no huge lifestyle changes so far?

art fight is starting now (good luck to everyone who's participating! until there's a written option i'mma just... not... participate lol)

it's almost my birthday. otakon is at the end of he month.

i'm thinking of doing blind shipping or something similar because i wanna interact with my friends more lol. if you wanna do headcanons and stuff (probs not full out RPing) hmu either here or discord or twitter! will probs have an actual search thread sometime this week.

happy pride month everyone! please remember that you are valid, no matter your sexual orientation or preference. bisexuals, pansexuals, trans, nonbinary, aroace, queer, not queer - you are all accepted and fine just the way you are so long as you don't gate keep others :)

as always, i'm probs more accessible via twitter so feel free to hmu there. if you're okay with nsfw content mutuals can DM for that twitter as well.

been busy offline and on twitter. joined some big bangs which i'm excited to participate in (if only i can find time to write lol). dropped out of a bang because of poor moderation and drama because to them 4 year age gaps are so problematic even when between consenting adults. blocked bigots. been called a nasty degenerate for writing aged up heavy petting. worked to get an actual child predator removed from the platform. 

my sister graduated high school! i got to see my older brother when he came up to come and celebrate.

once i get the flash bang done and started on my big bang i'll probs start updating characters again? maybe?

i've sorta done better about not buying lol (ive only got 3 and theyre fankids). i think some people esp if you've been following me for a while has noticed that a number of characters are no longer uploaded - i've taken down quite a few, you can view who at /misc/ (other designs) or at /misc/ (Cosmic Number Productions) if they're a part of CNP. 

you find really pretty af designs that are right up your alley... and you can't buy because you are trying to be good about not purchasing

i already fell off the wagon getting a couple of customs done and that means no art or merch purchases this month at all

i came back to over 600 notifs .__.

anyways been away because i've been busy offline with work and other issues (reminder that if you have any DFAB in your life, help them out when they're on their cycle because this is awful i have 0 motivation and just feel like crap all the time lol).

no new updates really, i'm still downsizing and removing OCs i like and won't trade by don't want on my TH, still working on profiles. so if you see someone you like just drop me a line and i'll let you know if they're available or not.

my sister got accepted into her first choice for uni so i'm excited for her. finally began playing let's go eevee. saw avengers end game. i'll be participating in a big bang in the heroaca fandom! and i might be setting up a zine? maybe? possibly?? it's still very much in the planning stages lol.

also, casual reminder that i'm always available on discord and twitter unless i'm really fucking busy at work or asleep or driving. those are generally the only reasons why i won't respond right away lol.

not mine lol

but if you're interested in chinese zodiac, please check out this new species that's in development!!

once again contemplating doing a huge af purge just burn everything to the ashes.

still deciding but if anyone here strikes your fancy let me know cause...

i'm just sick of the kind of self destructive spiral of getting babs and then feeling bad about them kind of wasting away on my harddrive.

i'm going to actually cut down for once. have designs i have sitting here just for CNP removed and just... focus on maybe a couple of fandom OCs and yuu and brighton and their friends and just stick with that. i'll probably put up a page on my misc slot to just host pics of the other designs i own so that if anyone looks for them / are interested there's at least a reference but i definitely want to cut down so i feel less crap   

edit; i'm a dumb ass who forgot that i was on authorize only for a lot of designs. if you looked please check again if you aren't authorized.

The 「Fadasafara」 MYO event is live now!

If you can, please make claims on dA in the deviation.

If you don't have an account, you can do everything but instead, leave a message here! Just click the deviation link to find the form and stuff o3ob

there's going to be a free MYO event for 「Fadasafara」 in april!

instructions are gonna come out, but essentially, so long as you claim a slot in the first week of april, you have the rest of the month to send in a design.  if you're late, you can purchase your design at a reduced cost than my normal myo prices. you can also purchase additional MYO slots at the reduced price during the month. 

Couple of things!

• if you didn't read my last few bulletins the vast majority of my babs are now authorized only. If you want to be authorized and we're mutuals let me know! If you follow me and wanna be mutuals (and maybe got authorized) also let me know!

• I'll probably be actively doing commissions again, including NSFW

• speaking of commissions, if you're a writer on ao3 please make sure you do not directly link to your kofi/patreon/etc because that is against AO3's TOS to keep them a non profit. Your account can get flagged and even banned for that so please be mindful. I just went around and removed "commission" from the two I have hosted 

• a lot of designs need new homes so if you're in the market for new humanoids...  also considering letting go of a lot of cs... 

set most of my characters to authorization only, with the exception of CS designs and stuff that's UFO. a very, very small collection of fandom OCs are viewable, most of my stories are not viewable, and my misc character is only viewable if you're logged in.

if we're mutuals and not authorized, feel free to hmu here or in DMs to get authorized!! i'm not 1oo% sure if i got everyone i regularly talk to >3>

you'll know right away if you've been authorized or not by checking my characters. if my unsorted is only one page, you're not authorized lol