Maribelle couldn't help herself. If not for the expectations she was forced to live up to, her envy would have overtaken her, made her turn away from the woman who needed her help.
Maybe it was pathetic. It was pathetic. Dumbly, she shambled about, visage vacant and arms moving stiffly, like someone puppeting the limbs of a dead animal. Her inferiority caught her, but she was willing to be bitter, as she always was, even as she prepped chamomile tea for the older woman. She glanced from the corner of her eye at Ecatarina. At Ecatarina's dress. A sore familiarity. All the elegance made the girl sick to her stomach.
She plopped a tea bag into the cup, mindlessly busied herself with organizing books and papers for a few minutes, and then returned. She scooped the bag out with a spoon and placed it before Ecatarina. "These parties will... make you sick..." she muttered, "Haven't they already? Chamomile helps, anyway. Chamomile helps with most things. I think." When awkwardness fell back over her, she then quickly added, "I don't have peppermint, though, and pepper-- peppermint would have been better. It's better for your stomach. It'll make you smell better."
Was that supposed to be a jab at the other woman? If it was, it wasn't well done, instead bland and half-hearted. Her tone of voice didn't help her any. She sounded tired, and if not that, she sounded bored.
"I need to light the fire. You might not care for it, but it's getting too cold to be without fire." Maribelle continued to drone, growing quieter and quieter, shyer and shyer. Then, once she lumbered over to the hearth, she was near inaudible. "My mentor will want it hot, anyway. Old."
She left it at that, no longer up to chattering. With that same meekness, she peeled herself from Ecatarina, letting the woman drink her tea in peace whilst she herself readied and maintained the hearth.