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My 'feelings' about the light of my life? as if I'm supposed to sum it up within the confines of a single speech bubble... I owe all that I have to Vesi, because of her, I have a guild that I can devote myself to, I have reclaimed my family that was nearly scattered to the wind, I have a purpose as protector for my guildmates who respect and admire me... and most importantly, I have the most perfect wife I could ever hope for to share it with. Uncertainty used to frighten me, but with Vesilla by my side, I eagerly await every new day we'll share together.
Otto is truly softer than anyone realizes. I love him and the family we've created. I feel lucky to have him in my life, even if we've had to struggle through some of it. Nothing can tear us apart and I swear he's my soulmate, if such a thing exists. We grew together and I am a better person because of him. Not to mention... he's ridiculously hot and such a nerd.
My daughter is perfect in every conceivable way and I will not entertain opinions to the contrary. End of discussion.
I do wish she would spend more time at home however, and less pursuing dangerous missions... I always insisted she not become an active guild wizard until she was at least 30 but alas, her mother had other ideas.
Pft. My father is the definition of the word 'over protective.' He's got a lot of shit going on that I don't know about but he's been nothing but good to me and Tobi and mom. He helped me reign in my magic and raised me to be who I am today. I'll defend him to any asshole who tries to something wrong.
The only thing I want from my brother is his complete unequivocal defeat. Such a foolish and selfish man has no business running a country, at this point I'm amazed the entirety of Drachmeer hasn't gone up in flames. I despise him with all of my being, and even to this day he vexes me with offers of supposed "diplomacy"? No. he merely aims to coerce my allies onto his side or lower my guard. Mark my words Almeric, whatever your plan is, I am prepared and I will have my vengeance.
...I just want a chance to be siblings again, you know? I think that deep down, beneath all the hatred, all the fights, that's all I've ever wanted. Despite everything he's done, he's still my little brother. For better or worse. But I'll say this, for somebody so smart... boy can he be dumb sometimes.
My nephew is one of the brightest minds of his generation, and I see a lot of myself in him. I've seen first hand that he has great potential, I only wish he would allow me to help him cultivate it. He wastes his time idling amongst the guild he inherited from his father with when he could ascend to true greatness if he would only follow my guidance.
My feelings concerning him are complicated. On one hand I do not know if I'll ever be able to forgive him for what he has done to Phoenix Wing. Yet everyone says we are alike, in fact many would say I'm more like him than my own father. Perhaps those many years ago, if he had truly taken me on as his pupil, instead of hiding behind his anger and hatred... maybe we could have accomplished something great. However, I will always oppose him should he dare to threaten Phoenix Wing and I will not lose. Mind your arrogance and your temper Uncle, they will be your undoing as they always have been.
My honest opinions or my manufactured feelings I project to avoid upsetting Vesilla?
She is weak. She was weak the day she bowed to the whims of her friends and voted to imprison me. She was weak the day that she allowed her daughter to be arrested without so much as a complaint. She was weak the day her guild crumbled around her and all she could do was cry for mercy. It is obvious to me that Vesilla is not her biological daughter.
That is................. complicated. He makes my daughter happy and loves her. It was very hard to adjust... but after I saw the lengths he would go through for her, I could do little other than be happy for them both. Still he... has a lot of problems. I've only seen growth though, so for that I am glad They found each other.
My son is my pride and joy, and I endeavor to be everything a father should be that I never had. I will give him anything his heart desires, he need only say the word. I don't believe in the concept of "spoiling". We have an extremely close relationship that I am immensely proud of, we often bond over trivia!
It's come to my attention that my father struggles to relate to my sister and I on a personal level. A lot of times his interactions with me are limited to a strange pop quiz he'll intersperse throughout my day to test my knowledge... of course I am aware he means well. There is never a day that goes by where he fails to remind me... "Son, I'm proud of you."
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and no matter how many times I hear it, it still brightens my mood. My father may not be a hero to many... but he's a hero to me.
He's an imbecile. Vesilla deserves better.
He's an asshole. Vesi deserves better.
... who?
Otto Fenhardt is the monster who ruined my life. Even speaking his name feels like acid on my tongue. Every drop of blood I've spilled in my life time has been in the wake of the disaster he left in place of my family, a flood of vengeful violence all because of this waking nightmare of a man. I may have moved on now to a greater purpose with people who value me beyond the role of a weapon, and I do my best to embody the genuine person they've helped to unearth from within me...
but if I were given sixty seconds alone in a room with him, I can't guarantee he'd come out in one piece. No hesitation...