I got a lot of work done for Sinfonia today but because it wasn't strictly art related I feel like I did Nothing :( It sucks art really dominates my daily life like I LOVE doing it and it makes me happy but when I don't do it I become anxious and fear people will lose interest in me if I don't post content All The Time because art is a competitive field even among hobbyists + I fear I'll somehow quit drawing if I don't draw enough? It's a genuine yet somewhat irrational fear for me caused by a lot of people who took a small break from art and WHOOPS suddenly it's been 3 years and they haven't touched their tablet during that time
I know this is more of a vent than general post but I don't Want to post on negative boards especially when this is less of a complaint and more of a. idk me saying this with a big shrug.
Anyway art is fun but I wish it wasn't so competitive in all always!!!