•Feena•

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Basics

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Name:

Feena

Gender: 

female (she/her)

Species: 

elf (1st generation)

Age:

26

Sexuality:

sapphic

Height:

1,75m/6"7

Appearance:

dark grey skin, white hair, and orange/brown eyes. Tall and elegant, with a slender body and a pointed face. Always looks well put together.

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Personality

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Feena is a kind and confident woman who is looked up to by many, she is compassionate and treats her patients with care and respect, no matter how they respond to her. She doesn't let anything get to her and is very slow to get angry at a person or situation, though she sternly puts people in their place if they are being unjust to others. Being seen as helpful and comforting is her greatest goal, as long as others are happy, she is as well.

Or at least that's what she is trying to be like. On the inside, she feels incredibly alone and hates being valued for her job alone, knowing that outside of it, people will treat her with judgement and fear, something that hurts her very much. She is desperately trying to rekindle her relationship with her brother since he is the only one who she feels like understands her, and wants nothing more to go back to a time where they could lead normal lives as a family. If she loses Seth, she loses the ties to that happiness, and she does not know how she would be able to handle that.

Likes:

-sunny weather

-birds

-flowers

-baking

-quiet, peaceful places

Dislikes:

-thunderstorms

-crowds

-big cities

-meat

Fears:

-losing her family

-loneliness

-being "found out",

showing weakness

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Backstory

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-for early childhood, see Seth's bio-

When they moved in with the blood mage, both of the children had a rough time at first, and although the city was used to a blood mage living there, many were still suspicious towards Feena and Seth. They mostly kept for themselves, until Feena finally managed to make friends with a young girl and her grandma. From there on out, her reputation improved. Additionally, she found out that medicine was a lot of fun to her, and she enjoyed spending time with her mentor and her brother. 

Seth however got into trouble more and more, and Feena did her best to comfort him. She could see where he came from, but her attempts to teach him how to make friends always failed. She felt bad for him, but at the same time grew a little tired of constantly being responsible for him and his actions. As a teenage girl, she wanted some alone time, and while she still spent time with Seth, it never seemed to be enough for him.

When he grew older, he suddenly stopped wanting her attention, though, and spent more time away. At first, she was happy he seemingly made friends, but when she found out what kind of people he surrounded himself with, she grew anxious and tried talking him out of meeting them. Seth however ignored her, and they got into fights frequently about it. Eventually, Feena decided to leave it alone, even though she had a terrible feeling about the situation.

Her intuition was proven to be true; Seth got into a fight that ended up in him ending a person's life. He vanished that same night, and Feena only heard from him again when he was caught and imprisoned.

Feena visited her brother in prison, and was horrified by his condition. He was weak and underweight, desperately begging her to help him. Torn between her loyalty to her last family member and her sense of justice, she left, not knowing what to do next. She could not help but feel like if she had stayed by his side, this would not have happened.

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Relationships

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Seth

Feena feels deeply conflicted about her brother. On one side, he is family to her, and she knows his vulnerable, fragile side he hides from everybody else. But on the other hand, he has done horrible things to other people, and she cannot understand why. She thinks it's her responsibility to stop him, but she doesn't know if this can be achieved with compassion, or violence.

Aria

Feena misses her friend deeply, they have barely spoken ever since Seth entered her life again. In truth, Feena is too ashamed of her feelings and actions to tell her friend about it, but lying to her hurts so, so much. 

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Trivia

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-she has dated before, but because of her workaholic nature and hiding of her feelings, her relationships have never lasted

-she sees her failure and dark thoughts in Seth, so while she deeply loves her brother, she cannot help but despise him as well.