Just curious, is there something as too many adopts/OCs to keep? 

I personally found myself that there isn't really too many??? I know I shouldn't really speak since I have probably around 200~250+ of them but I personally love them all? ' q '  I know I would intense regret selling/trading them off from my previous experience when I was first active in the adopt community? Until this day, I still regret it, A LOT which is why I personally know that these kids I currently have will never be resold or traded off ' - ' ;;;;;

However, from what I learned, people think otherwise-- I actually found myself on Artist Gossip and this--
"I feel like she'll just spend it on things she doesnt need, especiall considering how many adops she already has."
"Cionkeiasta @dA is so annoying. Their Twitter spams the same messages over and over, they constantly whine about not getting that adopt (they have 230oc's) and being broke."

I'm just amused on how people have the time to gossip about these sort of things LOL... Why does it matter if I have so many kids??? These two people also talk about how I always need funds and they don't want people to support me because I am just going to spend it on adopts (according to their words)??? Not sure why they believe they know my personal life so well LMAO... I do pay my share of bills and trying to make money to cover some losses because of what my mother does to my money... I prefer whining over adopts publicly over complaning about every single aspect of my life and literally post a billion bulletins/journals/polls on how something just made my day worse :^^^)  I don't want people to pity me over those things either LOL.... I use adopts as a way to make myself happier, so what? I mean, when I spend, I get to help another artist out, whether it's for their want or need. Back to the main point, is it wrong to have so many? People keeping asking/talking about me for having so many adopts when in reality... There's a lot of people who have way more than I do LOL  I just literally talk about the number a lot because people tell me I have so many kids and ultimately ask me how many do I have LMAO   I personally have no shame for having so many kids especially how they lighten up part of my life and I get to use my imagination and creativity for once which actually helped me improve my writing for essays and such LOL 

On a positive note, I really hope when I'm at the point where I'm really really good at drawing, I really want to release a series of illustrations of me meeting my children ' q ' )//  . .. . //stares at how many worlds + OC groups I have 

This is going to be one hell of a.... a.... drawing time? idk LMAO.... Lots of different clothes for me tho /o/ Ancient China, different Japanese eras, modern time, different worlds, Victorian age, RPG, and so much more wheezing... GL to me in the future LOL!!!

I'm still really amused with these gossip posts about me h al p  //When people talk like they know everything about u when they don't know the reality of things :^^^^^^^)

just watched the movie with Wei today and HAHHAHA

JUST TALK ZOOTOPIA TO ME

Hey guys, for the past several days I've been working on a merchildren closed species idea ; q ; !

You can read the info here: http://tinyurl.com/j9azv8e

I'm looking for thoughts/opinions and what I should add (other than visuals but you can request specific things for visuals !) like other info and stuff! You're free to ask anyquestions then I'll answer it !

Also there's a name idea at the end of the doc, so if you guys can choose your favorite one would make me super happy!

Just curious but did I add anyone on skype and not reply/mention anything to you guys??? haHAHA or if u guys messaged me and i haven't replied to u guys--

Like I don't get notified when someone accepts my request and a bunch of group chats and personal chats happen so they tend to kick some chats down so I don't realize when someone accepts my contact request haHA SOBS.... or when person messages me and i don't get notified bECAUSE SKYPE DUN TELL ME r i P 

And I nap at various times so it doesn't help me on missing stuff rip i also have a habit of reading things when asleep/half asleep because apparently i reply to people during those times and i just-- cion water u doing

u drunk go back to sleep

sometimes i wonder if i intimidate people? ? ?  like am i too friendly at times? ?? ?  like i know a bunch of people need some pushing to talk since they generally don't start talking to others unless someone else initiates it;;;;

or is there just something wrong with me and people don't actually want to talk to me much ; - ;  //and i'm only like side person when they need someone to talk to 

it just makes me wonder if i should try to start convos with other people anymore lOL;;;;;;; like i treasure every people i meet and the friends i make so i try to talk to them to keep in touch but it seems like some people don't seem to even care anymore??? like heck the first people i met that are my friends and who are still active around dA are like... slipping away from me??? especially like two people that i thought were my super closest friends are just? ?? ?  from me now like i honestly don't want to hear bs reasons such as "i didn't want to bother you because i wasn't sure if i busy  when they clearly have time to make journals asking who wants to chat when i've stated so many times they can start up a convo whenever they want with me on skype? ? 

idk i just hAHA SO DONE WITH MYSEL F  like i try to be derp as much as possible (i'm actually like that tbh) and friendly even in rp apps yet no one is interested either hAHHA so i'm just like-- i feel like there's something wrong with people that makes people not want to talk to me LOL;;;;; or even bother trying to be friends with me 

i'm just so insecure when it comes to friends tbh ?  ?  all i can think about is how long will they be able to be friends with me before i lose more friends again haha;;;;; i'm very glad i still have some friends but urgh;;;;;; kicks myself tbh #how2friends #how2life #how2bepositive #how2anything

FJIEOSFES YOU GUYS THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SENDING ME BDAY WISHES /////////
Including u peeps on skype ejfpsfjes wheezing
And thank you those lovely peeps who visited me on stream too !!!!
I'm actually sad the people I considered as close friends didn't say anything haha --

BUT ANYWAYS, I might do requests??? Not sure if I'm gonna actually do them but maybe someone will get lucky ' v '
BUT THERE'S A TWIST TO THESE REQUESTS---

When posting an OC ref, the OC HAS to be a nekomimi, meaning a cat based kemonomimi !

