Liam Jarsdel's Links
Aaahhh, what is with me?! I bumped into him on accident while working and almost spilled the coffee I was carrying, and when I went to apologize I wasn't expecting to end up face-to-chest with someone. When I looked up to apologize his eyes were so stunning, I blurted 'your eyes are gorgeous' before running away. At least he seemed to find the situation funny, meanwhile, I wanted to die of embarrassment. But now that I'm thinking about it...when I'd stumbled after bumping into him, he'd put his hand out. He was trying to catch me if I fell...? I hope I don't gay panic again the next time I see him. He's really nice.
[Lost Love Campaign] Oh...my...god. Okay, so firstly, I know I got very red when he made the comment on his eyes. I didn't realize that he was Julian. But at least now I know his other name is Ji'viha, he's an alien, and that it's okay to talk about Beacon to him now. Also, holy shit, he is way out of my league. The entire time he was talking down the dragon, at first I was scared for him, but then I realized I was blushing. He's hot, and my respect for him absolutely skyrocketed. Will I even be able to keep calm next time I see him, or will I stammer like an idiot or drop something?
[7 Minutes In Heaven] Holy...okay, okay, he is just too hot. Why is he so hot!? Although not something I would normally go for, this activity turned out to be one of the greatest decisions of my life. We started out gentle, but when he decided to step it up I couldn't--and didn't want to--resist. I must've looked so flustered walking out of the closet, but...I want to do it again. With Ji'viha, no time limit and no closet. I...I need to write things down, get my thoughts in order again. Oh my god.
[Battle Royale 2] I honestly thought my team would've gone down long before we ended up lasting. Especially since I was the only healer on my team. Jiviha is a strong fighter, but he has trouble staying on his feet. It's okay though, I struggle with that too. Our team still lost in the end, but we got pretty far. I do feel bad that I couldn't have done more, but I did better than last year.
✦ VIEWS AS: Potential Fling? ✦ :: "He's easy on the eyes, for one. Not to mention he gets all blush-y and cute when he's flustered. I don't think I'll let go of the panic-compliment on my eyes."
He reminds me a lot of my cousin, actually. Probably because of the similar height and age, but he seems really nice and didn't have an issue with me picking him up. Maybe on my next day off I'll ask him if he wants to hang out at the beach?
[October 12th] I was working and didn't have much time, but I was able to catch Sankari on my way home from work and give him a chocolate cake I'd made and wished him a happy birthday. I knew he said he liked chocolate, and I wasn't too sure about what else to get him. At least he seemed to like it.
[October 30th] After my half-shift ended, Sankari came by the cafe to give me cake and wish me a happy birthday. He's really sweet. I wish I'd been able to spend some more time with him, but I had a bunch of Halloween preparations to finish. I did suggest that we both get hot cocoa sometime and he seemed interested.
[January] I wasn't doing very well for personal reasons. Atone one day invited me over to his apartment and he slept in the living room while allowing me to take his bed. I had a nightmare and woke Sankari up on accident, because he came to check on me and we talked for a while. He convinced me to open up to Atone a little about what was going on. I didn't realize Atone had been worried for me too, although I really should have. The lack of sleep is really getting to me.
He helped me multiple time in the race. He make me think of my teachers, but in a good way. Very kind too. Maybe a little too much even? I owe him. Gonna find a way to pay back. He knew very well what he was doing by joining the Beacon it seem too!
I'm happy to hang with him. A good friend.
[January]
He had a difficult time to sleep back in January. I don't know if he did talk to Atone like I suggested him, but I guess I helped him feel a little better at least.
She is very capable, and I'm a little intimidated by her. But not in a bad way.
Capable enough, I suppose, but still wet behind the ears, a trait I'm sure will wane in time. He seemed a tad too eager to do everything himself despite being on a team. Dismissible in a game, but could be costly out on a real mission. Save some fun for the rest of us, little squirrel, you can't do it all. ~
She seems pretty cool, and has awesome aim. I might have to take lessons from her.
That guy looked pretty normal, I think I didn't pay a lot attention, but it was funny to see him looking so lost while one of his teamate was doing weird alien shit!
He seems kind of...wary. Or tired? He doesn't seem like he has many friends, so I tried to be friendly. I hope I didn't mess anything up.
