https://toyhou.se/23777244.ufoufs-scrap-designs < here are all the ones I haven't colored or just feel have less??? effort than the rest. which is funny bc i do fullbody sketches 🤔

tapewormslurper on Toyhouse < entire folder of characters im ufo/ota/EO 

Please note that I crossposted these on Twitter! i'll try to update for crossposted offers //wipes sweat
tapewormslurper💖🥬 on X: "ok time to part from designs fr fr i posted on my toyhouse their listings so yeah min.50, 30, 20 https://t.co/khbaMoX33v" / X (twitter.com) Twitter crosspost link !!!

I've uploaded ones I'm completely detached to! For the ones I have uploaded months/years ago and still havent >,>" given away, its bc i really want to work on their designs before shipping them off but its also bc im still really attached OOPS OTL

no i will not be doing any additional art/revisions to these apart from maybe a little bit of color B"") but other than that, no more add. art. I want to clear out my owed art cache..... owie...

Note that I usually respond within 2-3 days if I accept your offer/if no one else has offered aside from you. If I haven't responded in a while it's mainly because I'm busy irl.
I live in EST so if you aren't in my side of the globe I'm most likely asleep!!!!!

Thank you for your interest in my work! I finally decided to release them because I know I won't be able to give them any more work ;;

god

Hi ;;

Finally done with the semester, failed one class gonna retake it this fall but luckily it won’t affect my graduation timeframe B”) I’m in a community rn going to transfer to a reg college nearby to finish Bachelors next fall sem.

With that said,

I completely forgot how to draw and art again 💀

For those who have been keeping an eye on my own adopts/designs, I’m so sorry 😭
I don’t want to constantly give sketches and unfinished art/designs so I will take my time to fully complete them. I’m also still attached to few of them so ;;

For the ones who have intially requested/commissioned/were expecting art from me, I am incredibly sorry.
Readjusting to life and living, same with art. Coming out of this year’s depression slump/SAD, hopefully my trip to the Philippines will make me more alive;; I’m going to bring my laptop and drawing tablet alongside my ipad, so I should be able to draw as well.

I’m still anxious and slow when receiving and replying to messages and I prefer replying when I’m fully focused on it so the return time is very slow. 

Thank you for those who helped me last year amongst my really bad midlife crisis“ and for still sticking by and waiting.

I hope to return the kindness and patience properly sooner than later.

See you guys in a bit!
Again I’m more active on Twitter though I have it at a 1hr? time limit same with Instagram.

Hope life is or will be good for you all as well ☕️🙇🌷

Currently renovating my room a bit before I start drawing again.

hi hi! one of my friends is planning on being a dm and starting his own campaign and im not that knowledgable on dnd so i wanna see u guys' dnd ocs :]

i may pick cleric as my class

https://toyhou.se/20408535.vday-adopts-45-105-open-

please check em out :33

hi s.a.d kicking me in the ass for quite a while and ive been coping by indulging in Linus Tech Tips, CGDCT (cute girls doing cute things) usually loli aesthetic, and other stuff. 

Dni if you feel uncomfortable with me liking lolis and ’futas’ (i put this in quotes because its a term only used in nsfw setting and most people use intersex in a sfw setting) 

no im not a lolicon but i do like the specific niche of lolis because yadda yadda lack of childhood and just want to see CGDCT
no futa isnt a transphobic term. i have trans ocs cis ocs and futa ocs tho i mostly use futa for the ‘idealized’ and nsfw fantasy aspect of intersex. i have reg intersex characters that arent nsfw. futa nowadays is mainly used for chick with just a dick but its supposed to be for anyone with both genetalia tho mainly women with both genetalia but still of course applies for a man.

i grew up in trashy degen anime culture, more so the safe side of it lol, so i know the history and background of a lot of misunderstood terms nowadays.

loli is not a nsfw term, never was and should never be. its also primarily used for pre pubescent girls to like idk 12-14? tho 14 is pushing it and usually its just at 12. 

shortstacks =/= lolis , u can tell what a shortstack is and what a loli is.

i will and do get very upset(mainly sad upset) when people say otherwise due to misinformation and blind trust esp if they didnt grow up or even know a little bit of background regarding these terms. esp if people like to automatically assume loli is a nsfw term, it isnt. 

