Sephenia (Details)

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Trauma, rape, abuse, torture, violence, PTSD

Sephenia

statistics

name

Sephenia

nickname

Seph

meaning

N/A

sex

Female

alliance

Unallianced

age

10 years

defects

None

disorders

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

bloodline

Winter Solstice x Battle Cry

birthdate

September 15th, 2010

store items

Odd Marking

appearance

breeds

Appaloosa x Andalusian x Thoroughbred x Percheron

height

16 hands

coat

Black leopard appaloosa

mane and tail

White

genetics

EE/aa/nLP/nP1

eyes

Ice blue

hooves

Slate

accessories

None

build

Thoroughbred

scars

Many from being tortured

description

Sephenia is compact and fit, well-trained and well-groomed. Her body carries an incredible amount of scars after the torture that she has endured over five years.

social life

residence

Herd member of Lyrarcor

friends

Trinity/Allocen, Xovad, Coreion

foes

Kero Scene, Vyreth

others met

Rasa

steals

None

stolen by

None

battles

None

relationships

mother

Winter Solstice - Black leopard appaloosa

father

Battle Cry - Dapple gray (black base)

siblings

Arianna - half sister
Kate - half sister
Forsythia - half sister
Tranquility - half sister
Takai Reikon - half brother
Nachikuitis - half brother
Anesthesia - half sister
Lateralus - half brother
Scarlet Ice - half sister
Winter Avenger - half brother
Hezekiah - half brother
Oberyn - half brother
Warrior's Cry of Regret - half brother
Honos - half brother
Perun - half brother

orientation

Asexual

taken by

Coreion

fancies

None

partners

Forty Six & Two - rapist
Coreion - mate

children

Sverrir - son with Forty Six & Two
Vasariah - son with Coreion
Sariel - son with Coreion

personality

traits

Cold, protective, distant, traumatized, observant, fighter, determined, driven, harsh, critical, protective, untrusting, assertive, confident, close-minded

detailed

Sephenia is the scales, the balance of the world, the sword of justice. From the moment she was born she was filled with righteous purpose and she has carried it with her like an armor, letting it guide and shield her. She tends to be very confident and assertive, but her lack of trust makes her a tentative ally at best. She is very picky about who she chooses to spend her time with and often times she finds that the doings of other horses irritate her. She is pragmatic and no-nonsense. She is standoffish by nature, preferring to stand back and observe rather than get involved unless absolutely necessary. She tends toward social awkwardness though she is not self-aware of this and is often oblivious to how much of an oddity she can be. Sephenia strives for balance in the world, believing that to be the best way for the world to function. She is extremely resilient and has a strong will. Her thirst for balance and justice is a constant driving force and it's what keeps her going. She is thoroughly committed to her own personal missions and will gladly do it on her own or with one or two close companions. Sephenia can be quick to judge and often is close-minded about a variety of things. She tends to function independently but she would not be opposed to serving under someone if they proved themselves worthy to her. In her eyes, everyone must prove themselves and whether or not they are aware of it, she is consistently, constantly judging everyone around her and taking notes. While this is useful for her work, it is not very useful for any sort of companionship, as she comes off as extremely cold and detached. Deep down, Sephenia craves the acceptance of others and the idea of getting rid of her outcast status. She is defender by nature, despite being cold and will often interfere if she sees a bad situation in front of her, particularly if there is an imbalance of power. Even if she has no connection to either party, she will fight for the disadvantaged. Perhaps this is a clue to her deeper nature of caring and sympathy, if only it could be coaxed out from its hardened shell. Over the years Sephenia has become more distant from her mission and the trauma of being tortured for five years has taken a heavy toll on her mind. She often has flashbacks and can become extremely distracted. She can also be triggered and her usual response to this is to fight or flee - she will usually choose to fight. She has become extremely untrusting of everyone around her and has vowed never to get distracted again.

in depth

ambitions

To protect others

fears

Failure, becoming distracted

strengths

Determined, driven, observant

weaknesses

Cold, withdrawn, untrusting, suspicious

personality type

ISTJ - "The Logistician"

alignment

Chaotic Good - "The Rebel"

history

before

N/A, Sephenia was born on Wild Equines v2.

so far

Sephenia was born in a union between Winter Solstice, the Seraphim of Utopia, and Battle Cry, a mortal stallion and one of her mother's good friends. Her birth occurred in a moment of turmoil for the entirety of Wild Equines, as the impending apocalypse threatened them all. The Four Horsemen roamed the Earth and the anti-christ, Vyreth, was born. Seph's mother marked Seph with a Utopian brand to remind Seph of her mission to protect the mortals from the Four Horsemen and from Vyreth. From an early age, Seph's righteous mission was instilled in her. After her birth, her mother left her in the care of Battle Cry and Battle Cry's mate, Brina. However, Battle Cry disappeared shortly after she was born and Seph instead had to rely on her adoptive mother, Brina, for support, as well as her half-siblings, Honos, Perun, and Warrior's Cry of Regret. However, Seph's mission called her out at an early age and she left the comfort of her adoptive family at the age of two to make her own way in the world and to protect the mortals from the rage of the Underworld. She promised that she would visit, but this is not a promise she would end up keeping.