[July 20th] I found him after one of his classes. We ended up talking, and he got water for us after I gave him the nums. After a bit, he seemed distracted, and maybe a little lost, so I reached over and asked if he was okay. I keep forgetting I can't be physical with everyone. I tried to help, but feel like I made things worse because he left immediately after.
[Later in July] Atone is pretty nice once he starts warming up to you. He has a nice smile, and I like that I can practice Elvish with him. I try not to push him because I know not everyone opens up immediately, although I was surprised when he took a water cup from me and then joked about me poisoning him. He has a strange sense of humor, but I'm glad he seems to be enjoying himself, at least a little.
[Glitter Prank] I had no idea what Raaver had done until after Atone had told me it was safer to stay away from him and Raaver came to me sometime later. Once I knew what happened, I asked him to help me find Atone. If Atone really didn't want to be around me, I just wanted to properly talk to him one last time so I could get some closure. At the end of our talk, he gave me a head pat like I tried to do to him the first time we met. It looks like everything came around full circle. We're fine now, and still friends. I'm honestly relieved, because as distant as Atone can be at times, he's a good person who's had it rough.
[August] *Dramatic Gasp!* Atone said the f-word! (Friend. ^-^)
[September] Atone is one of my closest friends here, and I love spending time with him. He seems to have a talent for getting into trouble, but that's not new information for me.
[October] We had a long talk. Atone saw my scars for the first time and while we were talking he mentioned not hearing a voice in his head anymore around me. I'm actually really touched that I'm the first person he's been like this around for so long, and I want to make myself a better person so I can prove that I'm someone deserving of that level of trust.
[Eldrich Horror RP] It was surprising to see Atone there, I'm not going to lie. He's never seemed to be much of a social person, so I'm glad he's getting out more. I do feel a little guilty, he mainly only seemed to say yes to going with the group Cry had asked to go on a mission because I said I was going. And by this point, at least I understand him enough to not touch him in more affectionate ways in front of others and make an effort to change languages to lessen the chances someone overhears me trying to offer him support or comfort.
[October 30th] I was a little worried after the mission, Atone was gone for a couple days and I messaged him to see if he was alright. He surprised me by swinging by my apartment sometime in the evening to give me a present he'd made me. It was a cute wooden leopard he'd carved himself. He looked pretty tired, so I walked him home after so he could sleep. I'll be sure to take good care of the leopard and put it somewhere I'll always see it.
[January] After talking to Sankari, I did eventually ask Atone if we could talk privately. He took me to a cave he knew of, and I opened up to him about some of my past. I didn't give him too many details, but enough for him to know my childhood wasn't the best. Atone also mentioned wanting to meet my dad at some point...I think I'd like that, too. My best friend meeting the man who cared for me for so many years, and I know Simon would be interested in meeting one of my friends from Beacon too.
I don't know what's up with this guy. He tried to headpat me then told me I could come speak to him to the cafe whenever "if I ever need to speak to someone" I can speak to myself very well thank you. I don't need to trust anyone, but myself for that.
[20th jully] Thought we spoke again. I tried to be a jerk so he would leave me alone, but it didn't worked. ... It wasn't this displeaseant to speak normally to someone. I can't recall if I ever did since I left the elf village. Maybe I hate him less than everyone else. Will see.
[later in jully lol] He is... idk he is kind of fun to talk to. He doesn't get pushy on anything, always listening when I don't want something or want to and my behavior/pranks/teasing doesn't seem to bug him much at all. I think I'm gonna stop calling him touch-starved and call him foolish human instead. (Atone said "Thank" and dared drink water from a cup offered by Liam back then.)
[glitter prank] It was funny until Raaver started to get mad at me for abandonning Liam when he found us. I guessed it was getting dangerous to interact with any of them so I decided to avoid both of them. Liam was begin so insistant, I panicked, then him and Raaver started to search for me. I thought they were going to try kill me so they had to search until I was out of energy to teleport. Liam cleared things up.
I feel bad to have made a scene like this and making him cry, because I'm way too leery. But he got my trust now or at least I want to trust him. He wouldn't hurt me on purpose or betray me. It been an awfully long time that I didn't had anyone to call friend. The word itself feel strange to say.
