kakabuwsit talaga kapatid ko 🙄
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Why can't you understand my position a little bit? I am at fault for my own misery for sure but I don't abandon my responsibilities, I do what I can and try to fit in all what I can within every time I'm awake. Do you know how much hours I actually sleep in a day? Do you know how much time I actually spent on my art? Do you know how much artworks I had to produce/make progress of every single day? You don't know, do you. Even if you do, hard to believe you'd care. Either way, I am trying, okay? I have many plans that I need to execute and many other responsibilities I need to take care of aside from making artwork. I am content with making my art but I also get tired, you know?
Chucking this in vent board because it’s a bit too negative for general comments.
Can’t say I’m surprised depression and anxiety came up after that assessment but I suppose at least I have some mental health support in place? I’m not sure booking the next appointment early morning the day after I fly home where I’m going to be super sleepy and jet lagged as fuck is my smartest move but I really don’t want to risk loosing these therapy slots.
I'm gonna smash my head against the wall and hope it knocks me out I'm so fucking tired but everybody keeps giving me shit to do
Curse my stupid fucking emotional problems. I just embarrassingly broke down crying in the middle of class because I forgot to do the homework. I’m too old for this why am I still such a sobby wimp.
I'm so freaking done with life I am miserable why can't I just be happy why can't my life just be easy for once I am so sick of this I didn't want to have to do more stuff that hurts me and now all I can think and feel is what happened to me back when I was freaking 4 I hate testing I hate being AFAB because that's what led to this crap.