Giovanni Nanni Manuel

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BIG WARNING!

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THIS PROFILE CONTAINS
THE TOPIC OF
ATTEMPTED SUICIDE

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gion manuel

intro
age: 24
birthday: dec. 08th
gender: male
pronouns: he/they
orientation: homosexual
job: fashion designer
voiceclaim: simon curtis

@/gioncchi, an ex-vtuber who has pushed himself one day too long to stay in the comminuty as a well-known streamer and online creator. the consequences of his decision on the fatal day of 28/04/2021 are in the process of healing up with his beloved boyfriend by his side, florent.

personality

kind fragile affectionate

extravert introvert
sensing intuition
thinking feeling
judging perceiving

likes

furry, cosplays, making/modifying clothes, making furry accessories & plushies

dislikes

internet, sharp items, lack of sleep, yelling, impatience, blood, violence, overly sexual stuff
the beginning...
...to know each other
gion is a really kind and playful guy to be around with! he has a gentle, fragile soul and is appreciative of any kindness given to him - he will return it twice the size to you! promise! he absolutely loves manual crafts and he cherishes any moment where people the closest to him watch him working on hobbies. easily put off and reacts by slight curling up or hiding behind someone else's back a bit whenever something makes him feel uneasy. his voice is a semi-whisper but gets louder when his beloved is around!
...of a rough start
after moving out from the mother coutry out in the unknown with his only brother, they ended up on the streets not so long after, getting into a group together with a couple of more troubled people. by that time gion was already depressed with refusal to reach for help, and so the living conditions of all of them that were straight up horrid, pushed him over the edge more than once. people from the group dragged him back each time - more or less gently, but that was better than nothing.
how the shift into a better position for all of them happenned? he vividly remembers that it most likely happenned because of amelio finding a well paid job.
...of the new grounds discovered
gion wanted a better start, now feeling the ground under his feet - but the refusal to get help still lingered, so even if he started therapy, he still neglected the importance of regularity.
he always loved art and crafts since the very childhood, so that was the first thing that he tried to reach out with in online communities. and then he gained attention. opening up an online business for customs - another wave of attention. then interacting with art community; then streamer community. the flow of fame he took control of was too good to be perfect, but knowing so many popular names "personally" brought him pride and joy. as he got head deep into online interactions, he started trying to reach out to some popular names in order to try and hang out in real life. soon after that, not only that he ended up in a relationship with iver elosegui, but ended up becoming friends with nora kiely and pistya grassa.
iver and gion had a very healthy relationship and broke off on good terms - they still remain best friends. around that time gion got obsessed over vtuber streaming community, pushing him to make his own avatar named vanni ukiyo, and while his avatar was being rigged, he befriended the guy who took the commission - sobia beckett.
...of the ditch
gion hasn't realized, but he was a prey for the audience since the very beginning. he easily fell under the influence of the trends that his fans pushed into the streams, messing with him, seeing how gullible he is to the influence of strangers. all that time passed, and he suddently took notice that he became way more desentisized to cruel and violent things/language - which showed clearly by the time gion and sobia started hanging out way more - gion was violent, rude, looking for a fight, taking all that in a playful perspective and not seriously. he reasoned it by growing up with a brother who has a messed up moral code, but in reality it wasn't exactly that.
....of the overconfidence
gion and florent first interacted online after gion shared florent's music to his audience. not only that they hung out in real life the next day, but it also came out to be a path stright to a new relationship. by that time gion was at the peak with his popularity, regularly streaming together with kato kiely and zurie hyuuton. then getting into a close friendship group between him, florent, sobia and zachary which... wasn't a good idea at all, since it all felt like a big joke of a friendship.
honestly, gion's memory and touch with reality started blurring out a bit before getting to know florent, and everything following that started becoming an absolute mess. the fame, the messed up moral code, lack of decency, the memories of the worst periods in life, neglect of getting help, someone who the child gion would despise looking at now...
the final stream where he participated in a really vulnerable state was enough to make him realize that all this "fame" and "happiness about being where he is now" is a lie. everyone's watching him fall apart for their entertainment - and that was the final straw.
...of something new
he woke up in a hospital room with florent by his side. most of the social media deleted, appointed to a proffessional help right after he heals up, prohibited from using his phone and pc for a big period of time, and can't be left out without supervision. it's the end of something that ruined him completely all over again, and florent will do anything in his might to not let gion get dangerously low like this ever again. gion hid too much already.
as of now, gion is doing very well and allows himself to rely on his boyfriend while at it. at the same time he wants to make it all up for florent in a way, because their relationship since the very start was already a bumpy ride. he wants to give florent some peace of mind on daily basis now.
miscellaneous

trivia
  • suffers from bpd and generalized anxiety disorder
    • silence while sleeping increases the chance of him waking up to a sleep paralysis. he should listen to quiet music while sleeping
    • actually, a backgorund noise should be always present around him for his own comfort
  • suffers from asthma. anemic, cold body
  • fancies butterfly knives and metal poles as weapons, they charm him in a way
  • hates hearing his full name so he insists on being called gion
  • italian, speaks fluent english and italian (even if it got a bit rusty overtime)
    • was born in paris, france. still remembers something from the french language here and there

design notes

height


180 cm



build


slim, brittle



eyes


dark gray/blue



hair


light gray, wolfcut


  • scars all across the skin
  • two hair chunks forming into shape of "wolf ears"
  • red eyeshadow & eyeliner
  • often puts a face mask on
  • ears piercings
  • sharp teeth
  • big, dull pupils
    • eyes don't reflect light

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relationships
florent

boyfriend

the love of my life that already carries his own burdens and had to witness me at my worst, traumatizing him in addition... he's the real one, the most precious one, i will do my best to make up for all those hours, days, weeks, months of sadness and worry he went through, for me, for him, for us
iver / nora / pistya

best friends

we formed this circle of friends around the time i dated iver and i'm glad it never fell apart because it's the sweetest and most supportive group of friends i ever could be a part of, it seems like each of us needed to go through horrible friendships beforehand to get to a better place now. i cherish them
andy / hibiscus / bau

closer friends

andy and hibiscus are florent's current co-workers and they're really fun to hang out with! if it comes to bau, she's the most real one, after all those years of our change, she still ended up being the one who saved me last minute and still checks up on me, especially as she lives only one floor above from me now, haha
sobia / zachary

friends

i hung out with sobia more in recent past but i can't connect with mean and aggressive personalities like him anymore, it hurts me more than brings joy so i keep my distance, with that comes zachary too...
amelio

older brother

we used to have a close relationship but it was far from healthy. indeed, there were and are attempts from his side to care for me, but i don't want to stay around such scary, pushy and aggressive person like him anymore
jenna / alan / louis

friends from past

at this point i think i don't need to call them friends anymore, they're a part of my past and i don't talk with them anymore. they were a part of my path to where i am now, so i dont despise what we went through together
kato / zurie

streaming collaborators

the ones i used to stream with, but everything's mostly a blur now. i think i enjoyed my time with zurie more than kato because kato used to be really passively rude

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