[august] Fuck yeah we're friend.
[september] I think I could commit arson for that guy. Maybe murder even. But he doesn't need to know that. :)
[october] My- the terrified voice... It's gone! I could cry all week of joy about it. It's not here when I'm with Liam anymore. I can be- I can act freely. I guess that make him trully my first best friend? It's been so long... since Baya.
[Eldrich horror swamp rp] I would have hated to the core the whole mission if Liam haven't been around, but the amount of nums was worth it. I was kind of just a cheerleader by how useless I was to every moment I wanted to help, but that's fine no one noticed it... I think.
[30th october] It was my first time ever to give an actual gift to someone for birthday present. I didn't expected it to be so well received even if it was Liam. I was actually nervous about it. That dumbass has a talent to get me all embarrassed too. My tired ass brain gave up to the emotion. I'm not used to so much warm feelings.
[January]
Seem like his first dad was a fucked one. May that imbecile be tormented forever in hell has dogs come regulary take a piss on his tombstone. Liam deserved way better and that's what he will get.
They're a very fierce fighter, but I would not want to be on her bad side. I consider myself lucky she decided to go around me during the training session instead of through me, so I know for next time not to get in their way.
[Eldrich Horror RP] Angel...you terrify me. But you're also a very helpful taste tester. So I guess not too bad of a person to know, as long as there's plenty of food.
✦ VIEWS AS: Coworkers/Easy source for food ✦ :: "He's a bit hesitant when his morals are threatened, but it's whatever. Mostly what I expected from people in Beacon. But it's really easy to persuade him to give me food, so I'd like to keep him around."
She wasn't doing very well after the portal went down, so I tried to keep her calm by offering her warm drinks. I also gave her a blanket and talked to her, reassuring her that her mom would return. She seemed to appreciate it, and I checked on her every so often to make sure she didn't need anything.
[After Escaped Shadow Campaign] After all the training we've done together, and you helping me a lot during January...how can I think of you as anything less than my little sister? Nothing will ever change my mind. Whenever you need me, I'll do my best to help you.
...he's good. Does really nice cocoa drinks...
[After Escaped Shadow Campaign]
Big brother! You mean a lot to me... Thank you. I want to help you more. You've helped me...so much already.
I met him during Battle Royale. I appreciate his attempts to help me, I'm just sorry I went down before I could really do much to help my team. I guess that just proves I need to train more in Beacon and get better. I don't want to be a burden.
I met him again at the cafe while the portals were shut down. I thought he didn't like me with how he looked at me, but it turns out Daniel recognized me before I recognized him due to the fact he looks different in Mirstone. I'm glad Ruriko was being checked on by other people, that makes me feel better, and Daniel is pretty nice.
[Eldrich Horror RP 1] I haven't had the chance to talk to him much since I'd mainly been sticking close to Atone, but every so often I noticed him looking at us. Was he wanting me to talk to him?
[Eldrich Horror RP 2] I...I almost got everyone killed. I helped when it came to the cloaker, but I hesitated to attack an enemy that turned out to just be an illusion. But either way, I hesitated. V went down...Dan turned to stone...Angel went down. I did everything I could to help, but I just wish I could have done better to begin with.
[February] I felt bad about kind of vanishing on him during January, so I thought I'd give him some flowers I thought he'd like. I...didn't realize how bad it could look, and ended up being confronted by his roommate. I thought it was roses that I was supposed to avoid giving people during this month..?
Oh right, another I met in that Battle Royale. He tried his best, I tried my best, it was quite a time. I hope I get to interact with him a bit more, at least he seems a lot more approachable than the other teammate, hahah... There's been a few times with Ruriko, but, hmm...
[Eldritch Horror RPs]
I... I need to help him out more. He needs more help. It's not all your fault, damn it... I'm sorry for the things that happened back there, but you shouldn't carry all of that weight by yourself, please...
I didn't want to risk upsetting him, so I asked if I could call him "Faye" after butchering the first name he gave me. Luckily, he was okay with it. I see him around Mirstone occasionally, but he doesn't seem to talk to people a whole lot. I hope he's settling in alright.
