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Mattias has so many inner demons and scars from his past that he continues to struggle with. I don’t think I’ve ever fully understood everything about him, but he always makes me happy. I hope he understands I’ll stay with him through all the hardship, and that he deserves more than he gives himself credit for.
You were the first sign that maybe there could be happiness in my life... Our time was so short... far too short... but it shouldn't have come as a surprise. I sometimes think it would've been better for you if you had never met me... Death and sorrow is my only lasting companion, and I was a fool to think I could ever keep you with me.
Mattias brought so much joy into my life, and I know things would only get better and brighter in our future as a family. I can’t to see what our little one will grow to be.
I never knew her, and there was a long period of time when I let some of those devils convince me it was my fault she died. I wonder if she would be happy with the person I’ve turned out to be... or if she would consider me worthy of the life she gave.
Oskar is ever the protective brother, even now that we're both grown. It's funny though, he was always the adventurous type. He's fine with risks, but he never wants his baby sister to get into trouble. But there's no one else more reliable than he is.
I never expected for a moment that our little sister would go first. I always thought I would be the first. It was one thing after another in that time... I still don’t feel like the mourning is over. I don’t feel like I had the chance to really come to terms with it at all, even after all this time.