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Azra is absolutely entranced by Dolosá. She had always seen herself as one of the lucky ones, despite her candy red blood. She could still hide as a burgundy and had little to no other visible mutations, even counting her little gills. She had never met another mutant before, let alone one that was so open and clearly okay with her status as one. It was confusing at first, so much of Azra’s life had been her doing anything she possibly could to hide; hide herself, hide her blood color, hide who she was. She wanted to know how long it took her to be okay with it, how long it took Dolosá to be genuinely proud of her identity. Although she was never jealous of Dolosá. Rather, she admired her. She found herself admiring her more often than not; for her confidence, her integrity, how transparent she was. There wasn’t anything that Azra could genuinely dislike about her, every so called “negative” thing about Dolosá simply seemed like an endearing quirk to her. Even during Tarot readings, where Dolosá alluded to knowing more personal things about Azra than she was willing to admit, she never once felt put off or uncomfortable. She wanted to learn everything about her, wanted to memorize every detail in her face; her moles, the way her mouth curved when she smiled, the color her cheeks flushed when she was embarrassed. Her favorite days were always the ones where Dolosá would drop by her studio, sometimes unannounced but never unwelcome. Azra loved the feeling of butterflies in her stomach she would get whenever Dolosá was around, the mixture of nervousness and excitement that made her heart race. It was intoxicating, almost, being around her.
Azra is my client at the end of the day, but I can’t deny that she’s piqued my interest. She’s a little different than my other clients. I slip her in a little somethin’ extra and give her some stuff she doesn’t even ask for every now and again when she rings me because I’ve taken a liking to her, she’s a very attractive woman— plus it’s good business practice too. I really only do that with a few of the girls I frequently sell to that I like a little extra than the others. I gotta be careful though because at this rate, she’ll be taking practically all my product. I know she’s not swindling me though, I do it all for her on my own volition. We’ve smoked a bunch of times together at her spot too which I honestly try to refrain from doing with my clients but, like I said, she’s just different. First class of business is that you’re never supposed to mix business with pleasure but what if the mix ends up blending pretty good, y’know? I’m willing to give it a shot, shit it won’t hurt nothin’. I flirt with a few of my clients, that’s part of how I have as much as I do, but I flirt with her with a purpose, not just to swindle her into buying more from me. She’s met my friends so obviously I’m in way deeper than I think, I’ve even pierced her too but it’s whatever, because she lets me slide over pretty much whenever I want. She’s let me fuck a few times too during our ‘seshes’, but I can’t tell everything about my work. Nothing red, it’s just.. business.
Azra thinks Malach is very helpful, charmingly so. She appreciates how very productive he always is when he comes in and the work he does around the studio, even on most days that Losá comes over and they seem to talk and goof off more than work. Despite it, she truly is grateful for him and how he lessens her workload. She feels at ease around him as she knows she can depend on him to help her and finds comfort in knowing that his standards are just as high as hers when it comes to leading projects and making music. Even when they’re not working together, in everyday situations, he’s always there to help and Azra thinks it is just so cute. Azra believes they have a good relationship and is thankful for it, she wouldn’t want to be in Malach’s bad graces given her interest in his moirail after all. She does, however, notice how skittish he gets around her, on those off chances they’re alone. She revels in it a bit, thinks its funny how a man of his size gets so nervous around her. But its sweet.
I think she’s really pretty, gorgeous even. Don’t tell Losá though she’ll hit me. Azra real cool though, that's gang for real. We hang out with Losá together and sometime even at her studio, well, mostly at her studio pretty much. I hate being alone with her sometimes it though, makes me too nervous, she’s got a real pretty voice I can’t really help it. Like if you hear her vocals in the studio? Crazy. We’ve made a few songs together for fun, we sing and dance a lot together in general, it's really fun coming up with stuff with her. Sometimes while we’re out too I’ll carry her stuff for her, her jackets, phones, drinks, it feels like the least I can do for her, for what she does for me you know? Maybe it's weird I dunno, she don't seem to mind.
Ever since becoming closer to Zephir, Azra has felt so much happier. She’s never really had girl friends growing up or many close friends at all. Befriending Zephir meant being able to experience all the traditionally girly things she thinks she missed out on; doing each other’s nails, having spa days, gossiping and gushing about their significant others. She’s definitely seen more of Azra’s potential date night outfits than Azra would care to admit, as she always wants to know if she looks good in something first. That’s what girl friends are for, after all. She was and still is so excited about finally having a girl friend that she can have fun with, dress up and most of all, relate to. It’s always so fun to see her on those days they go out as a group.
I think she’s lovely. She’s very beautiful and very independent, I like that. Very respectable woman. I can't help but like feel she’s got something to hide though. Not that she's shady at all, she just seems to be unreasonably tense at times. Not that any of that is necessarily my business, however. Just an observation. That’s part of why Losá likes her, because she's independent and a bit of a challenge, but it’s a shame she disrespects the time of such an earnest woman. You don’t come across people driven like her all that often, someone with drive and passion about the right things that is. I don’t really think they need to be together until she gets her act together. Besides that, I think it’s nice to know that Zephir has other company than just me all the time. She has plenty of other friends of course, but she never really invites anyone over all that much or strives to make plans with them all. She’s a very sociable girl, she can be the life of the party when she wants to be, but her levels of friendship varies from person to person. Which is why I find it nice that she takes the time to want to schedule things to go out and spend time with Azra. I’ve seen some of the things she’s made for Zeph as well, she’s very skilled at what she does, very intricate and clearly carefully handcrafted stuff. I might ask her to do up our promise rings some time, I think she might be able to do that. I should ask her the next time she comes over. I’ve heard some of the stuff she’s done with Mal before, she clearly puts a lot of effort into anything she puts her time into. She doesn’t just waste her time on just anyone or anything.
Bianca knows nothing about Azra and she doesn't really care to know her either. All she knows is she's standing directly in the way of her getting back with Dolosá again. When she found out that Dolosá was seeing other people she didn't really bat an eye, but finding out she's seeing a *rust* blood of all options probably at her disposal? Bianca felt absolutely disrespected and quite frankly, disgusted. She's sure there were other women she rotated quadrants with between dating her and Azra, but they don't matter now since Azra is the first one she's heard about thus far. Her, a violet, replaced by some dumb busty rust? Bianca can't even fathom what she'd do or say if they ever managed to cross paths, but she knows one thing is that Azra better keep it cute.