[Glitter Prank (Doesn't know Faye is Raaver)] I don't know why Raaver decided to scold Atone harshly enough for Atone to want to avoid me, but before Raaver explained I was trying to figure out what I'd done wrong for Atone to not want to be around me anymore. While I'm glad that it ended up not being anything I'd done, I was worried I would lose a friend over it. I'm sure Raaver cares to some extent, but I'm not entirely sure why. Maybe it's because we're all Beacon members?
[Early September] I didn't mean to, but I found out that Faye was Raaver because I overheard Atone questioning Zitrik about what wolf-like Beacon members he knew. Once Zitrik listed Raaver, and mentioned Faye had told him that he was also a wolf, it was pretty obvious. Luckily, he wasn't mad when I mentioned it to him. Just a little surprised.
Liam is pretty decent as far as I can tell. He was the first person I met after I stepped through the portal to Mirstone, and he seemed...overly helpful. At first, I thought it was just to ease me into a false sense of security. But now he seems to be working on Atone and is actually making progress. Maybe he really is just friendly?
[Glitter Prank, Raaver POV] I had noticed them together occasionally around Greendell before their prank, and they seemed like they were fairly warm to each other. I have no idea why Atone ditched Liam when he clearly thought I was dangerous enough for Atone to actively avoid me, so I lightly scolded Liam for being dumb and ended up 'giving' him some of his glitter back. The next day I ran into Atone, but I didn't think about the consequences of confronting him until he later sent me a note to talk to Liam, and I had to explain to Liam what had happened that was making Atone avoid him. Liam showed me kindness, so seeing him upset over not being able to talk to Atone made me frustrated. I don't even know if it was at Atone for running like a coward, or the fact I unexpectedly hurt Liam, but at least those two worked it out.
[Early September] Liam figured out that I was Raaver, but honestly? It doesn't bother me as much as I thought that he knew, especially since he brought it up in a way that made it clear he wouldn't tell anyone. Liam's always been kind to me and has never given me a reason to doubt him before.
I didn't really get to talk to her much, between me trying to be as helpful as I could and everything going on. I somehow came out without a scratch, although I do feel bad for laughing when she got knocked out by a cookie given everything else she went through. Kinda wish I didn't let Kim have my spot in musical chairs. Sorry, Kayleigh.
[Eldrich Horror RP] I haven't interacted with her much, mainly because I'm a little nervous and also because there just hasn't been much time to get close to her. But that's alright, at least I wasn't making an idiot of myself like last time...up until I got bitten. But that was only because I was trying to check on the big dog-creature and tried to shake them.
He was with us in the Edlritch thing, don't really remember much outside of his hand being bit the dog-shapeshifter.
[August] He's a fun coworker, and very friendly. Zitrik decided it was a good idea to scoop up a leopard wandering around, and it took me by surprise until he put me down and introduced himself. I'm glad it turned out I already knew him, although I didn't recognize him at first.
[Lost Love Campaign] I was a bit nervous about being in the same group as my 'work bestie', but at least everything worked out in the end? Although I'm pretty sure those wings were new. Did Zitrik give himself an upgrade?
[August] A good teammate at work! Took us a while before we met in Phylios. His wild cat form got very soft fur too. He is friendly and easy to talk to a good friend I think!
[Lost Love Campaign] It was nice working with Liam on the Beacon side. He and mx.Ji'viha seemed to get along pretty well too.
He's certainly a shy one. I was worried I would scare him by just walking up, so I ended up using some homemade macaroons as an excuse to approach him. He's pretty nice though.
He seemed somewhat very aware of my 'shyness'? I guess it's my fault to not have talked to him before. I felt I was a little awkward, but I think it went well. It was a nice talk. The macaroon was pretty good too.
I met him on my first day at the Cafe, and I liked him enough that I asked if he wanted to be my roommate if I were to get a bigger place than what I had before. I love cooking for him, and he's awesome! Best roomie ever. ^-^
And we were roommates.
I didn't really get the chance to talk to him much, but he was nice enough to cast a spell on me to help me when we were fighting. Luckily I ended up not needing it, but the extra security was nice. Something happened with him that ended up leaving him pretty drained once we shut the portal off, so I decided to repay him by giving him coffee when it seemed like he was disoriented. I hope he recovered alright.
