Kori's eyes lingered on the photo longer than she cared to admit. The girl did look familiar, but of course she did, when the boy in her image was right in front of Kori too. Alistair's words were exactly the kind of self-loathing she hated to see in anyone, one of the cruelest ways to burden oneself, and no matter how she felt personally about the cold look of his sister, she couldn't listen to such things from someone who was supposed to be so perfect.
"Jeez, family isn't all that great," she said tensely, as if all the muscles in her neck were tight with apprehension. Did she believe what she was saying? She couldn't be sure. It was so hard to give up on people, and peddling hypocrisy wasn't her greatest comfort. "Brothers and sisters hurt each other all the time. They hate each other all the time, and mourn each other all the time. I guess it's just the way things are."
What the hell was she saying to Alistair? That was no expectation to set. Her own brother didn't hate her, even if he was blunt and unsympathetic. She didn't hate him, even though she begrudged his success and how he obtained it. Was she lying, then? No, there was surely something else, some bitterness only siblings could share.
"I mean, well, it's not always hate as others feel it... you know? Sometimes it looks like hate, and other times there's something more behind it, really! Even if it looks like she despises you, she probably feels that way about everyone, right?" Kori put on a wavering smile to cover her previous blunder. "Anyway, you aren't him, isn't that right?"
She paused to wait for Alistair, and then she repeated, more firmly this time, "I know you're not him, so she can't hate you."
With this, her posture became more animated, taking Alistair's hands and lowering the photo into his lap. "You can't hate someone you haven't met, even if they look like someone else. I used to hate one of my coworkers, and then she was turned into someone else. I don't hate them now. So... your sister can't measure you as someone you aren't, because you never did the things that he did. Does that make things better?"
She let go of Alistair's hands, noticing she must have gripped a little too tightly, and she handed him a cloth. "You can't be judged as someone you don't know yourself to be. That just wouldn't be fair. I think maybe in time you'll reconcile with her, and until then, don't think of yourself as repulsive, okay?"
Kori sits down next to you, looking as if she hasn't slept in days. It's quite a horrible sight -- she's still trying to fix a small hard drive in her hands, and with every motion she falters and curses. Unwilling as ever to take a break, her shoulders shudder with frustration, as if she's filled with an abundance of energy that only restlessness can diffuse. She glances at you and averts her eyes -- she doesn't want to be noticed -- but in one last fit she tosses the hard drive to you.
"S-sorry," she mutters raggedly. "I was supposed to have this fixed hours ago. I can't fail at this. I... can't do this."
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