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The Gatlin Charm™️ strikes again! To think a thick(♥) old man like me could pull a hot babe like that! Though maybe she likes my 'thickness'(♥) TOO much. She's a great cook, but she's a bit too quick to dole her little creations into my mouth, like that granny in Hansel and Gretel. ...Oh shit, does she want to eat me? (Of COURSE she does~. 😉)
Oh my~ Barbara's kin lives on. I think I'll follow this one around and see how he fairs. Pathetic men really are the best ❤
A ghost-man?! He helped me not die to his mother—if he can be believed, at least. He... SEEMS trustworthy enough—I think—though he was avoidant with some of my questions. He seemed to enjoy watching me struggle, which seems counter-productive, if he hopes that we 'help' him, but supernatural creatures DO seem to be inclined to being cryptic. I... I suppose it's normal. Maybe he can't help it...
🐍...?
She's older than me! That's vampires for you: you never know what to expect. Must be hard being a vampire at that age—physically, that is; seems like people would become suspicious more quickly if a TEEN isn't aging. Then again, I guess she doesn't really get out much, huh?
She stabbed me a while back, granted it wasn't choice to go and poke her. though that first meeting wasn't the best, now in present times she is rather nice to me. I know she wears a mark to cover up how she's feeling, but its not something to poke into as we are still getting to know each other. Either way I am gonna be hanging around her more often now which isn't bad, shes nice to me and kind. Thankful for that... and I'll be here if she needs me for something.
Some drider I stabbed a year ago? I don't remember their name though. I feel kinda bad I wounded them, though they DID touch me on my face when I was focusing on my magic and couldn't see them. Ah, well, guess it doesn't matter too much who's at fault. I still feel bad about it, just a little.
.... They also have really pretty, long black hair. Goodness, you would have had an endless sea of potential marriage partners had you been born in Shadowfell.
Also, driders are really.... pretty in general.
I'm glad I could get messed up like I used to with drugs, just one last time, with someone trustworthy. I haven't known him for long, but I do not believe my friendship will be miss-placed. I feel bad I got him involved with my business like I did, but I don't regret it. He has the willingness to listen, and I am going to try and return that patience. And it's about time I met someone that can match my energetic personality! Too many stiff necks.
Keith seems to detest Pareidolia in a similar manner to what I do, so that is a good sign that we'll get along from here on. If he can help us in our goal to bring Pareidolia down, maybe I can... No, it's best not to get my hopes too high.
I feel an odd sense of unsettling familiarity when it comes to his mental situation involving Archangel and Morningstar. To not have control or ownership of one's own mind, is a terrifying life to live. If you could even count it as 'living' at all.
I struggle expressing how I feel, but I want to help him; even if I cannot do much. It sounds horrible to say, but I'm glad to have someone around that can somewhat understand one of my struggles, and I to one of his.
... Just, please, stay safe.
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14th of April 2021 EDIT:
I haven't had much of a chance for you and I to just... hang out. As much as I wish we could and had the time to.
I worry you'll never return one day, knowing I wasted all those extra seconds, hours, days-- not bothering to get closer to you.
You seemed such fun when you first arrived, though I regret it wasn't completely enjoyable. And I worry the guilt of the consequences may eat you up inside.
Please talk to me more...
Ahhh man, Sparkles is great! Real spitfire. She's a gal who knows how to have a good time. Well...maybe a little too much, heh heh. Guess that's something the two of us have in common. Seems like she's really been through the wringer lately though--something about being brainwashed and her best friend killing her other best...son...friend...? I dunno, the friend shit went over my head a little bit. Either way, she probably coulda used the good time. Maybe something a little less...bee-summony, next time though.
The stuff she said about that woman...Pareidolia. Makes my skin crawl thinkin' about it. Hate that Sparks had to go through shit like that. I know all too well about having your brain invaded--ain't exactly the dandiest thing to have to experience. She's just as feisty about that as anything though--seems eager to get her hands around Bird Bitch's throat to get her Dad back. Heh. Well, i'd be more than happy to lend her a hand.
Out of the few people who know about Archangel so far, I feel like I can trust her the most. I don't think she'd go out of her way to screw me over--and it sounds like her feelings on mind control are about as sour as mine are.
I do not believe I will ever find the whole 'Matriad's daughter' thing not odd, and she CAN be a bit childish, but when push comes to shove, she does seem quite capable—mayhap TOO capable. How in blazes can she learn languages so fast, while ALSO performing all of her Heroic tasks? Meanwhile, I am finding it hard just to learn French. We have similar values when it comes to the Mayess Heroes and making necessary sacrifices, so that is a plus, given pragmatic people are so hard to find these days. It is due to this, that I feel I can be very open with her about my feelings. I have been 'open' with my weaker feelings as well, for better or for worse, dropping my guard when I should not. I suppose this just further proves that she has 'grown' on me, for some reason. My, this woman really makes me so much worse, while making me 'better' at the same time.
We're getting there, in terms of friendship! I care about him a bunch. Maybe not as much as I do my best friends, but a friend nonetheless! He's smarter, and more useful, than he makes himself out to be. I wish he would value himself more and hold his head up high again. Like he used to, just minus the rudeness, that is. Every time he insists on ass-kissing some damn authority, I gotta snap him out of that defeated mindset. He's better than that, and I believe so.
I'm determined to see this man smile more!! I want him to be healthy, and not just physically. I want to put the effort into making him feel welcomed, at home, and loved. Has he ever felt loved before? Does he realise how he feels? That he might care for people more than he thinks he does? I don't know, but I don't think he understands quite yet. Or at least, not the whole picture.
However, I must have patience-- change doesn't come overnight. I should know that, and better than most. Not only that, I'm scared of being upfront with him about everything. But I refuse to lie to him or anyone for that matter. I want to get to know him better. I want to know the real Zane Lune, the part of him Maldreth see's and cares for.
Speaking of those two, they really need to have a heart to heart. Zane is so stressed by the current situation. I can feel it. Trust me, I also know it, friend. I know. I have been in your shoes before, and by gods are they tough shoes to fit...
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14th of April 2021 EDIT:
You hurt me, consistently. But I still hold hope out for you. That you'd turn around to see me, actually /see/ me. As hopeless as this war has been, I at least want to be strong for you, Susan, Gaiya, and everyone else's sake.
Strong because everything has gone to shit.
Strong because everyone is giving up. Down spirited to heavens and back.
Strong for those that cannot.
Strong for YOU.
I don't hide how I feel because I want to hide something that will hurt you. I hide how I feel because I believe seeing me in such a state would only work to upset you more and dislike my company.
I don't... I don't know what to believe anymore.
Please don't leave me too, I love you. You're my friend.
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5th of June 2021 EDIT:
Things are better, but I'm still wary about what will happen when you learn more about me. You know things I haven't told anyone before. And that's both exciting and scary.
I feel things are more /whole/, now that Maldreth is back. I feel like I can breathe more, around you. Everything doesn't feel so... /much/, anymore.
I'm looking forward to the future, and I hope you will be a part of it.