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I'm sorry I couldn't have been a bigger part of your childhood, but we both know you would've turned out awfully if I had. Even so, you mean everything to me. Please don't forget that, Kriechtier.
It's okay that you haven't been the best father... Not everyone is cut out for it. But at least you saw that and made the right choice. I'm not a kid anymore though. I know you want to keep me safe, but I want you in my life somehow.
You're the only one to blame for this.
I don't remember you at all, but if I've wronged you, I'm sorry.
Soooooo... about killing you, yeah... my bad.
Uh... don't worry about it... I'm not one to hold grudges...
It wasn't your fault. You didn't do anything. It was all her. So why the hell do I hate you so much? I'd put up with all the shit Delzin put us through if it meant going back to how it used to be between us...
I remember when we were young, I would've died a thousand times over for you. And this is how you repay me? Just tell me what I've done to wrong you. I won't stop chasing you until you grow the hell up and own up to your choices.
This kid's the reason why I have to tell everyone I lost an eye while being careless around a kid with a sword. Well, it was two swords, but he only stabbed me with one, sooooo... I mean I don't even remember what I was doing at the time, so maybe I deserved it.
If a giant two headed snake is trying to eat you, you don't pause for a moment to consider if that snake is a person you may potentially be permanently scarring with a sword wound to the eye. I'm not going to feel guilty about it, no matter how you slice it, pun only partially intended.
Volk tells me he's got some guardian devil keeping an eye on him so those other bastards don't pick him off as easy prey. I know he's usually invisible and all, but I still haven't seen him once. Volk says he always runs off when I'm around, like all those other devils. Can't say I blame em. Only idiots with a death wish stick around when I walk in.
I am uncertain of the precise reasoning at this point in time, but the presence of my master's father is... highly unsettling to me, among other Eksel. Others display a pattern of vacating the area while he is present, and even I do not linger unless necessary.
Conner's a good kid, so I'm glad he's looking after Volkmar so well with his family. In any other context he'd be too soft to associate with for my taste, but there's no one else I'd want acting as an older brother to my only son.
Uncle Matthias is one of those people you probably want nothing to do with, but he's family, so we're kinda stuck with him. I mean, I don't dislike him at all. He's always nice to us and all, but he's... dangerous, obviously. And that's coming from someone who hangs out with Shank all the time.
What up with the Zweigers letting violent and unstable people hang around them? You'd think from their experience with me that they'd know to avoid people like this by now. Maybe we're their type, I dunno.
I think I'm messed up sometimes, but Volk's dad is really messed up. I think I'm doing pretty decently by comparison.
I trust Conner to give Volkmar emotional support, but let's face it, Linsey's the one who could actually protect him from danger. I wonder if she's gotten her brother to do some pushups over the years, or is he still as stringy as I remember?
Uncle Matthias is... questionable, but Volk thinks the world of him. At least he manages to behave himself somewhat the few times he visits. You'd potentially mistake him for being normal if you didn't know any better.
Volkmar told me about a band mate of his who's part of those rich traitor families who sell out their own kind to Delzin for benefits. Seems like this kid doesn't get any of those benefits though. Can't help but feel for him, considering how well I know the nature of the system.
Mom never told me what Delzin actually is, just that they pay her so she gets nice stuff. Apparently they're really bad... Volkmar's dad was hurt by Delzin... Why would she work with them...?
I dunno much about Vey, but Volk says he's got a zombie pianist in his band, and he's a blue blood. I guess that's a good enough gimmick, right?
I prefer not to inquire much about Volkmar's father. He seems like an unsavory sort, so I opt to not say anything about it considering how highly Volkmar thinks of him, for whatever reason...
I'm kinda confused about Volkmar's relationship with this kid. Does BF stand for best friend or boyfriend...? Volk insists it's the former, but I dunno... He gets pretty flustered if you bring the latter up.
Volk always has some pretty wild stories to tell about his dad. My dad and I were always close, and it's kinda a bummer to see how much they want to be close but... just can't be.
Huh, so Kriechtier already has fangirls. I have no advice to give on that, you're on your own kid.
Volkmar's dad sounds like a really scary person... like, mass murdering assassin scary... but I still kinda want to meet him someday. I mean, gotta hold out hope for that blessing maybe, right?
Volkmar describes one of his friends as violent, creepy, and bizarre. I'd ask him why he hangs around a person like that, but... well, who am I to judge?
Volk's dad sounds pretty hardcore.
Volk says his... "BF"... has an artist for a brother. I've seen some of the projects from some pictures he's sent me. I guess I don't know much about art, because I don't get any of it.
Most of the stories Volkmar has told about his dad are... concerning. I'd never say so, but I think it's a good idea he's not being raised by him if he does all the things that Volk mentions...
I don't know much about Conner's girlfriend, but... is he sure she's from Taliac...? I've only seen her like once or twice, and I'm already not convinced.
Oh dear... Conner's uncle is... frightening...
Well, since Volkmar doesn't have his own mother, Oskar is divorced, and Hanna is... well, Hanna... it's nice to hear that his... "BF" has a responsible mother around that seems concerned with his safety.
I understand that Volkmar cares very much for his father, but it's probably for the best that he stays as uninvolved as possible if he's like this...
Volk said the backup singers in his band were really interested in meeting me at least once. Can't imagine why that would be the case.
Is it weird if I think Volkmar's dad is actually very attractive? I guess it's not weird as long as I don't say so.
Volk said the backup singers in his band were really interested in meeting me at least once. Can't imagine why that would be the case.
I think Kim low-key has the hots for Volkmar's dad. I couldn't care less, but now all our little sisters are making weird "daddy" jokes about it.
Volk said the backup singers in his band were really interested in meeting me at least once. Can't imagine why that would be the case.
Kim will never admit it, but I'm pretty sure she's aching for a murderous sugar daddy. Can't blame her though.
Volk said the backup singers in his band were really interested in meeting me at least once. Can't imagine why that would be the case.
Everyone else says Kim is weird for digging Volkmar's dad. I don't see the problem at all, aside from now having a little more competition. It's probably a futile desire, but hoping never hurts, hm?
Volk said the backup singers in his band were really interested in meeting me at least once. Can't imagine why that would be the case.
Hoooooo boy, all the sisters are clamoring about daddy Etrukaaaaa
I have no good will toward anyone who benefits from the Delzin system. At the very least, I acknowledge she's stepped away from it for that sad brother of hers, but that still doesn't mean much to me.
I can't take responsibility for my mother's role in Delzin, but I accept that I've benefited from her actions, regardless if could've done something about it or not. I'm only one person, and I can't fix the damage it's done to the countless people affected by it. But I can help Jasper at least.
He's the one I didn't get... and it's for the best too. I already took too much from my brother, so at least he has someone left.
I didn't know who that man was for years... he was just the man that came alone that night and ruined my life. He murdered Tommy and mom... and there's nothing to change that. And to think... my father has been gone for so long because that man was his brother.