Northbound's Links
...I suppose I really did have a lot more to learn, huh? Haha...I'm sorry I let you down, Whistle. But I'm not ready to give up, not yet. I'll make my way home, because I'm not going to give up annoying you for all of eternity just yet.
I miss you. It ain't right for a mentor to out live their trainee. So do what you always do and pull through, okay kiddo? I know you can. And even if you can't do it on your own, I'll always lend you a paw. Because even if you were annoying and stupid, you mean the world to me. Do me proud like you always do.
What’s good my star-aligned betrothed consort of endless galaxies and space within the heavens above with hex code #ADD8E6 luminescent eyes with a slight hue of azure and a wintery mint scent? (no homo)
(I didn't keep my promise that night. I'm sorry. I was too weak to save myself, and at the time, all that I believed was that the only thing that was of importance was that everyone else escaped. I didn't value my own life...and I can see now how I was a selfish bastard for that. I never stopped to think what would happen to you, to Cherry, to Hawk, or anyone else that loved me if I threw myself away. And as I rotted in that damned prison, all I could think about was how fucking sorry I am. I'm sorry I was weak. I'm sorry that I couldn't be honest my whole life. I'm sorry that I hurt those that were closest to me.
And I'm sorry that I didn't tell you sooner that I loved you.)
kys (Never apologize for anything. I forgave you a long time ago. There are so many things I had wished I could have say to you. I missed your laugh, your smile, even your stupid melodrama. I just missed you. Not a day went by where I didn't think of you. But now, you're back and everything is different. There is so much I want to say to you now, but everything keeps me from it. I'm so scared to say it aloud. I'm scared of how things will change. I convinced myself for a long time that I could move past it, but I can't. I love you. I love you more than the stars that I spoke to every night thinking of you. I love you more than I cherished the memories of our past. I'm just so happy you're home. I promise, I'll find my way to you, no matter what it takes.)
I don't think we ever talked that much, to be honest. I kinda figured you would've punched me in the mouth if I tried—but Cherry says you’re a good cat, and I believe that. And then the whole…mission disaster happened. We didn’t get to talk much then either because of the whole catastrophe thing, but I never really stopped to think that you were a fresh warrior straight outta graduation when you were chosen to go. That was…kinda fucked up of our leader. The cat I’m ashamed to have called my father at a point in time. But I hope you’re holding up better after that disaster, dude.
No, but seriously...thank you for helping the others get home. The kits and Silver...risking them wasn't worth any sort of vengeance that night, nothing would have been worth that. If they had died, I don't know what I would have done with myself.
Oh, and...we need to talk. As soon as possible.
Yeah… looking back it’s probably my fault you guys didn’t talk to me, huh? And to think I was so petty and bitter about it all… I’m glad I’m at least past that much. You’ve all changed so much too… and even if it was arguably for the worse, I can relate to you and your friends a ton now. And, about that whole mission… even though part of me is pissed that I let him send me off like that when I was still so young, I’m also glad I did what I did. I mean, it gives me at least one redeeming quality, right? I just wish I had noticed you weren’t with us sooner after we escaped… even if the kits were my first priority. But now that I know you’re not dead… maybe we could all pull through this shitshow together… maybe. Wishful thinking, I guess. But I at least know you’re incredibly fucking strong. How you survived not just being gutted, but living in that place for nearly a year I’ll never fucking know… and honestly I don’t want to know. But I do know if anyone could pull through this, it’s you dude.
I've literally got the best sister in the world and I am NOT taking criticism
He's my brother I never had, and no cat, parent or being could ever replace that feeling of bliss we share since kid-hood!
. . . No, it’s impossible.
I try not to think about how I could have met you again. I just, couldn't do it. Its..its unfair you get to live the life you do..its..just extremely unfair.
When I can understand him, he’s a pretty dope guy. We had a, uh...talk? Last time, about our views on Silver--so after all this time, I'm sure those two turned out to be great friends.
I'm not sure how the hell it's possible that you fumbled not one, not two, but THREE litters. You didn't deserve each and every one of them. You're the curse, Eaglestep, if you fail to see the pattern by now. You and all of the other abusive bastards before you can choke on a throatful of glass.
My family is none of your business. Go ahead and pick up the strays if you'd like, but your existence means nothing to me. You've already proved to be a pain in the ass and I'll relish in being the catalyst to your next downfall—that is, if you don't cause it yourself again. Do tell, how was your time with those filthy rogues again?
“my dog don’t bite” YES THE FUCK IT DO
I will snap your head off your shoulders when you least expect it.
Lmao fr I thought I was gonna hate your ass but we turned that building up 😭🙏
You were annoying as shit at first, but then you told me to be annoying and burned down that shithole holding us hostage so we tight as fuck now boiiiii
I never wanted any of this to happen, Blackrose.
Oh how much your death affected everyone..it affected me enough to not return. Take care of Silverroar for me; will you?
Osprey...I promise I'm not strong. Far from it. But you're not wrong for feeling this way; and no, don't feel obligated that you have to do anything for anyone. Nobody should ever have to go through what you experienced. But please...try to share your pain with others. You don't have to go through this alone. I'm here for you--and so is Silverroar, your siblings, and all of the cats here who love you.
It does get better, I promise. Just keep moving forward one day at a time, and we'll reach the end together.
