Mastheo (Human)
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MASTHEO "THEO"
angry boy
ABOUT
Here’s Theo, voted the world’s most bitter and pissy ex-goddess. He’s first and foremost extremely emotional-driven, and cannot seem to experience any sort of feeling in an average matter. His two moods are either doesn’t care at all, or cares way, WAY too much. So uhh, basically my BPD. Due to past traumas, Theo is primarily fueled by grief and anger, unhealthily dealing with his problems by lashing out and placing blame onto the people he believes responsible for his ruined life. Unlike the other remaining goddesses of his now-lost pantheon, Theo has not managed to deal with his losses in any way, and is constantly reliving the past. He’s so caught up in it that he doesn’t think at all of his own present or future. The hatred he expresses outwardly is his way of expressing his own self-loathing, and his inability to believe he deserves a life free of pain or regret.
Theo is not, however, purely a ball of rage and internalized trauma. All of his emotions are powerful, after all, and that includes those considered positive or healthy. He has a big heart, and cares very deeply for those he trusts, few as they may be. Love is one of his foremost feelings; his sibling-like relationship with Ruii being a huge example, and his adoration for his now-deceased guardian is a huge component of his grief. Once Theo is emotionally attached to someone, he’ll do anything for them whether big or small, as long as it makes them happy or provides comfort. He finds contentment and joy in helping others, truth be told. Though his traumas have brought out a darker side of him, Theo is sweet at heart.
BIOGRAPHY
"There was never any going back after that… the second you left, it was over. And I had to watch it all die."
A long time ago, five newborn goddesses were taken under the wing of their divine guardian, Lanea-the center of what would become the Syllionic pantheon. She raised the children, guiding them as they grew into their true forms as deities; Theo was one of the five, and loved his home in the astral plane. He was always closest to Ruii-the two were inseparable-but clinged to his guardian in the same way a human child might cling to a parent. Theo believed they would never be separated; he was proven wrong when one of their own abandoned the pantheon. Reyne had always been the quietest among them, and never seemed happy, but no one anticipated that he would throw away his divinity in favor of the material plane. Xerzaephes followed after, which was far less of a shock, but the damage was done. The pantheon was broken, and though the decline was slow, it dragged itself along inevitably. Theo could do nothing to fix it. And when they finally lost Lanea, something in him broke as well. Her death scarred him worse than losing his goddesshood ever could.
Theo never really adapted to life in the material plane. He missed the astral plane and the pantheon more than words could ever describe, and hated being mortal. He despised his human body. More than anything else, however, he despised the ones he saw as being the reason for everything going wrong: Xerzaephes and Reyne. They left the rest of them to suffer for selfish reasons, at least in Theo’s mind. They’d once been fellow goddesses and friends, but now? Now, Theo saw them as his enemies. No matter how much Ruii has tried to convince him to try and reach out, he refuses to. He has spent his years in the material plane this way; wallowing in bitterness, unable to heal or attempt to start a new life in full.
RELATIONS
The person he loves the most. Though every member of the pantheon had different relationships, he sees Ruii as his sibling. The two have been close since the earliest days of the pantheon; Theo is very sweet towards them, and never angry.
It’s complicated; they’re vaguely friends. Nyaomi has never been the sociable type, and Theo is a bit of a loose cannon as is. They get along fine, but no more than that.
Oh boy, don’t get Theo started. He might not hate Xerzae as much as Reyne, but he still blames them for Lanea’s death and every subsequent misfortune.
STATS
- Mythical creatures, particularly griffins
- TTRPGs and text adventures
- Competition
- Puzzle games
- Heights
- Being touched
- Neon colors, flashing lights
- Not being able to control his emotions
- Literally anything with mushrooms in/on it
- Reyne. Oof
- His divine alignment as a goddess was the domain of emotion, complexity, and thought processes.
- His goddess form was that of a griffin, which is why he likes them so much.
- Secretly likes trashy fantasy novels.
- He actually doesn’t like Souls games very much, despite their fantasy elements. It’s mostly because of the controls.
- Needs therapy like, yesterday.
TRIVIA
MOODBOARD
HUNDRUM BLUES
The Growlers
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