hello! i am terribly sorry for disappearing for such a long time without any updates, but the mental health hiatus has been very beneficial! i have currently got a borderline personality disorder diagnosis and i have been spending some time coming to terms with that, as well as getting used to my new ADHD medication. the meds are working great so far and i am feeling better in general and am currently mentally stable! i have been working on my bachelor thesis and film and have a deadline on thursday, after that i am ready to slowly come back to the internet full time. i am sorry for the lack of updates and replies from my side, i will get to everyone as soon as i can!

hello everyone i am so so very sorry to do this after coming back just a little while ago, but my mental health has been at the rock bottom and i need to stabilize a little bit. seeing professionals soon, so i hope to get some help. i will still visit toyhouse, but i do apologize if my replies to messages and comments are slow to nonexistent. i hope everyone is doing great and i wish you a lovely day

my dear friend Kezokinos has the most adorable chibi commissions open, she has an incredibly unique artstyle and the chibies are just to die for, look at how amazingly she drew my beloved Soleil!!!!!! literally screaming!!!! please go treat yourself if you can! :3c CLICK HERE TO CHECK IT OUT!

hello everyone! resharing this project helping nightray who is in a troubling situation! any help would be greatly appreciated, here is a link to korka's bulletin with all the information, and here is a link to nightray's GoFundMe where you can find more information about his situation, please donate if you can! if anyone donates more than 15€ i will draw a headshot like this for you!

sorry for the lack of replies lately, life has been a little bit too much and i was overfilled with anxiety, but !!! i finally got my ADHD diagnosis after years of trying to get somewhere with it and i am very excited to see what comes next! i have struggled my entire life, but i've been genuinely miserable ever since i went to college because i haven't been able to navigate through life with so much school work + art as a job while knowing i am neurodivergent but having to exist in neurotypical conditions, and i am so happy to get some kind of closure for myself and a proof that i indeed do have ADHD and it overall feels very validating and freeing! i am starting medication soon and i have no idea how it will affect me, so i apologize if i take some time off from the internet to adjust! if any of you have any experience with any of this i'd love to hear, it would genuinely help me so much!

hello! after ages i think i am returning back to the internet! took a little longer than i thought as i was struggling a lot with mental health and needed to recharge and regain energy to create again, but i am quite hopeful i will be able to be active from now on! will be slowly returning back to owed art and adoptables! thanks to everyone for being incredibly patient and supportive in the meantime, it was seriously such a massive help through everything that's been going on in my life! thank you so much once again and i hope everyone is having a great day!

hello, long time no see! i wanted to apologize for my lack of activity and communication and give a little update. as i mentioned earlier this year, i got my first art job ever, which is absolutely wonderful! however it has been very tough and the project has quite strict deadlines and it completely swallowed my life, leaving me with no time for anything else pretty much. i am extremely drained from real life and the job and i am honestly both emotionally and physically exhausted and i can't wait to finally catch a break. january will be an extremely busy month for me due to the project's final deadline and also due to finals in school, where i have to show progress on my bachelor movie, so most of my time will be going into that. i hope to survive all this in good health and i'm excited to come back full time in february and work on owed art again. so sorry to those who had to wait for such a long time! i hope everyone is doing great and i wish everyone a very happy new year!

hello! i am very sorry for the lack of activity lately, life has been very busy lately (in a good way!) and with so much stuff happening and me dealing with real life responsibilities, it is very easy for me to forget that the internet and social media exist. i have been given an absolutely wonderful job opportunity (and my first art job!) for the next three months and i have been rather busy with making art tests for the job. i am still actively working on owed art, although very slowly and unfortunately it is very hard for me to keep up communication with clients due to everything that's been going on, which i definitely need to work on, but i am very sorry if i take a while to reply to you! thank you to everyone who read this and i hope you're having a lovely day!

hello everyone! 

this month has been extremely busy for me in terms of personal life and included a ton of travelling, so unfortunately i haven't been able to be as active as i had planned! next two weeks probably be the bussiest so far, so i might not be always able to be online! however, after that i am completely free and i can finally start fully focusing on social media again, which i am very excited for! 

i also wanted to mention some future plans! i am so so incredibly grateful that people are so interested in my designs and art and i genuinely cannot thank you guys enough for your love and support! however, i am often absolutely terrible at replying to comments and messages as i get easily overwhelmed and tired, and very often the comments tend to get very crazy with many people asking whether certain designs are still aviable and that turns out to be very hard for me to get through. i would absolutely love to get better at communication and it is my biggest goal to do so, but i struggle with mental health and motivation a bunch and so i need to figure out a new system that's gonna work for me instead of trying to force something that is uncomfortable! 

so my plans for the future are kofi subscribtion tiers + a discord server! i will be setting up both in the span of next month! the lowest tier would include preclaims for adoptables, as i still want them to be affordable but i want to lower the amount of chaos! 

and i would love to start using discord servers for more direct communication with everyone - as i said i often lack the energy and motivation to reply to messages and dm's and hopefully discord could make that more comfortable! i don't want replying to feel like a chore as i genuinely love to interact with people!

+ also artfight info!!! i have a ton of owed art to work on which is a huge priority of mine at the moment, so i will only participate for the last week of artfight! 

thank you to everyone who made it through the rambling and i hope you have a wonderful day!

hello! i wanted to post a really quick update about my situation as many people are reaching out to me and getting no replies as my time online nowadays is rather limited. as i have shared multiple times, i am working on a massive school project that is a commission for a TV station and the circumstances are unfortunately rather unfair and we have to work under quite horrible conditions with not enough time to do everything. for the entirity of the project i have been living in survival mode and as we are nearing to a finish line with deadline being in just a few days, i have to crunch as much as possible. i will be able to be fully active as soon as next week and i promise to get back to everyone immediately! i am very sorry for my unprofessional approach in form of sudden disappearing, i am trying my absolute best to balance life and mental health and it gets hard at times, but i hope to compensate the struggles i have caused by my absence!! i wish everyone a lovely spring in the meantime and see you soon!!!