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I only knew her as an infant, my Ashe, a piece of my heart. I catch glimpses of who they grew up to be, and know it was my choice that caused so much pain. I can never be forgiven, Hilda. But I will always love you.
He's my dad, but I never knew him. We look way too alike-what the hell am I supposed to feel about that? In a different life, I could love him the way I'm supposed to. But I ended up as a murderer instead.
Even after all we went through, I still made the choice to leave you behind. I'm sorry, my love. I only ever brought pain into your life.
Some part of me hates you for leaving, but it can never match the love I had for you. You were my best friend, my confidant, my better half. Our sins can never be erased, but I still wish for you to be at peace. I just hope you won't judge me too harshly for the life I led in your absence.
I knew him for a brief moment in time, as Avery, my dearly loved child. I made the choice that separated us for so long, and for that, I can never be forgiven. I love you, Ymir. I'm truly sorry the time you should have had in life was taken from you.
My dad... well, one of them. I never know what to feel with him. He doesn't show up nearly as much as my other dad, and I never had pieces of his life either. I want to love and cherish him, and I think in some way, I do. But there's this distance I can't seem to cross.