I think I'm gonna avoid the forums and stop being active here for at least a while. I realized I don't like it here. 

The fourms sorta drag me down mentally and even looking at my ocs here makes me stressed as all hell. I don't have the energy to preserve anything or backup anything or move anything. I'll probs take things from here until someone decides to finally kill of this place.

I'm just gonna try to find a way to happily survive doing what I love and to also, and mainly, find a way to live with people I love to be with being around me at all times. It's hard to explain. But it's impossible considering I'm doomed to fail anyways, and not even simple asks like the latter are possible. Fuck society from preventing my happiness because of my location and money.

So yeah. I don't think I'll be checking this place too often and I'll probably move to Tissuebox once I'm ready to return, slowly moving my hundreds of ocs to it. Or leaving some here to just rot.

I'm still open to making friends so yeah uh. If you're interested in just chatting in dms, pm me here and I'll tell you my tag on Discord so we can chat.

Adios.

Edit: I may still pop up in the forums from time to time. Heads up. I got a few threads and some that are important to me.