Crimson Lace

The next few weeks nothing specials happened and Fiona was staying with Alastor and her sister Emma in the Mansion which is now their new home. Alastor does use the basement for his Hobby because no one can hear you there if someone screams and it also has 3 locks on the door. Fiona and Dorothy had their day off and were going with Emma to the Zoo and also to the theatre watching some movies. Alastor gave her some money so the girls had such a great day together. Fiona was happy to see that her sister was alright and enjoyed the time with them. They also ate dinner at Dorothys' place and then she walked with her sister back to their own home. It also was getting dark. She was holding Emma's hand but then she was suddenly pushed on the ground and Emma started to scream. She saw how her stepfather did take her sister and dragged her into his car. She jumped up and pulled on him. "Let go of my sister!", she shouted and tries to get him away from her sister. He then punched her in the face and she fell on the ground. He laughed over her and she could him saying: "To bad that your brother died so soon he was a great worker in the gold mines and your mother also not here anymore. I pushed her from the balcony in the Sanitarium when we were all alone. It's just happened 1 hour ago. So you know. Now I will have some fun with your little sister." His words made Fiona shiver and she tried to stand up but her face did hurt so much and she couldn't see clearly. Emma was screaming after Fiona and then he drove away with her sister. Fiona blacked out from the punch.

Fiona did come back to her senses but there was something not right. She was standing instead of laying and she also was not on the street but in her house where she lived with Alastor and her sister. "What happened?", she asked herself and was looking in the Mirror. She was shocked looking at herself which is covered in blood. She tried to remember what happened but she can't. She started to panic and ran into the bathroom to clean herself and also to change her clothes. She had a small scar on the left side of her forehead which is from the incident where someone pushed her down the stairs in the Hospital. But her bangs did cover the scar very well. She was later walking up and down in the living room totally in panic. Then Alastor did come home and he hugged her. She was confused and wonders what happened. "What's wrong?", she asked him confused. "The house of your stepfather is on fire.", he told her and he looked worried at her and then saw that her cheek was red. He suddenly frowns. "Who did that?", he asked her then and she was touching her right cheek. "I don't remember... I did black out after I got punched into the face.", she said and wasn't sure what she has done. Alastor was happy that she was safe and he couldn't stop hugging her. "I thought I would lose you my dear.", he said and was also sobbing. She was holding him and was patting his back softly and telling him that she is fine. Then Fiona just remembered something. "Oh no... Emma. Where is my sister?", she asked and did start to panic again while breathing to fast. Alastor tried to calm her down and that she doesn't breathe so fast or she will collapse. He was holding her until she did fall asleep in her arms. He carried her to their bedroom so she could rest. Then he did listen to the news. He found out that Fiona's mother died after falling down the balcony of the Sanitarium. His eyes did go wide. Then the news about the burning house did come in and that two dead bodies were found there. After hearing that also her stepfather and little sister have died made him feel so sad and worried. He never felt like this before not even in his other relationships which didn't work out. He also was angry that someone dared to hurt her so much. He wanted to kill everyone who does hurt her.

Alastor was taking a look if Fiona was still sleeping and he was happy that she was. Somehow the desire to kill someone cam back. He didn't want to do it because he was scared that Fiona would find out about it and leave him. That would break him like glass. He needed her so badly. She was the only person he could trust and love with his full heart. Fiona then suddenly woke up and he was twitching. This was the hardest thing he ever had to do. He had to tell her carefully that her mother and sister died. He was sitting on the bed while she did sit up. He was taking her hands in his own and told her about the news. Fiona started to shake her head. "No... that's not true... you're lying! This can't be... I don't believe you.", she said and tried to pull her hands away from him and was crying into her pillow then. Alastor could only look sad at her. "Leave me alone, please.", she said then and he was standing up frowning. His heart ached so badly and he was taking a walk. Alastor wasn't sure what to do. Right now she didn't want his comfort or wanted to have him close. He felt so useless and helpless. This night he had to go and hunt. The desire to kill was getting stronger and stronger but when he thought of Fiona which was now all alone at home the desire did get weaker. Then he did run back home because he didn't want her to be all alone even if she wants not to see him.

