Justin F.'s Links
Raven is really kind. He complimented my photography ability. He mentionned he tried to get in photography too, but didn't, I wonder why. We met during a speed friending game.
I just realised we both work at the same cafe too, I need to be less anxious about getting out of the room where I clean the dishes seriously...
He dragged me into a game arcade once. It was really fun. It felt strange begin called a friend so quickly. He gave me the prize he got from the arcade, a really cute octopus plush.
We also fought once together against some giant birds. That's how he got Orb. Raven is really a good friend. I'm afraid to do something wrong sometime, but he is a really good person.
He keep inviting me to go out, to random place, and I'm startled that he can say with so much assurance that I'm fun to hang with. My anxiety doesn't seem to bother him and to be fair it give me even more hope about myself.
I think I'm starting to finally trust him like my anxiety isn't has hard anymore around him. I actually feel way less anxious whenever he is around. I manage give him hug on my own now. It's usually really hard because I'm usually unconciously avoiding to be physical with anyone. Touching feel like I'm assuming how people threat/consider me and it scare me. But I believe it's fine with Raven, he have been showing me it was fine and welcome actually. I'ill try my best to show I understand it.
Raven saw my scar... I could have tried avoid it better when it happened, but at the same time I'm relieved that I don't have to hide it to him anymore. I told him someone did it to me with a knife and I had to leave my town for that reason. I don't feel like explaining the details it make me shiver to think of it still for now this is enough I think at least.
I feel very comfortable around him. I feel like I'm finding back some of my old self. Less afraid of talking or telling my opinion. I'm thankful fate let me meet him. He is sort of mysterious still I want to know what brought him here like- his life before the Beacon. I would like knowing about it someday.
We did a battle contest together. The boosting ability of his dtv are surprising.
[2022-05-21] I THINK I HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM??? IS A KISS ON THE FOREHEAD PLATONIC??? I have hard time to not think about iittt. @////@
Okay it's more than a crush. I'm- idk I'm still surprised the feeling is shared. I'ill try my best for him. He has and is my heart. •\\\\•
[2th Febuary]
HE PORPOSED TO ME AAAAH
YES
MY BRAIN WANT TO EXPLODE FROM EMOTION, BUT I REALLY WANT! ;[;
Sylvie is alright. Very supportive and caring from what I could tell. He don't like feral spider for some reason, but he said I was fine.
We hang occasionaly. Ackerley invite me over sometime.
I can't say I've seen a guy dress so flamboyantly. Despite looking so dainty, he seemed a big asset to his team with those boosts. Especially that scissors kid. Bet he'd be decent out in the field too.