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Lis likes Gwyn well enough. He always calls the kid a brat but it’s meant to be endearing! Lis is an awful influence and actively puts Gwyn in potentially dangerous situations.
Gwyn reminds Fleur of when Lis was a child, as a result she tends to dote on them even if they aren’t related. While this causes Lis to throw tantrums on occasion, Fleur can’t bring herself to stop spoiling Gwyn.
I don't - I don't think I ever did anything to this one? He - they - they're beautiful, but they really are proving the whole 'feral destructive animal' thing right. Maybe it's just the Boisbeni with fire or white fur that are psychopaths that want to kill on sight...
Well... not that I don't deserve being attacked on sight... but still, it's strange.
I... I don't really know what to say. I don't really know what would be enough to say? It would be for the best if we never spoke again. ...I appreciate him, a lot. I'm... glad that he talked to me. I'm glad that he gave me a chance. And even though it led to me being imprisoned in turn, I'm glad that I was able to help with his escape. i hope he's happy wherever he is, somewhere else... I hope he can stay safe.
Lin is an odd one, a bit...insensitive about their own kind but also very much like a lost puppy...Its kinda cute. I appreciate Lin so much for what they've done to help free Jung'su, Sami and I from the Coliseum, It did took some push....some sacrifices...in order to steer in the right direction but if it weren't for them I would have been in far worse shape. If I were to put it simply, I'm fond of Lin even if we did get off on the wrong foot. I really hope that we manage to cross paths again, I want to see them...
I knew that Yhen was at the Coliseum while I was there, but I never got to know them well. I did however get to chance to meet him afterwards when I visited him and Samirk. He is very gentle and sweet, and so generous to me when I visited. I hope we can get to know each other better in the future.
He thinks of Yehn as a very good friend, someone whose bonds strengthened through hardship. Though he worries about him often, he's sure he's doing better than he was in the coliseum. He wants to visit sometime to catch up.
Jung'su and I go back to the Coliseum days, another comfort in those dark times, as he was someone I felt like I could comfortably confide in back then. I feel kinda bad for constantly having roped him into my...well...awful...escape plans, often getting us both in trouble. He never expressed ever being upset with me but I know that things back then were not great and I hope that I didn't make it worse. Though we haven't spoken much after the Coliseum I've heard from my sources that he's doing well and that warms my heart, I hope to see him again someday to chat about our new experiences!
Sami, my beloved!!! My moon and stars! Words cannot describe how much I love you! Ever since I first laid eyes upon you back in that horrible place, knowing you were alive was what kept me going even after they clipped my wings. You bring me so much joy and I couldn't ask for a better lover and business partner on the side!
When I saw you for the very first time I knew it was meant to be. While I was chained and forced to fight for my life, my heart never gave up hope that i would see you again, speak with you again. I'm so happy that you felt the same even after all the years of being separated when King Mal's kingdom fell. No matter how dark the world gets, you're the light of my life that I will protect, no matter the cost. I have slayed others so I could see you and I eould do it again without a second thought, my beloved.
Yehn is one of the most calmest beni I've encountered. I honestly haven't a clue why the others are so rowdy. I'm glad they haven't scared off Yehn it's refreshing to talk with someone who likes having different outfits and not a knucklehead who thinks taking off his coat is a different outfit. Whenever I go on my trips to a bigger town or city I always bring back fashion magazines, looking through them with Yehn is guaranteed a pleasant time.
WISTERIA! A kindred soul! Every time I make a trek out to her place its always worth it. Although her house seems to be chaos with others of our kind causing trouble its refreshing to sometimes be around such chaos. I appreciate talking to her about magic, fashion and healing techniques. I also like to bug her for a little bit of gossip about the other Beni seeing as my cottage is a bit far off from civilization.
Yehn strikes Lis as the parent type… considering he actually is a parent just reinforces the feeling. Lis does like Yehn, but can’t help but feel like the other Beni is trying to tell him what to do, which makes Lis want to rebel and act out like a child.
Lis is....*sigh*....interesting. After the incident with Gwyn he's not allowed to watch them, at least not without his sister around. Though I can tell Gwyn likes Lis surprisingly, I think its his rather rambunctious behavior, something that Gwyn seems to be adopting....suspiciously. I don't know Lis' story so I have no right to judge him but I feel he's honestly just...misguided?
Yehn is a lovely person, Fleur is exceedingly grateful to call them a friend! She does envy the happiness Yehn has managed to gain for himself with his partner and family, but she’d never begrudge him for it. While she would love to have something like what he has, Fleur is genuinely happy he’s built this life for himself. He deserves it, especially after the rough imprisonment.
Fleur is a sweetheart...I can tell she's been though emotional hard times and it affects her to this day. I dont want to press of course but that drives me to be there for here when I can be! She's good with Gwyn as well and even though he can be a bit of a handful they seem to be much more calm around Fleur. Her and....while reluctantly, her brother are always free to come over to the cottage if they need anything!
Byto is the closest thing I consider to being a friend, even if I haven't really BEEN a good friend, I have lied to his face on multiple occasions and at this point I wouldn't be surprised if he was suspicious of me. His friendship means so much to me and our band wouldn't be here if it wasn't for him talking me into it. I'm just so terrified that something from my past will come up and make things ugly. The last thing I want is for Byto to get caught in harms way.