How do you deal with everything? How are you breaking down yet? I don't think I can strong like you..I stopped trying and caring. Am I wrong? I can't do it anymore..
Now, if someone told me a year ago that I would’ve been friends with the guy that jumped me on multiple occasions and accused me of stealing his psychopathic boyfriend, I would’ve punched every one of their teeth out.
…Kinda ironic, huh? Cuz now this dude is probably one of the cats I trust the most, after everything. I don't know why you decided to go back to that hellhole after all that has happened, but...stay safe. I'll kill you if you die, because my sister loves you, too.
Thank you North, I'm really glad that we met despite the difficult start we had (I'm still sorry for the thing with your dad's head). But you're the one who convinced me that I deserved more, and made me realize how much I really needed someone like your sister Cherry in my life; I will never regret that I helped you escape despite what I have to face for it, I just wish that I could've gotten you out sooner to save you from at least part of all this suffering.
(If we ever meet again you have to let me know that silver tom you sometimes spoke about during your sleep, I bet he's really important to you and I'm sure he's a great dude).
P.S. We have matching prisoner scars now, just to let you know.
Edit: DUDE GET ME OUT FROME HERE, CLEAVER IS AT THE DOOR. DON'T LET ME GET THROUGH THIS PLEASE.
Yeah she's quiet and whatever so I can't really tell what she's thinking half the time, but ain't nothing wrong with that. We talked every now and then before the shitfest regarding the stupid-ass Cavalry happened, but I already know enough to say that she's cool. GO BAG THAT CAMP COUNSELOR RAHHHHH
You're a bit loud sometimes, but I can see that you try your best to be considerate in my regards. I hope you can manage to get back to your old self after everything that happened, I know how much trauma can afflict someone from my own experience.
He doesn't seem like a bad guy and Owlash cared a lot for him, maybe even too much considering what it all caused...
Anyways, he's a bit too cocky for my taste, but I understand that he wanted to play himself up to not look too bad in comparison to a great warrior like me.
I'll bring your message home, no matter what it takes. I'll tell your son everything, and...I'll try to look out for him, too. I just...god. I feel sick---we KILLED you, Vipertooth. If we hadn't brought you outside, if we hadn't dragged you along while you were sick and injured...we could've brought back help. We could've done literally ANYTHING else and maybe, just maybe...you wouldn't have died. You could have brought Pineshadow the message yourself. Ospreypaw wouldn't be as shattered as she is now. I'm so exhausted from telling everyone I'm sorry...but I feel like it's all I can do. I'm so powerless to change anything. I just...rest easy, meemaw. We love you.
Listen to me good, Northbound. I was too old, and I was sick. You didn't kill me, the storm did. I wasn't going to make it. Death is a part of life, and my time was up the minute I wound up in that Junkyard. I hope one day you'll be able to move forward, and heal.
Eaglestar hasn’t a clue in the world what he is talking about more than half the time. You deserved a lot better, Cobra.
Eaglestar said I'll die like you if I continue living on like this..
dawg my fuckin’ eyebrows shriveled up and fell off when you came within a 50ft perimeter you absolutely rancid, foul, reeking, smelly, filthy, dirty, foul, pungent, putrid, noxious, funky, stinky, rotten, soiled, grimy, grubby, mucky, muddy, stained, spoiled, greasy, tainted, tarnished, polluted, contaminated, defiled, unsanitary, icky, befouled, disgusting, stomach-churning, repulsive, nauseous, distasteful, sickening, nasty, horrid, ghastly, diabolical absolutely MONSTROUSLY unbathed creature of unclean proportions that strikes fear into the gods themselves like let me hook you up with the Dove Deodorant Formula; AlnCl(3n-m)(OH)m GO TAKE A BATH HOLY SHIT PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU I hope Santa leaves some fucking Head & Shoulders and antiperspirant in your stocking for Christmas but SANTA WONT EVEN DARE GO NEAR YOUR HOUSE YOU FILTHY CRETIN like dawg you are a walking biohazard I genuinely think you should be jailed for chemical warfare
happy holidays 🌲
man i considered a shower HAH you got me there! so hilarious! anyways. CURSE OF MARK 🦟🦟🦟🦟🦟🦟🦟🦟🦟🦟🦟🦟🦟🦟🦟🦟🦟🦟
Obviously the apple doesn't fall far from the tree, because she's still a raging piece of shit. Good at her job, whatever, but god DAMN she's insufferable. The orphanage lottery fucked up by giving away Sunburst and keeping the wicked witch of the west.
You’re on thin ice for daring to show your face to the very Clan you’ve disgraced after all this time. You better watch where you step, because make one wrong one, and there will be no more second chances in store for you.
haiii :3 while im gone i left a pipebomb for you to put in pistol’s christmas stocking
Hiiii Norman :3
She’s pretty chill, honestly. Leagues better than Soaringshit or Snakeshat. Wish I coulda’ talked to her more before. . . yeah.
Your death was awful. I do hope you're okay..wherever you are. I wasnt your friend or a good clanmate but..just know I do care.
Newspaper came in and you got the dogshit beat out of you LMAO hold this L and broken ass leg loser
Who? Oh yea; useless rat it thing that hangs too much time around trash and roadkill he calls "friends."
How the fuck did you turn out like this???
You truly believe you'll ever be free? Oh, please. This was just the start.