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"MEt 'Em oncE at a party a fEw swEEps ago, and although I don't typically go to partiEs, MAN. This bitch fun as hEll! Told 'Em thEy'rE wElcomE to drop by at any timE, bEcausE DAMN, I don't think I'vE laughEd that hard in agEs, but uh.... I think I might'vE givEn thEm thE wrong idEa, LOL."
๐ He's... Haha. Yeah. That is my boss. How I fucking got here is beyond me. The imposter syndrome hits hard every time I think about it. Like. ๐ Oh man how do I say this without being an absolute asshole. Hm. It almost feels like the only reason I'm still here is because my Psionics are incredibly useful. And not. Because *I'm* useful. ๐ I know he's not this kind of person, but after Rounds wrap up I think to myself that, "Now you've gone and done it! The second he finds someone with similar psionics you're fucking gone!" That is, unless rounds knocked me the fuck out again. 50/50 chance, honestly. ๐
s%, Vuij%n w&s &ctu&lly %ne %f the first w&ve %f n%n-vi%lets^ th&t were & p&rt %f &lph&, & I g%tt& s&y, m&d respect^^ t% him f%r sticking it %ut. we h&ve h&d s%me right pricks^ in this gr%up, regrett&bly^, & I &m gl&d he is still here with us. truly &n irrepl&c&ble^ member %f the te&m- he's just s% g%dd&mn^ useful^^. I'll still be&t his &ss in R%unds th%ugh, just w&tch me^^.
๐ Yeaaaaaah! Braxel!! She's my homegirl, for real! We didn't exactly. Click. At first, to put it lightly, haha, but over time we've gotten pretty close. ๐ She was always one of the first to shut down any... hemo-centric remarks sent my way. To put it lightly. Not that they really bother me all that much, anymore? ๐ But it's always nice to know someone is in your corner. Not to get all soft or anything, haha. ๐
I Must APPlaud Vuijon For The Work He Does For Us. Not Only Because He Is An Invaluable Resource For The Team, But Also Because He Has BEEn Able To Withstand The PreSSure And Scrutiny That Comes With Being A GoldblOOd Working Directly Under Woviey. When I First Joined Alpha, Greyscales In Any Sort Of Positions Of Power Were Unheard Of, Even If Their Caste Was As High As Mine. There Had To Be A Lot Of Proving Myself To Many Folks In Order For People To Take Me Seriously- Save For Those In Alpha, Who Knew I Was There For A Reason. Then Vuijon And The Others Joined, And Those Same Eyes That Once Judged Me Turned To Him. He Had It Even Rougher Since His Abilities Aren't NeceSSesarily Combat Oriented, And So He Didn't Have Any Advantages There. There Are StiLL Whispers Behind His Back, From Ignorant TroLLs Who Don't Believe Him To Be 'Worthy' Of His Position In Alpha, But I Make Sure Those Voices Are Silenced Quick. That Mindset Is Exactly The Reason Why They Are Not In Alpha.
๐ Sirixe! Love that guy, for real for real. He, aha, well to be honest, he scared the ever-loving shit out of me when I was a new recruit. I think that's the case with every newbie, though. ๐ Now we are chill, though. He's my bro! I know that should I, for some fuckin' reason, ever find my glorified security guard ass in danger he will be the first to kick ass for me. Iiiiiif the situations are ever reversed though... I mean. I'd certainly do my best, HAHA ๐
Ugh, he's a dumbass, but he's my dumbass, eye guess. Always sayiiing stupiiid shiiit when he's drunk, whiiich iiis all the tiiime, eye swear to god... Eye should empty every bottle he owns iiin the siiink. Whatever, iiit's not my job. We're frenemiiies, not moiiiraiiils.
She's a space freak. Eye don't really get the appeal tbh. Space iiis overwhelmingly empty or dead. The kiiind of empty and massiiive that iiisn't worth tryiiing to iiimagiiine or come up wiiith metaphors for. Gets nerds exciiited about physiiics and drunk people freaked about trollkiiinds exiiistence beiiing equiiivalent to a floatiiing piiiece of dust or whatever. Space iiis the all- encompassiiing never ending voiiid where adults have theiiir drama and murder aliiiens. But fiiine. Eye can respect an aesthetiiic.
