Lillian Krause
SleepyHoni
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P O S I T I V E
[ Mature | Balanced | Logical | Open | Charming]
↳ Honi had to learn how to outwardly act mature and charming due to her parents' high position in society, though this act was much more pushed onto her by her parents. She had to pretend to be prim and proper just to appease those pesky dinner guests her parents would occasionally get. Honi is also very balanced, she takes everyone's feelings and situations into account before making important decisions, this is also why her significant others call her “The big cheese”. To add to this she is quite a logical thinker. She doesn't just take feelings but also puts into account the effect her decisions make on future scenarios and all the nitty-gritty details.
N E U T R A L
[ Protective | Motherly | Earthy | Self-Aware ]
↳ Honi learned to take care of her older brother's health and well-being, this, of course, makes her seem very motherly and protective. Though she was raised up in a wealthy and prestigious household she is very down-to-earth, she acts just like any other human being and is quite easy to talk to. That being said, Honi is very self-aware, this could be good or bad depending on the situation. She tries to make sure she isn't causing any drama or hassles and makes sure she isn't in the way of anything. Though this might sound fine sometimes she becomes overly self-conscious.
N E G A T I V E
[ Abrasive | Envious | Anxious | Obsessive | Repressed ]
↳ Honi grew up with a hatred for Parents and power figures, due to being repressed by her parents' views and positions she became obsessive over those she cared about and envious of those who had parental love. At a young age, Honi took care of her brothers, but since she was much younger than both of them they would belittle her and play the “I’m older, therefore, I know more” card she developed an abrasive attitude towards their teasing and uncooperative selves. Because Honi grew up self-aware she learned to perceive people differently this caused Honi to develop anxious tendencies. She will become self overly conscious and start fidgeting whenever she's unsure or her actions and unknowingly looks over her shoulder constantly to check her situation.- Yellow Hairbows
- Dog eyebrows
- Hair is Fluffy AF
CHILDHOOD:
Honi (20) is the youngest of five brothers Adam(30), Gabriel (27), Michael (25), Zacharia (23), Uriel (20). As a child, she was very close to her eldest brother Adam. She would often find herself seated on his lap crying due to their fathers’ harshness. These were the times when the six siblings would crowd around Gabriel in his room to escape and listen to made-up stories. Gabriel was the second oldest. Gabe was the one to create Honi’s nickname when she was 6 after Michael had called her Lily and she grimaced. She said that she was not like a delicate flower and would sting him if he said she was. Hence the name ‘Honi’ because even though she was brash she would always be there sweet little sister.
MIDDLE SCHOOL:
Middle school is when Honi started to fully develop her personality. Her first year of middle school Adam(20) -after 3 years of business college- started working with their father at the brewery. Due to the high expectations of Adam from their father, Adam started to overwork himself. By her 3rd year of middle school, Gabriel started college. With their father’s standards raised even higher, after Adam went above and beyond, which meant that Gabe had to do even better as not to disappoint. The youngest of the five boys weren't slacking off as well, even with them being 10,13, and 15, Michael, Zacharia, and Uriel practiced swordsmanship under a friend of their fathers. By her last year of middle school, Honi had started to develop a motherly tendency because of her brothers overworking themselves and neglecting their health.
HIGH SCHOOL:
By high school, Honi’s relationship with her parents has dwindled down to just bearable. Her father would act as though he was acting reasonably when he yelled and raged at her for disrupting her brothers at work to bring food for them or when she ‘spoke out of the term’ because he did not like what she was saying. Her mother was worse than her father because she just let it happen. Knowingly he never hit her but a wound would heal, words never disappeared from the mind. This forced the relationship with her brothers to strain, but she would not let it stretch too far. In her third year, Adam found her curled on the windowsill of his home office. He proposed the offer of moving to America with him and his wife to set up a headquarters and getaway.
△ Sweets
△ Flowers
△ ASMR
△ Sleep
△ Cinnamon Buns
△ Drinking
▽ Heights
▽ Wasps
▽ Coconuts
▽ Heat
▽ Ignorance
⌘ FACE CLAIM: Young Kylie Jenner
⌘ Hangs out at Mon and Pelly’s apartment more than her own.
⌘ Tough Love x100
⌘ Is the mom of the relationship