Frey is a means to an end. I work him from the shadows, I talk to him - and eventually he'll lead me back to that rat attached to Araz. It's only a matter of time - and I'm very very patient. It's a shame, though - Frey is rather fun, all things considered. Talking to him is just... easy, even if I can't be honest with him.
Prismalea is a stunning and...interesting individual. Very like-minded and I don't know if that's a good thing or not to be frank. She's offered to help me reclaim what I have lost, my former glory from an old friend whom I now hold ill-will towards. Knowing what I know about myself making deals is an hazardous ordeal but so far Prisma has done nothing to make me uneasy. For now I'm deciding to trust her which I COULD be a fool for doing so but I don't see the harm in it for now. I feel like I've heard her name before but I cannot put my finger on it.
Liriel’s newest bond is as bad as his last one— correction: worst than his last one. However, I know Frey back when I use to “serve” Blackwell. I have both fond memories and nightmares from that place; I dearly remember meeting Iolaus there but that’s also where this bastard decided to try and rule his father’s kingdom by causing a massacre of all the knights. I don’t believe that Frey intended to do that, but whatever he did left hundreds dead. I could have sworn he died, but I was sorely mistaken upon meeting Liriel again too. Seems to have no recollection now of who he was, which is a very powerful tool to use on him. Doesn’t mean that he doesn’t annoy me, he manages to say the right things to get under my skin.
I thought Liriel's temper was bad but it seems I sorely mistaken, I'm starting to see a pattern of Boisbeni associated with flames and fiery personalities. By far he has the best reactions to my comments and prodding and while this has put me in harm's way on multiple occasions I can't say its stopped me from continuing to push his buttons. It was Araz however that made me concerned to learn what I have forgotten, he knows something but hasn't enlightened me. I'm not sure why he hasn't, either he's just attempting to get a rise out of me or perhaps to prevent me from continuing down some dark path I apparently set myself for? Like Sulukan he's oddly familiar so I don't doubt the validity of his claim which has only set me more on edge.
Ah yes, the elf battle mage with the wandering eyes of a teenage boy. Does he think I don't notice? It's flattering really and as charming as you are, you're going to get yourself hosed down outside. So, I'm well acquainted with Frey, Liriel, and Sulukan. Birds of a feather flock together and the 3 of them are like birds flying into a closed window. Do I heal them more than I'd like to? Yes. Do they linger around? Yes. Would I want them to stop coming around? Of course not, but please visit me when you're in good health sometime. Oh, and try to make eye contact old man~
I'm not going to lie the very first thing I noticed was how endowed her chest was...but please don't tell her I said that. Otherwise Wisteria is a very kind woman as long as you don't overstay your welcome and while I try not to get on her bad side it seems like a lot of the other Benis have a fun little habit of doing so, which is quite amusing. Chaos aside her skills with herbs and magic is very impressive, she shows much dedication to her craft and its admirable.
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AH Sulukan...I apparently know him already but I have no memory of him. It has been an amusing time getting to know him a second time around however and I assume we knew each other previously for similar reasons. I can tell that I get on his nerves sometimes but I'm not surprised, his reactions when I push his buttons are almost as amusing as when I push Araz's buttons. Very peculiar fighting style that I'm not used to seeing around these parts but it is certainly fascinating to watch!
I don't trust Verus. I know what they were and even WORSE, they know what I did. They're a fine drummer and that's cool an' all but the fact that they're even around makes me so fucking nervous. I'd bring it up to Byto if it wouldn't possibly backfire and bring up some nasty shit on my end. The real kicker is that they have the spine to blackmail me...though I guess its fine since I've also got the dirt on them so we're at a stalemate. I regret any of my interactions with Verus in the past, especially trying to kill him for his ribs...it was stupid and a rather batshit thing to do. I was not in a good situation or headspace to rationalize what I was doing was wrong, It didn't help that I had [REDACTED] keeping a close eye on me and pulling at the cords and toying with my head. Any chance of mending things are IMPOSSIBLE at this point and I don't blame them, If only my stupid ass would shut up and stop taunting him.
I could give a shit about Koda, I really don't like him. I knew him way back when I was starting out as a hitman, I even helped him with some Meckas that he didn't want to "decommission". And for all of that he gives me lies and sweet talk, with the nail in the coffin: deceiving me to try and kill me for my ribs. Dumbass didn’t realize I was built for combat, and I nearly took him out; had the police not been on my ass that day he wouldn’t be here. Needless to say when I saw him again and learned that I’d be in the same band as him, I wasn’t happy. I do enjoy the fear he gives off not knowing whether I'll tell the others about him, but I don’t ever intend to unless he breaks my deal. I’ll play nice with him for the others, but don’t expect me to try and be friends again, I can’t trust you after what you did Koda.
Liriel is a bit stuffy and overbearing, I know he means well but it does get on my nerves rather frequently. I know what his intentions are to keep me going on a "good" path but he's a bit too pushy with it sometimes, though I will admit he's a great help when I'm in a tough spot and I have looked to him for guidance before. I know there's some deep rooted issues that I don't want to press about and I assume those things are what drive him. He's a hell of a fighter, its not often that you see someone move so gracefully while slicing people to ribbons.