I sometimes wonder why the fuck I even bother trying in this goddamned world.
I sometimes wonder why the fuck I even wake up in the morning.
I sometimes wonder why the fuck would anyone, at all, want to talk to me.
I sometimes wonder why the fuck people only contact me whenever they need something from me.
I sometimes wonder why the fuck I’m too nice to people in real life, leading me to be a magnet that attracts shitty people.
I sometimes wonder why the fuck I talk and care about others too much.
I sometimes wonder why the fuck I even draw if the only thing they’re good for is being seen as sex objects to some people.
I sometimes wonder why the fuck why this one person who was one my first friends had to turn out to be a massive piece of shit that has groomed multiple people.
I sometimes wonder why the fuck I even try to land an internship or a job if I get rejected by everyone.
I sometimes wonder why the fuck am I always working on something while never catching a break.
I sometimes wonder why the fuck I am a people pleaser.
I sometimes wonder why the fuck this is my life.
I sometimes wonder why the fuck I’m alive.
I just want to be happy.
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