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shut the hell up bro mind yo own damn business and leave yo dang sibling alone ah geez
edit. Kingina osige lahat na ng sakit dahil sa komputer wow neks time rining q nlang may hiv dahil sa komp ganon ba. Tangina matutuyo daw utak amp ano ba
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Ive reflected on my relationship and I feel extremely hurt by so many revelations behind it I didnt go into my relationship properly I was 16 she was 24 I only jumped into it because she acted as if she would disown me had I not said I loved her. I feel so hurt we didn't do this right and now it all is flooding back all the misery all the pain I feel hurt so badly I fell in love but it wasn't healthy and I am suffering because of it because I love her so much and she says she loves me but I feel so much hurt why does it hurt to be in a relationship when she says she is trying to get better, Why do I feel afraid of her why do I feel so uneasy when its just us in the house why do I feel like she didnt care genuinely about me when I ran out the house far away why does she always demonize herself to make me feel bad why cant we just love the same why is it so hard. I want to be with her but I am scared of her I am afraid of her suffering of being the reason she breaks down I dont want her to have to go back to her miserable home but I am afraid of doing anything I am afraid and feel so much guilt for living my life. I hate this way im living. My heart aches my head hurts im miserable.
Come to term with the fact that I can't fix things-- any of the things. There are a lot of things and I can't fix a single one. I'm tired, though, and everyone leaving is what I wanted, wasn't it? I'm tired. Someone who claims to be in love with me compared me to their crappy ex today and ignored all my advice to make excuses for him and blame herself and. I'm garbage. I understand that, it's no one's fault but my own. Even now, though, I'm making everyone's lives hell. It may be over soon. I wasn't sure how to feel, but at this point I'll be glad. I'm so tired.