I have 2 characters I want to get an anthro ref for https://toyhou.se/27730715.riley and https://toyhou.se/27714027.berry preferably an artist who is okay with a later payment? Like finishing com but getting payment when I get my funds on 1st or 2nd and only release the final file then (otherwise wip pics and such should be watermarked) does anyone know or happens to be an artist who’d be okay with doing that? :0

Yo! I still have my TFC year with ligament issue BUT https://artfight.net/~Abandon3dRain linking it anyway as I always do yearly

If I can draw anything at all this year it’ll likely just be small things like sketches or experimental pieces since it’s been so long since I’ve drawn anything and also with their injury still being well injured XD, means I likely won’t be able to do my old typical art since those typically took me a very long time and also strained my wrists a lot

Todays my 8th day at the hospital and my iron isn’t going up with the infusions through IV, my anemia has dropped it well into transfusion territory.

I was wondering if any of you have experience with it? What was it like? Any side effects? Did you feel better afterwords? if my numbers aren’t any better next lab draw their going to give me some blood, I’m not even sure what blood type I am hmmm

Here while my kidneys heal, I get hydrated properly and get my potassium and iron back to normal and also Covid healing because I’ve got a wide rather moderate-severe symptoms so far and they’ve got me on paxlovid to help me not get worse 🫠

They don’t have many gluten free options though for hot food which absolutely sucks, All I’ve got funds wise atm is $15 so I can’t like, order anything to be delivered here 😭 not enough funds, I’m selling everything in sell/trade folder willing to negotiate and haggle on prices still as I just want them gone if your interested!

My moms also broke so I can’t get a loan from her and pay her back my next pay on first oof.

So uh…. Got the news from one of my brothers boss that he is gone, I didn’t even know he owned a gun…. He has struggled with depression for years, BPD as well, who the hell would sell him a gun?!

He shouldn’t have been able to even get one….

I’m not okay… I’m not going to be for awhile.

We have to go see him later…

https://toyhou.se/Abandon3dRain/characters/folder:3328604

They are in my sale/trade folder

I am absolutely open to price haggling! Even the more pricy stuff at $50+ like absolutely come haggle with me at this point

I just want them gone and I also need some grocery money because I don’t have enough ingredients for my usual meal prep to last until next food stamps period, anything helps at this point ;0;

Loads of the cheap ones I’ll haggle down to $5-$10 if their $15-25 just ask

Yo! Anyone here have a character hub account they’ve been on waitlist for some time for? Or want to sign up?

I have 3 invite boosters they sent me so you can skip waitlist and insta join ;v;

I suddenly have this lil burst of motivation and an idea in my head for an art peice BUT

I CANT

DRAW

I’m only on week 1 of OT for my hand injury which means if I do it, even with breaks, I’m going to absolutely make my injury worse and set myself back 😭

If your a commissioner please read the end bolded part

I’m going to be making majority of my characters authorized only for a bit, visible ones outside of that will all be for offers/purge. I’m not doing well, my kidneys are a mess, my liver is getting worse, I’ve lost a lot of function in my dominant hand from that injury back in October that’s just gotten progressively worse and the doctors can’t figure out what it is or causing the pain and swelling and loss of function yet :(

And as a result I’m not really doing much art wise, I’ve got a big disconnect with the majority of my characters too, my classes start again soon, I became primary caregiver for my uncle who is getting worse functionally and cognitively.

What I get from disability isn’t enough to cover all my medical costs and bills for some of this new health issues coming up, and help me provide care for my uncle.

So I’m going to be selling off almost everyone as a result. Minimum would be $10 for most of em. I’ll update them all later with obtainment info.

Commissioners!

As a result of all this stuff going on above, I need to gather a list of those of you who have not had your work completed yet along with what was owed and the price.

I will be effectively cancelling these comissions as a result and providing you all refunds ASAP from my disability or these sales if I get anything from them, to pay back what I owe. I need to do that so I can begin to save for some upcoming tests and surgeries.

Please comment below if I owe you art and for how much it was! I should be getting to the first wave of refunds on the 1st. 

Im out of the hospital which is nice but not sure I should have been discharged as quickly as I was considering my kidney levels are apparently still showing failure, but I feel a bit better at least. I learned I have kidney disease, also I’m in prediabetes stage so I’m dealing with that stuff and appointment follow ups but like also I’m starting my ADHD meds tomorrow now that insurance is covering it c:

Hopefully I find a good balance with that soon! Meanwhile I’m SOOOOO far behind in my classes, why is it they seemingly assign me even more work when I miss class compared to when I’m in class omg 😱 

I’ve got a lot of catching up to do, my arms still in splint hopefully appointment on the 23rd goes well and my one on 12th and 13th ahhhh also 15th 😫