Fiona was still crying because this was all a bit too much for her heart. Now she had no one left of her family. Everyone was gone. She felt so lonely and broken but she also felt guilty and like she is nothing. Fiona was also feeling guilty after sending Alastor away to leave her alone. She didn't want to be alone that's why she did stand up and was looking for her beloved boyfriend. She was worried that he was maybe sad or angry because of her. She was waiting in the living room until she did hear the door. Alastor was sobbing and went to the kitchen to sit on the table. He covered his face with his hands. he couldn't stop crying. Fiona was walking over to him and laying her hands on his shoulders. "It's ok.", she said calmly with a sad smile on her lips. "I'm so sorry.", he said to her and was holding her. "Please don't be sorry. It's not your fault and also not mine. We never thought that this would happen.", she said calmly looking at him patting his head softly. Alastor couldn't back anymore. He stood up and started to kiss her with so much passion and love. What made her pant into the kiss. They needed each other and she would do so much for him. She was wrapping her arms around his neck while he was pinning her against the wall. Her body was rubbing against his. She felt so warm inside and that she would melt like ice. Then he was picking her up and carries her into the master bedroom. She was wrapping her arms around his neck. She felt so hot and good from the inside. It sure wasn't the right time or the best moment to be like this but right now they needed another. They wanted to love each other with so much passion and hidden desire. Fiona totally gave in into his soft touches and kisses. She felt amazing and it was her first time experiencing this. She knew it wasn't his first but it didn't bother her. He was gentle and caring that she felt good and that it won't hurt so much. She had the feeling that he was seeing a woman in her instead of a little girl what made her happy and let her forget all the pain and sadness for a moment.

*Flashback*

After Fiona was being beaten in the face she did stand up with empty dark eyes. She only saw how he did drive away with Emma. She was running after them like a lioness running after her prey. When she arrived she was out of breath. She could hear screams and cries from the outside and moaning of an old man. "Shut up you little wench!", he was shouting at her sister. Fiona somehow managed to get inside. She was holding the golden pen in her right hand. She could hear her sister's cries which upset her even more. She was walking inside his office. his back was shown to her while he was rapping and strangeling Emma. She was stabbing him with the pen into his neck and back. he was screaming out of pain. Emma was laying on the desk. Her dress and panties were ripped off. Empty eyes with tears were looking at the ceiling. The body didn't move an inch. Mr. Blair did take his gun, but it was kicked out of his hand. Fiona was looking at him in a way that scared him. Then she was taking the golf club with which he often did hit her mother. She still remembered her screams, her crying and begging for mercy. "No.. no.. please no..", he begged but then she was hitting him right in the knee and he screamed out of pain. "You damn child of a whore!", he was cursing then. "Do you even know that the man you love so much is not what you were thinking?", he told her and she was stopping in her movements. A shadow was covering her eyes. He told her the biggest secret that her beloved one had. "What now? Will, you still love that monster?", he asked her and laughed. "I don't care. You're the biggest monster right now for me.", she only replayed and did hit him again and again. "You will never understand what true love is...", was the last thing she said to him before she was beating him to death. Then she threw the golf club to the ide and walked over her desk. She was picking Emma up and carried her to her room. She was dressing her up and laid her sister on the bed. She was also closing Emma's eyes and whipping the tears away. "I'm sorry that I couldn't protect you. I hope you're now in a better place than this.", she said while leaning her forehead against Emmas. Then she was walking back to the office and was looking at the documents. She threw them into the fire station and set them on fire. Her heart felt scattered. It was like someone did rip it out of her chest and break it into many small pieces. She set the house on fire and was then leaving. The shock of the loss was too much for her. That's why her body reacts and let her forget what just happened and that she did come back to her senses after she was already at the mansion and didn't remember what happened or how she got there.