Seph met a Light stallion named Spartan in the Free lands, with whom she struck up a friendship with. She then continued on to Dark Woods, her mother's homelands, and made this her home base, taking care to lay low and not attract any attention to herself. She went out often to gather information about the Four Horsemen and Vyreth, but too soon it seemed information dried up. Soon, it seemed like the Four Horsemen had never roamed Wild Equines and Vyreth was no where to be found. Frustrated at this, Seph drifted farther and farther away from her target areas and ended up meeting a stallion named Forty Six & Two.

From the get-go, she was cautious around the stallion with split-personalities, but she ended up enjoying his company greatly. Eventually she left Dark Woods to live with him and worked under his guidance, doing spying missions as well as training alongside him. Whatever her feelings were for him, it was enough to make her stay and forget her purpose in the world - which was easy enough seeing as it appeared to gone. She became completely loyal to him and did whatever he asked. However, this turned out badly for her as his split-personality took hold of him one day. She had been unsuspecting and only until he hit her did she realize that something was wrong. When he demanded sex from her, she fought him off, refusing him at every step. However, the more he persisted the more she wondered what that would be like and eventually gave in to him. The moment she gave in she knew she'd made a terrible error as he violated her and was not at all gentle like the personality that she cared for would have been. After he was through, she left immediately, broken inside. When she discovered that she was pregnant, it only made everything worse.

She hung out around the Free lands completely during her pregnancy, having a crisis of identity and purpose, not knowing what to do with herself. She felt dirty, used, and utterly foolish. She had trusted him and cared for him too much - he had clouded her judgment and she had paid the price for it. As eleven months came and the birthing day arrived, she went to Tulor Woods as all mares did, and prepared to give birth. She was alone and the birth was agony. Something was wrong and it did not go smoothly for her. After the child was born - a colt she named Sverrir - she could not get up. She had lost a lot of blood birthing him and she was weak and dizzy. This made it extremely easy for her to be kidnapped.

They had followed her there and they took her away, a whole group of them. She never knew what became of her son - whether they killed him or converted him or left him there to starve. The only name she ever got out of them was "Ghost." A group devoted to the Underworld. She could not understand why they had taken her when the apocalypse had never happened and she was nothing special. They beat, starved, and tortured her for five years, asking for information and Seph figured they also did it because they could. She managed to not say anything for a while, but she eventually gave in and told them everything she knew. She was completely broken inside, no purpose, no guidance, beaten-up, and broken down, a new mother to a child she had never asked for who she would probably never see again. Eventually the torture died down as she could no longer give anything up, but they still held here there and fed her minimally. Seph figured they wanted to watch her wither away to nothing and she did long for the warm embrace of death. But it wouldn't come for her. Instead, a new chapter of her life would begin.

It was a day just like any other when Sephenia heard an unfamiliar voice through the bars of her cell and witnessed a very young colt opening her cell door. His name was Xovad and he told her that he was there to rescue her on behalf of Utopia. The two of them managed to escape the cells and Xovad brought her to Lyrarcor, home of his mother, the Versai mare Allocen. Seph decided to stay, as she didn't really have a lot of options. However, she was distant and cold and wanted to be left alone. Two weeks after her arrival in Lyrarcor she fled the territory in a spell of panic and ended up in the Free land of Geysir, where she ran into the Light King, Coreion. The two of them ended up taking a walk on the beach together and Sephenia felt more comfortable with him than she had with anyone else in a long time. She went back to Lyrarcor, but continued to remain by herself, awkward around the other herd members. Eventually, she decided to go to Rainforest Beach where Coreion lived, to live with him and hopefully get more comfortable.

roleplay

inspiration

Angels, warrior queens, swords, the color silver, justice

roleplay colors

9199b1 and white

playlist

Move by Thousand Foot Krutch, Lost in the Crowd by Shinedown, Forget it by Breaking Benjamin, See Who I Am by Within Temptation

creation number

76

notes

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