should i post this... no, i shouldnt
but maybe if i post this it'll go away and i can be left alone and forget about this all. and if i have to hide away on TH for the rest of my existence and go on priv because I'm in the wrong here I'll do it because I just want it all to go away and to stop seeing this person everywhere. and I want to stop thinking about it.
rainbott, i am begging you, redesign the ocs in spellmania that look like mine. please take the art of them off your website.
Wanna know why it's bothered me for so long, its not because of the rip offs but because of all the things you said.
I know we gossiped a lot and you probably have equal shit on me. I used to complain to you about this community to you all the time and people I had petty grievances with, I shouldn't have done it, I regret it so much especially after I actually talked to these people and realized we're all just. artists who are fucked up in one way or another.
but you shouldn't have constantly told me, someone who at the time was living with a disability they barely knew about, that I was wasting all my artistic potential and I needed to do more shit with my life, get more hobbies and stop wasting the most "important years of my life" on call, making me cry on call and question my very artistic existence. You shouldn't have constantly put me and others down for not using our ocs in projects or whatever
You shouldn't have told me on calls and discord dms "everyone else on TH isn't gonna use their ocs in anything, you should be different from them".
You shouldn'tve made an X rip off character right after we cut contact for your audience rip off project which you told me was an audience fanfiction.
I never wanted to make any of this public but like a rock in my shoe you've just continued poking and poking and I can't do it anymore. I'm not in the headspace for any of this; while all of this was going down I was living with my abusive father in the process of moving because we feared he'd kill us
Here's some screenshots, probably not enough bc most of this was over call but you get the point. I'd dig up more but I'm out of it
heres my original post on them for more context
https://toyhou.se/~bulletins/995190.serious-please-read
I didn't wanna ever have to post about this and the real reason I didn't want these rip offs public but I don't know what else to do. Please just listen so I can delete this and I never have to think about this again
clarification so people know: the design rainbott is using as an X clone was NOT originally an X clone. I can look for the original. I actually used to own that design and know the designer who SAID they didnt even consent to their art being edited by rainbott.......
1 month, 21 days ago
Jam make sure these pics aren't hosted using discord as they can expire, and god I'm so sorry this person is doing this man . and please put your health first! We'll understand promise<333
Your art is beautiful btw jams fuck that poser they're just blind love u dwag/p
1 month, 21 days ago Edited 8:59 pm
they're on st.ash and one is from their website so hopefully they wont
it's been a long time coming i just want it to go away and it never will if i don't say something
1 month, 21 days ago
Okay that's good!) I'm so sorry man and yeah sometimes you have to be loud about stuff for it to go away, I hope it blows over fast n clean
1 month, 21 days ago