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“Idk, I don’t really care. Any friend of Ryan’s is on my shit list”
“Ohhhh fuck I really should’ve listened to it shouldnt I?”
“sigh… Nia’s kid. she’d never admit that ha. oh man.. I was teaching them piano. they were gonna be our pianist once they grew up a little. Fuck man.”
Severely misses Sena, even to this day. Knows what that ‘breakup’ (as they call it) did to Petunia and with the hindsight that Ryan was basically mind controlling her, it’s somehow even worse. Petunia never wanted to stop being friends with Sena, Mildred never even got to say goodbye when they moved. It feels so strange to know someone your first year of life and never see them again like that.
“Stupid fucking idiot man child. Selfish fucking asshole. Fuck you and die.”
Ryan had developed this idea what Sena was a predator and wanted to hurt Petunia. He isn’t quite sure how much of that is really what he thought wasn’t just “you are imposing on this woman I like.”
Needless to say, that’s another person who he beats himself up over ruining their life.
Sena knows that Petunia didn’t want to say those things, he always had a feeling Ryan’s epithet was swaying her. It still hurts to hear them come from the one important person in your life. The person you wanted to see it with to the end.
Couldn’t help but watch Petunia’s online presence closely when she popped up again, enjoying her content. However finally took Petunia going dark as a sign to move on. No matter how hard. I mean she’s doing better now.
Petunia can’t really think about Sena without breaking down nowadays. Ze really was her last friend before Ryan tore her life to shreds. She can’t help but imagine a life where she stayed in California with them, maybe things would’ve been better for everyone, maybe she wouldn’t have ruined so many people’s lives.
But she is where she is now. And she’s gonna change the world, isn’t she?