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The harbinger sent to end the chorus of their forgotten hymn.
Swedish Name
Age ♰
Gender
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Role
Bird
Clan
Crows Within Me
themesong
"Crowsong's calling" 's lore is being progressively revealed through my work.
This story contains elements such as violence, emotional abuse, neglect and death.
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POSITIVE
Despite her hardships she'd always stay true to herself by not treating anyone else poorly in return, been polite to strangers no matter how scared she's been as well as kept up hope that things would get better. She's always been headstrong and learned to be independent early on.
Meeting the two good cats in her life also opened up parts of her real self and showing her kind nature. Especially around Falconflight who she got a chance to meet regularly she was sweet, patient, open and eager to learn all about him and what he cared for.
NEGATIVE
Albeit all but her is to blame; her own fears and harmful desire to belong in a place undeserving of her presence kept her from a brighter future. The treatment she endured also left her being unpredictable, quick-tempered and hostile.
Her trauma also left her struggling to open up and neither of her friends ever learnt of her full story and hardships. Even in the dark forest when everything was lost she'd never harm Ashkit nor anyone else without reason, but she stayed cold, bitter and snappy at him due to her high walls built around her heart.
- Heights
- Brisk winds
- Solitude
- Clouds
- Corvids
- Exploring alone
- Being underwater
- Lullabies
- Sunlight
- Being startled
- Most clan cats
- Nightmares/prophecies
- Pity /vulnerability
- Fish / amphibians / bugs
- Losing fights
- Every part of herself
MBTI
The Dark Forest
Other
fav prey
Trivia
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ORIGIN
The irony in the suffix given to her was corvids being song birds yet instead known for their coarse caws. Her name may appear nice but the implications reveals the ironic comparison to something far less beautiful. On the other hand she grew up with corvid birds as her company, lived by all that represented them and was more in tune with their origins than any other cat.
Her story is based on the occurence in crows with leucism which then often get abandoned or die early. Crowsong was born in a clan that worships corvids with their dark plumages of such importance that those without are neglected or even killed. The reason she didn't die a kit was because of corvids interfering and heeding to her having a much bigger role in Corvidclan's history.
PAST
The clan's twisted and deep rooted morals tormented her in every way throughout her life and death. From being shunned and isolated by her clan; including the exclusion from warrior duties and the feeding hierarchy to being forced to battle the older cats daily, doing so by her father's oversight since kithood. Raveneye wouldn't lay a claw on her; instead using training to hurt her indirectly, still she desperately and contuinally tried to prove herself to someone who'd never accept her as his kin.
Constant sneering, taunting and insults also did a massive number on her confidence and trust. From the mockery and insensitive teasing by the kits to the degrading comments and remarks whispered loudly by the elders. The coldness and silence from her parents always hurt the most; it was as if she wasn't even there, neither in their eyes and never ever in their hearts.
PRESENT
After so much suffering, loss and agony in every part of her life, being driven to the brink of madness by the haunting propecies, nightmares and neglect ends with a final attempt at getting a dark pelt in a twisted vision of slaughtering her clan and them all joining the dark forest with her. In blinded rage, hurt and desperation the amalgamation of nightmares and propechies manifested in a future with her ruling the clan bearing her dark pelt; finally getting everything she so deeply desired.
Instead; after being unintetionally killed by Falconflight, who didn't recognise the muddied pale cat, she awoke in the dark forest. Now with a dark pelt forever dyed by the black,tar like water bonded to her body by the blood of her victims. In horror and distraught rage she realized her clan was not there to await her arrival. Only Ashkit, her first victim and in belief he was the only one killed as well as blaming himself for her state now accompanies her as her mental anchor to reality; preventing her from losing herself and becoming a lost soul.
Her closest friend living on the other side of the howling peaks in a dynasty hostile towards Corvidclan. They meet up when they're both available to travel the distance and they enjoy spending valuable time together out in the wild.
He was the one to teach her how to hunt and in return she helped him improve his fighting skills. They shared many thoughts and feelings about anything and everything; although Crowsong never fully releaved her tragic upbringing and life.
They met as kits when Horizonclan passed nearby and they quickly became friends for a day. Later in life they were reunited for a short while during Crow's worst time before she left to pursue her path towards the dark watered marsh.
Unknown to Crow they're distant relatives through Omensky's family line. Magpiewing did the fatal mistake of not revealing this; believing it would be the cataclyst in the visions she'd seen that would lead to Corvidclan's demise.