He's a pretty nervous one, huh? But he seems pretty determined and a team player, so I think I like him so far even though I haven't talked to him directly much.
I don't really have much to say about this one. He seems so nice. From what I've observed, he seems somewhat close to Atone.....could I trust him?
[Eldrich Horror RP] I didn't get to talk to her much, we just weren't next to each other a whole lot. But she's amazing in a fight, I've come to find out. I feel like I'm probably going to be remembered as the idiot who got bit, but my hand was pretty alright even before the person who bit me insisted on healing me. I didn't blame them at all, I knew they must've been going through something to have been frozen for so long.
He is always trying to help people, which I appreciate, I hope the bite was not too hard and his hand is alright. It is nice tho, to have someone so ready and willing to help and be there for others. But I recognize that, I hope whoever or whatever hurt you before cannot do it anymore. He is nice from what I have seen. Please look after yourself too.
[An Eldrich Undertaking RP] I didn't get the chance to interact with them much throughout the whole thing, but when I noticed they were standing frozen when everyone else was going toward the portal I decided to check on them. Not my finest moment, but I tried to help snap them out of...whatever they were going through and ended up getting snapped at. The bite didn't hurt all that much, I was more surprised than anything and felt guilty when after everything was over they seemed to feel bad and apologized profusely while insisting they heal me. I let them due to how distressed they were, and when we got back I ended up spending some more time with them since Atone had basically vanished the moment we got back.
[Battle Royale 2] I'll admit, you casting the counter-spell was unexpected, but also very well-played. Even with all the experience I've gained, I went down in the end. But at least I know I'm getting stronger, even if I don't feel much different.
[Battle Royale 2]
No hard feelings it seems? I appreciate that Liam was being a good sport about it all! It's all just a game right?
[An Eldritch Undertaking]
I'm really, really, REALLY sorry I bit you, it wasn't on purpose! I don't think, I couldn't think, there wasa really weird fog in my brain. I'm not sure what was going on. But thank you for trying to reach out to me! I'm sorry I couldn't hear you all that well.
Thank you for letting me heal you after - I feel it was the least I could do!
And thank you for hanging out with me after the fact - it was nice to have a buddy, and someone to catch me up on what happened in that portal room. It's all real hazy for me.
Silas is pretty friendly and can be funny. They'll stop to talk to me when I'm working and ask questions about me, and about Mirstone. During one of our conversations, they had mentioned camping a lot and that they had an exploration planned for Halloween and wasn't sure when they'd be back. Apparently Atone is going with them, so I wanted to make sure they had plenty of items for however long their trip is, and whatever they don't use can just be used in future trips. The pack is a good thing for them to have, and at least they didn't need to spend all their money to get it.
He's really nice and helpful! We ended up talking at the cafe a bit and hobbies came up. I mentioned camping a lot on my travels and the fact I had plans to visit Phantom Peak on the next quarter moon with someone. Not only did he guess who I was going with by name, he insisted on buying me a backpack with pretty much anything I'd need. He wouldn't even let me pay half, he just kept saying it would be useful and double as a 'welcome to beacon' present. I'll find a way to repay his kindness as soon as I can.
I'm so, so, SO sorry. I...I tried my best to help everyone, but I also wish I could have done more to help you. You seemed pretty nice when you traded weapons with me, and I thought I was doing alright with the mission but then I hesitated and...Watching someone instantly be able to be taken down after so long was jarring. I tried to visit when you were in the hospital, but figured I might not be the best source of company at the moment. I need to work on myself. I hope you enjoyed the sweets I dropped off at least?
The other guy definitely does not think Liam is build for Beacon jobs. Hesitates, fumbles, bad under pressure, inefficient, slow, among other things.
He definitely does not seem build for it. DTV level does not reflect how experience you actually are or how much you are able to do when on the field. If you need someone to be babysitting you because they don't think you are capable of holding yourself, regardless of attachment, stick to lower level missions.
EARTH-EVERGATE CONNECTION :: ✦ VIEWS AS: Interesting ✦ :: "The captain certainly has a thing for him. I can't say I blame him. This man is charming and kind, even when he does not need to be. It might do the captain some good to be around him."