Why is that? In Japan, on Feb 22nd (laughing because it passed buT OH WELL), it's Nyan Nyan Nyan Day (aka Cat Day) ! So celebrating  the kitties yo !

Rules:
1. No begging/pestering for a request
2. Not first come, first serve because I may be drawing requests that I'm interested in
3. Watchers only ' v' )//

So when commenting for a req:

OC Name: 
OC Ref: 
OC Personality: [A few keywords or a few sentences]
What day is it?!: [Name two things that are happening on Feb 22nd that I've mentioned]

stares at the amount of single kids i want to see in a ship LMF AO 

because it's too lonely and somewhat boring when shipping by yourself 

lIKE WHO DO U SPAZZ TO? ? ? ? ?

I don't understand why people can't bother reading my profile before sending me notes or PMs.

"Do NOT ask me if I'm selling or trading them UNLESS you do have something I really want (check wishlist).

Although please realize I've never resold/traded any of my kids in any time of need or for an adopt I REALLY want from my wishlist!"

People obviously have the time to note or PM me but they don't have the time to read what's on my profile?? ? ? ? LIKE WHY. Do you type in my name in the inbox? You go to my chara's page and send me a PM from there??? Or do you somehow avoid going to my profile or even try to look for any rules???  My kids are never listed as trade or resell so why do people bother asking??? Especially those who are taken in relationships??? Like why do people think I will break up my kids in relationship just so they can get the child. i"M JUST SO... >>  ARGH ? ? ? ? ? I've been getting countless of these messages and I'm just so pissed at this point JFIOSFSJ And for those who know me, my kids are my precious treasures. I would NEVER even resell/trade them even if I a m d yi n g. Just showing you want something so much until the point you would offer so much art, money, points, adopts would NOT mean a single thing to me. I appreciate you like my kid until the point you would do that but-- unfortunately, it won't mean a single thing to me because my children are priceless treasures to me, NOTHING can be used to place a value on them. That's just how precious they are to me. I don't care if I have "too many" because there are NEVER "too many" kids to me. I will take them in if they're unwanted by their previous owner/parent because they wish to find better homes. Just because I can't afford to get comms of them doesn't mean I don't love them, I try to draw them and work on their character/story development to make up for it.

In other words, 

"NEVER ask if I will resell or trade my children."

I know i sound harsh but being nice doesn't obviously work and if I will have to be blunt just to get the point across, then I will be harsh and blunt. If anyone ever pesters me about reselling/trading my kids, I will BLOCK you. I will resort severe measures when the time calls for it.

Because everyone is doing it [again] and why not HAHA

I was in the middle of putting together a journal on dA but eh-- //throws a quick one here !!!! and it's updated WWW plus my birthday is coming up so it's just like-- why not for the spirit too :'> although I might repost this later because I feel like I'm forgetting several species LOL;;;;;;

What I REALLY Want:

• Hayals by tofumi (Never owned one)
• Piku-chan21 designs 
  • The semi chibi/full body ones--
  • I've been in love with her designs for a long time because they're gorgeous designs and I've always wanted to cosplay them ; m ; 
  • Although I'm currently looking into oriental designs for my Oriental World/Story haha- (But seriously, any theme would do)
• Heartbbys by wolphfe
• Choumi by wolphfe (Never owned one)
• Diabs by rehmiel (Never owned one)
•  beagalltach species
  • czylphs (Never owned one)
• Meowls by puru 
• Nus and Purrmaids by lacha 
• Blakyre by jotaku (Never owned one)
• Wishbone by niku (Never owned one)
• Floradear by dooli (Never owned one)
• Amoris by tsundear (Never owned one)
• Dr.Griswald adopt (Never owned one)

 What I want:

• Lacies by niaro (Never owned one)
• Eerays by hana (Never owned one)
• humanoid (mainly male) Piffi adopts
• male resalan adopt (Never owned one)
• male erebun adopt (Never owned one)
• really good female designs (I'm super picky when it comes to females tbh)
• any kids that would fit in my stories :'>

 What would be nice to have:

• male raedrop design (Never owned one; only have a collab one)
• Sphaerras by Jotaku (Never owned one)
• bishies/shota adopts LMAO...

THAT U RLLY WANT b/c like dream adopts yo and the designs are A++++++++

and u finally have some sort of money but all the people who often got the $$$$$  are bidding like crazy so ur just internally crying when is it gonna be ur turn to get these beauties HAHA SOBS.....

how i feel about the gorgeous oriental wishbones atm HAHA STARES OFF admires them from afar

note: i'm not being salty HAHAHA IF ANYTHING, i'm salty about myself for not having a lot of money LMAO