The Finnish man adorned with a mahogany mane simply sat there and intently absorbed all of his attention to the young man infront of him. The attentive gaze on his mismatching eyes lingered there as he maintained contact with him. He gently placed his porcelain hands against the table's cold surface, intertwining them together as the tips of his flushed raspberry fingers laid onto the top of his knuckles. He tilted his head, blinking as his benevolent aura encircled through the man.. His eyes were softened up, so were the tips of his pale cherry lips.. There had been such vibrant sea spark in his eyes as he gazed at the man, waiting for the man to unwrap whatever he had been holding in his bag. His mahogany, thick wavy hair elegantly draped down over his shoulders and through his back, as curls were softly plucked through the thick strands of his hair whirling in such tender waves. As his sweet, affable aura of warm circling around through him, he finally spoke up as he would gently smile at the latter. `` Go ahead, `` The man spoke, warmly re-assuring the latter as he followed up once more. As he did so, he gently placed his finger upon a strand of his mahogany hair and twisted it, fiddling it in the process. `` You can tell what you want to me. No matter how embarrassing it is, I won't judge you.. Don't worry.`` He once paused, finally placing his palm down on the surface of the table, ready to listen to what the man had to uncover from him. Boy, he sure did hope that he won't experience the leak of second-hand embarrassment drenching all over his mind and heart.. Yngvar has had his many, notorious cases where that barrier of second-hand embarrassment plummeting and condensing through the water, polluting him for the best. It was an ugly feeling that he sure didn't enjoy.
Finally, the latter begin to speak up, gently nodding as he sheepishly requested at him to not spread the secret to others.. Just by this, Yngvar's thick lowly arched eyebrows creased down as a small hint of concern had been painted onto him. He only prayed that the poor man didn't went through anything as traumatizing. But then again, he couldn't just make inferences based on his observation on such cues by others. `` No worries, I won't tell anyone about it. Spilling other's secrets isn't really my thing anyway.. `` The man sheepishly remarked, following up with a small chuckle escaping from his chest. He tilted his head, attentively listening to the man on what he had to say.. And by the moment he confessed on the fact that he broke the coffee machine, his mismatching earthly eyes bulged as a small grunt escaped of him. `` Oh no..-`` He quietly spluttered as a small bead of sweat trickled down on the corner of his head, as sweltering raspberry curls stretched through the center of his rounded cheeks.. Oh how the agony had struck Yngvar, as he himself had experienced the same thing as well.. He couldn't help himself but simply sympathize with the man and have that case of second-hand embarrassment spoil the best of him.
`` Oh no.. you poor guy..! `` Yngvar released an apprehensive chuckle from his chest as he placed his hand onto the man's shoulder. He released a small grunt, seeming to express the same type of agony that the man must've expressed as well. A tremulous, almost uneasy smile would spark onto the man as he kneaded the latter's shoulder. `` That really must suck! Ahhh.. god I can't imagine how that must feel. `` The man finally began to emphasize on his overall resonation with the humiliating incident, oh the frustration and overall shame seemed to get to him as well! `` I remember I had the same exact thing happen to me too.. It didn't happen to long ago, but sure as hell my close friends weren't happy at all when they find out. `` As Yngvar recollected upon a past experience from month ago or so, he momentarily averted his gaze as he slumped his shoulders down. He shifted his head away from the other direction as he dove his hand upon his layered mahogany hair and shamefully kneaded the back of his neck as well. `` So I understand how it feels, man.. `` The man paused for a moment as he shifted his purely softened gaze at the man. `` But then again, you just.. gotta speak up about it, y'know? I know it's really embarrassing, but in reality, you really didn't mean to broke the coffee machine at all.. Even it may be your fault for breaking it. Sadly, you might have to face the consequences.. But you'll be alright, yeah?``
The Finn perked his head up as the latter's curiosity slipped in, questioning him to uncover a secret of his as well. `` U-uhh.. `` He tremulously grunted, as he lifted up his head and shifted his partial gaze upon the latter, reluctant at first once he perked up. `` You.. want to know a secret of mine? `` Yngvar would then disconnect his gaze from the latter, leaning his eyes over to the other direction. It wasn't difficult to perceive that the man retained residue of reluctance. His cherry pale lips softly trembled as he slid the open areas of his hands upon one another, fiddling with them. His palms were quite slippery and warm from the musky clamminess from his hand. The right portion of his thick mahogany hair draped through the surface of the other side of his face, completely concealing his grassy green guy and the rest of his face. Cold beads of sweat trickled down through the man's head as he finally shifted his gaze back over to the latter, only to be less than partial this time. Yngvar wasn't really the best when it came to spilling out his secrets and such, as he retained no trust on the latter whether they were going to spoil his secret or not.. Especially his most deepest and saddening ones that no one would suspect to hear from him. But then again, he had no motive to even uncover a rather doleful and disturbing secret of his, as he didn't want to have the day decay on him after it.. and especially the latter's. He absolutely despised the fact on how others would be swept by a deep plague of concern and the sense of being inadequate to him.
However.. rather than a secret of the ode's cries, why not a more light-hearted secret that Yngvar had engraved for the longest time? He released a small, sheepish grunt as he lowered his head down, gaping at his own lap, where his hands had been planted in. `` Okay..`` The man paused as he would go in and briskly brush the large portion of his hair off from the side of his face, having it cling behind his ear and fall back on his back elegantly. He finally shifted his unsteady gaze back over to the latter. `` I'll tell you a secret of mine, then but.. `` His eyes softly bulged as he took his own hand and began to twist his fingers upon the strands of his hair. He then spluttered brusquely, his voice cracking as he abruptly shifted his head over to the latter. `` P-please, please don't tell anyone about this..! I know I should know better as a 40 year old man, but I beg of you, PLEASE don't tell anyone at all!`` He hastily puffed out a small sigh from his chest, `` Just.. keep it between you and me, okay?`` His eyebrows creased down as his mahogany hair would loose grip from the back of his ear, some of it sliding off the back of his ear concealing some of his face once again. The palms of his hands only began to tremble a bit as the thought of the latter only plunging him with jarring insults and belittling had his mind only churn in absolute nausea and humiliation.
The man finally sighed, lowering his head down as he absolutely refused to retain any eye contact with the latter infront of him. His mahogany hair only drape down elegantly as the airy curls puffed from his hair. He then puffed out his chest, placing his hands onto the sides of his hair as he gripped onto them, holding upon a moment as he reluctantly held himself back from uncovering his secret. He then puffed out another sigh, `` I.. You can make fun of me all you want because.. I-I am a grown man after all but.. `` He apprehensively paused, his voice cracking as he finally began to speak up. `` I have.. plushies.. And I uh.. named like 4 of them.. T-they're all in my bed.. `` As nothing but sheer humiliation jolted through the man, a large grunt of disgust escaped out of him. `` I know it's very weird, b-but it.. it helps me a lot with my anxiety and it.. m-makes me feel nice in the inside, y'know? Just- snuggling with them and-- ahh-- I can't anymore! ``