i literally did this exact assignment yesterday
im falling asleep here. i dont need a recap, its already all in my notes... but i also don't want to take a nap until i finish...
i need coffee or something
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i tried being active on my RP blog again but the fact that i've been in the community for over four years and still have no friends despite my best efforts while everyone else does rly stings and makes me wanna delete my blog bc no matter what i do or post i feel like i'm screaming into a void where no-one can hear me
esp bc the few friends i have made have been ignoring me and it makes me worry i've done smthn wrong even tho i know i haven't - am i rly just that unlikable? why have i never been able to keep friends letalone have ONE? seriously, not a single one! in four years! maybe i should just accept my characters are boring and everyone hates them and move on
A N X I E T Y
Get me off this damn emotional rollercoaster please. (Had a meltdown because I couldn't find my work badge.)
Funny how you can have something figured out, but a tiny bit of doubt, and then it just kinda gets into a mess when you try to think that bit over. Like honestly, yeah it's big stuff but not so major that it's causing a lot of pain or anything, maybe I should have never questioned it, but like, I guess it was good I did but ah, just really it's my brain naggin at me to figure one thing out about myself. I could have it infinitely worse in that department. But yeah it's kinda bullshit that someone knows themselves. Like, uh no. It's not true at all. I know some of me, but that's about it.
I stg I have the back of a 90 year old always fun when the pain keeps me up all night and leaves me feeling sick when I wake up.
The chiropractor said my lower ribs have a tendency to pop out and that causes a good chunk of the pain and possibly some of the nervy symptoms I sometimes get, I’m also convinced something at work fucked it because it’s been majorly off since my last Summer contract but I’m planning to go matress hunting because my bed’s mattress is probably as old as I am and that’s probably not helping.
I’m just glad I managed to nab an appointment today though I don’t want to think about how much I spent in chiropractor bills this leave period alone.
the topic of religion makes me sooo uncomfortable which is why i never talk about it. i'm still trying to figure out my own religion but i know i lean heavily towards christianity with hints of agnostic. i don't like identifying as a christian just bc of my afterlife beliefs and such bc of the negative stigma of the christian community, it makes me sooo uncomfortable. my friends hate christians/christianity so much bc theyre lgbt too and have been negatively harmed by the older christians, ive told them before im a christian but they disregard that to make fun of my religion in our discord chat and it always makes me so upset and uncomfortable but i end up not saying anything because i feel like they're justified in hating us. one of them today said "thank god, no wait, thank fuck, i need to get out of that saying" and it made me so upset? like that's such a blantant jab at something i believe in, you could at least be considerate and just... edit the post or something if you wanted to do that instead of being vocal about it. and people in my discord encourage it too bc no one else is a christian so no one else is uncomfortable with it and im just :( i dont want to take away their right to talk about things that have upset and hurt them but im also a christian and i actively reject a lot of the things older christians preach like the anti-lgbt agenda. im just upset, why would you put "all christians are delusional" in a chat with your friend, who you know is a christian, and expect them to agree and laugh about it? i dont know.