Reading this breaks my heart, especially since I was there when Milo crossed the rainbow bridge and I know how much it hurts to lose a pet, a furry family member - all the what-if's and only-if-I's. I just want to let you know that I love you, all three of us do, and we completely understand your situation. I want you to have time to process everything and to mourn for your furry children. There's nothing that could ever tear me away from you, and I am always here for you to talk, vent, or just listen to you talk about anything you wish. 

I'm here for you in these hard times and whenever you need me, I will be here. <3 

Take your time, don't worry about me, or anyone, and don't worry about owed art, all of those can wait - mental and emotional healing is much more important than anything could ever be. Sending hugs and cuddles. Stay strong, you did your absolute best and you are an amazing mom to your furry children <3.