Oh.... certainly the light of my life. Always so kind and patient with me, so willing to try and understand.. She blesses my every waking moment with her warmth, and then she blesses my dreams with her ideas and thoughts on the future, her future, our future. I've never felt safer than I feel when she holds me in her arms, close to her heart. Such a vulnerable thing, something so vital to life, and yet she trusts me with it completely, as do I with her. Our love surpasses all boundaries, whether that of the mortal realm and the dreamscape, or that of social measures to identify a quadrant. She is my everything.. and I like to believe I am hers as well.
โ {Oh, Chimer... More beautiful than the moons, more radiant than the sun. If I could just harness positivity as energy... (laughs). Being near her puts me at ease, clears my mind, opens me to new ideas. In every conversation, she manages to convince me that trollkind is capable of- no... Worth saving. I value our time greatly, be it in-person, online, or in dreams. I love and pity her, and nothing she does could change that. She deserves the world I want to make, always, even in my darkest moments. I would love her even if she had nothing for me in return, and yet she does. I trust her. It's... Almost a scary thought, but I trust her completely.} โ
Although most-would consider Vulcan to be a 'bad-influence', he's actually done much more for-me than most other trolls in the city. People lean a-lot on me, but he lets me lean-on him and learn to support myself-in a way. Turns-out that others see you as much more of a force to-be reckoned with if you bite-back every once in a while. And that was just the first-of many lessons I learned!
people cant expect mme to act normmal when there are guys like these around. he brings out the crazy in mme and then just walks away and leaves mme to deal with the consequences of mmy actions. what a dick! you know, hes really actually a rat bastard is what he is. i dont know how we keep ending up in the samme places together. mmaybe hes stalking mme LMMAOOOO that'd actually be hilarious.
ROE, how is it going! Its been SO long since we've last hung out, oh my God. You know what, let's grab some grub tonight and walk the mall and catch up!
Ah, my whole ass homie. What up bro, broski, dipshit extraordinaire, stupid motherfucker. Hope you are simply vibing in these times of hardship.
homie, iss itt gay tto bench your homiess? [he says, benching vulcan]
Wh-? The -ne with the pretty bl--d? Managed t- struggle f-r h-urs bef-re succumbing? -h-h yes! She was very fun t- play with! I was alm-st sad when the light faded fr-m her. Alm-st. Her heart was t-- tasty f-r me t- regret it.
0h.... that scum...? cant stand her.... if she wasnt such a ruthless fiend and hadnt thr0wn my 0rgans int0 the trees...... maybe i w0uld have a little m0re respect f0r her ability t0 defeat a highbl00d in battle.....
Oh, Ms. Vanmay! Hello, it is a pleasure as always. Say, what would you say to a cup of tea later this evening? Perhaps we can discuss the trials and tribulations of reaching a greater status as lowbloods? I'm certain our experiences must align somewhere, haha.
For the last time, Mr. Khilio, I am not interested in "Discussing" with you. Mayhaps, should you pull your head out of your ass, I will consider it. But as it stands now I have no reason to mingle with cowardly little manipulators. Now, if you will excuse me. ๐บ
๐งจ Erebus, As much As I AppreciAte yOur Abilities, sOmeOne hAs tO infOrm yOu thAt yOu AccOmplish nOthing by killing thOse AbOve us. YOu merely give them further reAsOn tO discriminAte AgAinst us, Only nOw they hAve prOOf.
โพโโคใโฆ๏ธป HA, and? Without this we will never see a world where we or our descendants can be free from the injustices placed upon us! I don't give a flying FUCK what you think. This is for the greater good, whether you believe it or not. So your welcome in advance, Kolako.
โ I just really want to take care of him, you know? โ And he makes it so. โ Friggin'. โ Hard โ !! We've been through a LOT together, Blu and I. โ He's brave, and sweet, and so caring, and so self-sacrificing. โพ He's always putting other people before himself. โพ Who's gonna put HIM first? โ And I've made... mistakes. A lot of mistakes, when he's been gone. โ But I won't stop caring about him. โ I didn't. โพ I don't think I could even if I wanted to. โ And I'll make โพdamnโพ sure he lives. โ
She's far t00 k1nd f0r her 0wn g00d. 1 tr1ed f0r s0 l0ng t0 d1stance myself fr0m her, t0 pr0tect her fr0m the challenges be1ng ass0c1ated w1th me w0uld br1ng. But she's s0.... pers1stent. And wh1le 1'm grateful f0r 1t... 1 w0rry. [30%]