just a little bit different. Please don't get her wrong; it's not anything bad. Her opinion of her beloved hasn't changed in the slightest bit, just a lot of confusion. In her eyes, it seemed as if he changed *completely*, enough to the point where he could not recognize her. And, of course, it didn't get the best reaction out of a Lia completely unaware of the events that happened to him during his rundown at Greenhouse. Perhaps she should've expected this after her letters stopped being replied to and his messages came to an end, making his disappearance even more clear. However, that didn't happen. With the undying spirit of love, Lilia continued to wait and hold onto the bracelet they made together tight. Just hoping that one day, *maybe* they'd be reunited and be able to hold hands and lay their head on each other's shoulders just like before. And that day came, but partly. Sometimes, when looking at him, Lia can see the same old Finn with his casual attributes. Yet, he changed. There was something done to him. If only she was there. She could've protected him. It wasn't his fault, he did nothing. He didn't deserve to be tainted with Homeworld's grotesque idealistics. So, now she's here to witness the true horrors of how life-changing influence really is. And, just like Finn did before with her, will help the best she can. It doesn't matter if they have to get closer again, she'll be of assistance. That, while also establishing boundaries and making sure no sort of unhealthy dependence is established. But what matters most is she'll be there for him. She'll be there for Rina.
Confusion, a lot of confusion. Punica was told the transfers that came from Seiche were terrible people and tried to hurt him. Yet, why does it not feel that way...? Bio cannot help but bring a sense of familiarity in his coding that hasn't been sparked since long ago.
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"It's been a long time, Finn. I wonder how you're doing in that reef you got transferred to. Ah, my memory can't keep up with everything that's been going on, haha. Everyone grew as time passed, but to be honest... I feel out of place here. I'm in a whole different reef now, too. Dreamstalk. I don't get my medical support now, nor does anyone pay attention to how I've been feeling. I care, but... nobody seems to do the same back. I'm tired, Finn. I don't think I can do all of this stuff anymore. (sigh) And- well, nobody seems to be fond of me, either. They think I'm a creep because of how talkative and nerdy I am. Maybe it's because of my looks. Probably. First impressions are the most important, hm? Yeah, Remember how I promised to watch the Rainbow Puppy Adventures finale with you? It's out now. And *jeez*, let me tell you, I've been excited to watch it. I can't wait 'till you come back... if that ever happens. I'm not watching it without you! I need to share all of my theory and excitement with someone! And who's that someone if it's not you? Hehe. I wonder if you still remember Mr. Claws' death. I've been rewatching the seasons and, to be honest, I just have to skip through that scene. It makes me wail and cry like a little Cavansite. It's nearly like losing you. And I know you're not dead or anything, but still, it makes me feel... empty. So empty that I couldn't go out of my room for a full day. Oh, right! And I also haven't told you about the sweater. Remember that merch you bought for me? I've been wearing it. It's, umh, a little worn out. But it's OK! It still looks pretty. Reminds me of you. I had to put a little, err, "Lia charm" by sewing it because it broke and I had to fill it in with cloth... which I got from the plushies, I hope you don't mind that. ... I wonder how you'd feel if I told you about more stuff that's been going on. Like, ah... my disorder. The low light density one. Well- maybe not that. I don't know. I've been hiding it for the past years. I don't want anyone from the medbay to know, but... I think I'm dying. I don't know how much I'll last, probably a couple more and I'm gone just like I came into this world. My head hurts, always. That hand pain I had- it's in my head now. I can't think. I can't do anything. I can barely walk, it's only my will now. It's my will, and partly... it's... you. I miss you, Finn. I miss you so much. I don't know what I would've been without you. I'm sorry if I ever made you upset, sad, or lonely, but- ah, stars, I'm crying again. OK. I want to make you proud. Your effort didn't go to waste, and I hope you know that. Every day, I think I'm in this big, terrible nightmare, and when I wake up... you'll be right beside me to tell me I'm okay. And- even if, when you do come out of that reef you turn out to be this monster who's completely changed... I'll still love you. Did you take care of your bracelet like I did of mine? Jeez, there are so many things I want to tell you. Iris, the others- you'd be so happy to meet them. You'd like them as much as I do, I bet you that you'll even want to befriend them like I did! I'm securing your bright spirit, trust me. But... I'm going a bit off-topic, aren't I? I want to tell you so many things. How many times have I said that? I just wish you were here... I wish you were here to hug me and kiss me again. Why am I getting so worked up... if I can't even remember what you look like in my head? Damnit. Please... come back. I can't last like this for longer."
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