*Flashback End*

The next day, Fiona was laying next to Alastor who was holding her. Her hair was open and a bit of a mess. She still could feel his touch and his love inside her body. She was cuddling softly with such sad eyes. She was thinking that she didn't deserve to be loved after now she has no one left. Everyone was gone and left her behind. She could feel the tears in her eyes. She tried not to cry. Then she felt a hand patting her back. Alastor was awake and gave her some comfort. He was the best thing that ever could happen to her. Both were laying nude in the bed looking at each other. He was kissing her tears away and was holding her close to himself. She felt so safe in his embrace like nothing could ever reach her. Alastor then had to get up, because he had to go to work now. Fiona was also getting up just to make him breakfast before he leaves for work. She had to go to the hospital to identify the corpses of her mother, sister and stepfather. It was really not easy for her but she had to. She was falling on her knees after seeing the corpses of her mother and sister. She was crying hard. Alastor was still at work while the chief doctor told her to take some days off for the preparation and also to calm herself down after loosing even more family members. Fiona was trying to take care of everything but it was not easy for her. Her eyes were red from crying and she felt so useless again and again. "Why did they have to die? Why?", she was asking herself and didn't understand that. "My siblings and my mother didn't do anything wrong... so why are you taking them all away from me?", she was sad angry and broken. Dorothy helped her as good as she could, as a true friend, to manage everything. Fiona was thankful but still, she was so unhappy but hide it under a smile.

The days passed and the Funeral did come closer. Alastor did take some days off so he could be on her side while she does need him so much. She was happy that he gave her so much comfort that makes her feel a bit better. The thought of losing all is weighing very much on her mind. The patients in the hospital also sympathy with her and did write cards for the funeral day. Fiona was so happy about all the flowers and cards she got. Dorothy was also with her but felt not much helpful at the moment. Fiona was leaning against Alastor while he was holding her. The black veil was hiding her face and also her tears of sorrow. Then she and Alastor were all alone. They also left after the coffins were set on their grave places. Fiona didn't say a word and Alastor was holding her hand giving her support. After arriving the mansion felt so tired and lost at once. Her eyes were swollen and red from crying.  Alastor made some tea for his beloved woman. The summer was just close to the end and the days are getting more and more colder. He was giving her the cup. "Thank you.", she said with a sad smile and did take the cup which was warming her up a bit. She was sitting on the sofa and leaning against Alastor after he was sitting next to her and holding her close. "This year is a total mess.", she suddenly started to speak, "I never thought that I will lose them that soon and in such a short time. Then graduate school, getting a job as a nurse and also find my first love as well." Then she was looking at him with loving eyes that melts his heart. He was holding her close and would stay with her until she fell asleep. "She had enough drama in her life...", he thought to himself and lowers his eyelids. "I want to make her happy and smile again with happiness.", he was still thinking about it. He would enjoy each day with her and make it as if each day could be his last day in his life. Fiona felt a bit tired and fell asleep in his arms. He did pick her up and carried her to the master bedroom. He softly laid her on the bed and was taking off her black dress, gloves and shoes. Then he was pulling the blanket over her body. He smiles when she started to cuddle herself into the blanket. "Sleep well my Angel.", he said before leaving.

He was going out for a hunt and he found such a nice prey. He was happy that the basement doesn't give any screams or so out or his beloved one would wake up from it and find out his secret. He was more scared about it that she finds out than of death or being raped. He didn't want to lose her. He closed the door of the basement behind him so that nothing could be heard or seen. The woman didn't know what was going and was scared of his weird smile. Then he started to torture her alive. He was cutting off her fingers while she was screaming in pain. "Oh dear, could you please be quiet? I'm happy that my beloved woman will not hear it but still it's annoying.", he said with a creepy evil smile and does continue. He also does stab her and burn her skin. He really did enjoy his doing. The face she made after he did take a bite of her flesh was amazing and he couldn't stop until she was dead. Then he started to eat her with a glass of red wine while listening to some music. "What for a wonderful meal.", he said and was still smiling and was looking up then wondering if Fiona was alright or if she needs him. That's why he did finish his meal and started to clean up the mess and his tools. He also had to change his clothes and take a shower before Fiona could see him. He was humming to himself while cleaning everything. He was also singing a bit to himself before he left the basement. He was taking off his blood-stained clothes and did hide them before Fiona maybe saw them accidentally. Then he was getting into the shower and was cleaning his body. His body was covered in many scars from different incidents. He was getting dressed then and started to wash his bloody clothes and again he was humming to himself. After this, he would go to be aswell and cuddles his precious girl. He was so excited that he did finish washing fast and then did go to bed. Fiona was still sleeping and he did join her and was holding her in his arms before he fell asleep.