we all dont know each other personally, so if these terms negatively affected you in some way, i suggest not to interact with me at all. or have the terms muted on my other social media mainly twitter. believe me when i say i prob have more lolicon/shotacon people blocked than the people who think loli is a nsfw term, and i even have loli and shota itself muted lmao.

anyways, thats it. dont like my coping mechanisms? sorry its a way to heal my inner child 💀 lifes too tuff. just being chill and having fun. i dont want any drama either so i just mind my own business lol.

yeah sorry again.

https://toyhou.se/~forums/5868.species-discussion/369162.-deeretts-cs-launch-free-myos-raffles

hello i have nothing really important to do during the winter break aside from 1 make up final exam so before school begins I'm going to be live streaming on YouTube and Twitch on me working on overdue owed art.

Can't really hang out with friends either due to my dad finally having a job and my brother needs someone to pick him up by 3:30 and my dad will most likely not be around the house by then, and my friends and i don't really hang out late at night unless we eat out somewhere though that is very rare. so in short, i'll be focused. yerrr

I'll start streaming next Friday. I'm not sure if I'll stream everyday but I'm probably going to stream every TUES/THURS or WED/FRI and more depending. 

school starts again for me on the 25th so i'm probably going to stop streaming on monday or tuesday depending, just so I can prepare myself for back2school.

I do have summer school/semester but only for .... 1-2 classes so that isnt so bad, so i'll also be streaming during that time. 

I want to study over the weekends with friends as I have evening classes from Mon-Wed and only one class Thursday so I want to optimize that time to finish work on Thurs&Friday, and weekends for studying for whatever classes/exams. If I have absolutely nothing planned or am caught up with everything, I'll stream but even if I'm not streaming I'll still be working on art individually.

No i wont have any part time jobs due to my strict school schedule and overlapping schedule with my brothers, sisters, and dads. I want to try making art a job again but not with commissions and adopts really, but more so with merchandise because thats cute n fun. I like looking at stationery ok... i'll only open comms when i really need to like buying groceries (sometimes when i pay electricity and college tuition it overlaps)

ill only sell adopts if im satisfied with what im offering and not half ass designs and art for them, and also when i feel that theyre fully complete and im ready to part with them.

I hope everyone has had a nice time with their family over the holiday break and have a nice New Years, and if not, hope your family situation gets better and hope you're able to be independent in the future! <3 much love and stay safe out there!

OK. (also if u were looking for my twitter acc I deactivated it for now to focus on finals so I'll be reactivating it on the 19th/20th my final final technically the 21st but that's an ELA essay)

People genuinely want to buy my designs but I
a) Want to finish the design further
b) Also want to sell it but my dumbass forgets to reply back/altogether

I got a new laptop so I can properly work on art again without being frustrated. Finished importing the brushes I need to use to finish the comm work lying in my files.

If you are interested in my designs, I honest to god am not really sure if I'll be properly selling them until the next year just because I want to sell something I'm satisfied with and most of the designs I'm selling are ones I'm really fond of ;w; And don't want to work on them right now to put all focus on comms.

I have not been drawing properly either (personally and work-wise) and I have a current ongoing problem of [forgetting] my own art.
Friends can vouch when my dumbass goes "oh right i drew that literally last week/last month huh...."

idk is art amnesia a thing? its mentally disturbing to me that i forget my own works,,,,,,,,,

I've honed my skills to the point where my sketches look nice but they are just that: sketches. So if you see me post an adopt and wonder about where comm art is, do note that the adopt stuff is just a sketch I worked on between minutes to 1 hr. Fully drawn out rendered pieces I take more than 4 hours on Minimum just for the base stuff (I am a lineart dweeb...) and can take up to weeks.

With that said

FINALS WEEK ALMOST OVER ON GOD I CAN (breathes and touches grass)

Good job to other people juggling work and college/finals stuff. You rule. (not me though I got hit by S.A.D halfway and stumbled thru and I got sick entire last week and still recovering now so yes thats that)

holy. shit. got. a new. laptop. 

im going to finish setting this bitch up, which will take so much of my life. u know how painful it is to transfer files over? esp if the materials are deleted from csp main asset? it hurts. it literally hurts so bad.

i will suffer for now

and then we celebrate when i 

finally fucking finish my work

thank you everyone

oh my god

1$ left in bank account LEL