tired in every sense of the word. feels like every day is just the same shit I have to deal with
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i’m starting to feel like i have become so exhausted and overworked i can no longer feel proper emotions anymore even in times when i would usually be extremely upset
genuinely if i fuckin died no one would give a shit n if things don't start getting better soon im gonna fuckin prove it
Is it undiagnosed autism, ADHD, or both? I’ll probably never know, since according to my family I was born ‘normal’ and am probably just stupid.
Feeling lonely and unwanted once more, woohoo
My fucking dumb ass doesn't even know how to reconnect with people I want to
tw for brief mentions of sa
still debating whether or not what happened in 3rd grade was cocsa or just kids being kids. He didn't touch me or anything, just begged me to try to kiss him and nearly choked me and brought me to the wooden area of the playground where nobody could see.
I hate you E. You fucking ruined my life.
please fucking stop with this bullshit of “do as i say! i lived such a hard life and i’m gonna die soon”
like i understand you’ve lived your struggles but please stop using them to be a manipulative guilt tripper
hell you don’t fucking understand my own struggles and you just dab them down like they’re nothing
just saw something really triggering and had to block someone. fucking hate this shit man stop saying that. /nbh
I’m kind of just sick of it all. I always just feel like nobody cares how I feel. I try my best to be a good friend time and time again, but I feel like I’m just wasting my time. I try to be the best version of myself; kind, respectful, happy, but all that gets me is people acting like I’m just some dumbass side character. I feel like I’m always seen as boring. People never invite me places, ask for my opinion, or really involve me in their lives at all. I’m just sort of there. I hate it. I hate being the butt of the joke, I hate being the punching bag, I hate sitting there listening about what a great time everyone had without me. I hate how the only time anyone notices me is when I’ve got some really negative shit to say. I feel like everyone just straight up invalidates my feelings. When I bring up issues that I think are unfair, people just start arguing with me. When I spill about how much I hate my fucking life, they act like they never heard it. It’s so hurtful when people turn around and call me the most “normal” person. Right, so I am boring then. I guess because I’m too fucking terrified to explain my trauma to people, that means I have none. I guess I’m never affected by a negative thought, ever. I kind of hate how nobody ever takes me seriously. I just get so tired now. Nobody ever wants to know how I feel. It’s all about everyone else. Never for me. All I ever want to do is sleep now, or doom scroll the internet. I don’t even take care of myself because what’s the point? Nobody cares. Nobody asks how I’ve been. Nobody invites me over. Nobody tells me about their day. When I ask for things, nobody answers. If it was someone else, they’d do it in a heartbeat. Am I just here when it’s convenient? When there’s nobody more interesting to talk to? Every time anyone says anything to me it makes me so anxious to the point where I can hardly breathe. Everything feels so hostile and passive aggressive. I never know people’s motives. I hate how I second guess everything people say to me. I hate how I shut down when I don’t understand. I hate how fucking **** ruined everything for me. I hate how my mind doesn’t even register things properly because she crushed me down to nothing, and I hate how I can hardly even speak her name. I hate how nobody except my parents know the bare minimum of what she did, and I hate how I can never tell anyone that it still affects me and consumes me constantly. I never know what people want from me, and I hate however hard I try, nobody will ever see me. I’m just the fucking other friend, who has controlling, overbearing parents. Who’s crushingly insecure and attention seeking. Who will never be as good as the other friends. Fucking hate my life and fuck everyone in it. They never change and treat me like scum and I’m fucking exhausted. Sometimes I just want to neglect my friendships like everyone does to me. Sometimes all I want is for my life to be over.