Profile
Ceshaa Calvra
Basics
Personality
Ceshaa is a hard-working troll who tries to be thourough and dependable for all the people she works with and cares about. Compared to her peers, she is a very empathetic troll and tends to worry more about others than herself, but she can also be very gullible. She was unknowingly manipulated by her coworkers who made up stories to get her to do their work for them. She almost never turned them down, but all the extra work wore her down and eventually took its toll, leading to an emotional and physical burnout. Ever since then, she has been suffering from instrusive thoughts, belittling herself for being weak and worthless, incapable of keeping up with work like she used to. When Ceshaa isn't busy with work or wants to cheer herself up, she retreats to her favorite interests and hobbies for comfort including reading, writing, movie-binging, and redecorating her hiveblocks. When she was younger, she heard from people around her workplace that "lucky charms" could boost her fortune and help her have a more comfortable and enjoyable life, so she decorates her respiteblock with a number of these items too.
About
Likes
- A Good Fanfic
- Cozy Fireplaces
- Four-Leaf Clovers
Dislikes
- Smoke
- Loud Parties
- Legislacerator Work
Trivia
- Ceshaa speaks, "/with a bright atti2ude, 2omtime22 forecfully 2 di2pel concern\."
- Sometimes, Ceshaa spends long hours on her roof stargazing as a form of meditation.
- She has a few nicknames around her workplace including "Ceesh" and "Miss Sunshine."
- Ceshaa has done extensive research on Alternian dialects and understands most of them.
- Underneath her shirt, she wears a small glass bottle necklace with a four-leaf clover inside.
Story
Early Life
In her early sweeps, Ceshaa was very socialble with other trolls and desperately hoped to make friends. The tealblood had a very rough relationship with her lusus and wanted to be able to have a friend group so that she could escape from her lusus and enjoy someone else's company instead. She would make frequent visits to her neighbor's hives and offer them homemade baked goods she made in her spare time, hoping to form some friendships with them. However, she was usually turned down or relieved of the baked goods without another word or a thank-you. Put off by her neighbors, Ceshaa maintained her optimism and decided to focus her efforts on making friends elsewhere. She looked up online that many other "upstanding tealbloods of the Alternian empire!" took up jobs regarding legal affairs, so her naive younger self bought into the blatant propaganda and applied to become exactly that. It didn't take her very long to find a local legal affairs office in her city since there was one relatively closeby. The office recently had a large group of their employees shipped off planet after reaching maturity, so with the large surplus of vacanies for important positions, they accepted her application without another word.
Work Life
At first, Ceshaa had a relatively easy-going time at her job. She made sure to be as perfect of an employee as she could be by never missing meetings, getting all her work done on time, and taking all advice given to her without questioning any of it. Ceshaa gave her all for her work and hoped that being seen as a reliable and important asset to the company would cement her place in the group. Ceshaa tried to befriend her fellow employees to seemed to welcome her, but they were actually just leading her on into thinking they were friends. Most of them resented Ceshaa's quick success, but after realizing how generous and desperate she was, they began to ask Ceshaa to 'help' them with their work with a plethora of deceitful excuses to explain why they needed her to do it. Ceshaa, viewing them as 'friends' who wouldn't lie, bought all their stories and helped out. Unfortunately, piling so much extra work onto her shoulders began to have its physical and mental repurcussions. Ceshaa started to question their stories and asked for lesser loads, but refusing them lead to ostricization which she couldn't stand, forcing her to give in. She started to rely on her personal writing hobby as an escape from work, but even her passions couldn't fix things. Everything fell apart one night when Ceshaa broke down after her coworkers confronted her with the largest assignment they had ever given her. She didn't return to work for several weeks, but she eventually returned to apologize and resume work. Ever since then, she has felt herself slowing down in effiency. Ceshaa realizes she's unable to be as on-top of things as before, which makes her think everyone around her sees her as a burden or a lazy troll. What was once a fun and enjoyable job became her center of misery... until one fateful night in the woods where she would meet a troll who changed everything.
Land of Steam and Sunshine
LoSaS is a bright and booming planet of industry. Across its surface are many towns and cities of cyan cat consorts that strive to innovate and create, harnessing the natural steam that is emitted through cracks, vents, and ravines to power their buildings, weapons, and other technology. On top of using steam to power their machines, the bright sunlight that comes down from Skaia has also been harnessed into a secondary power source to power more domestic, mundane things in domestic areas. The skies shine a bright blue and are often populated by white, fluffy clouds while the towns and cities below take on a victorian, steampunk appearance. Science and knowledge is at the forefront of their planet's values, but recently, trouble has befallen the bustling civilizations on LoSaS. Steam emissions from the planet's core have been slowly declining and seemingly permanent stormclouds have been blocking out much of Skaia's light, causing a great number of power shortages and a near-complete halt to all businesses across the planet. Without sufficent power, sickness and hardships have befallen many towns as consorts struggle to find alternative means of power to keep their lives close to normal. As the Maid of Light in her game session, it is Ceshaa's job to save the consorts by speaking with Aether, denizen of light, to find a cure for their illness that has hindered their light from reaching the world outside their lonesome tower of stone and glass.
The Mediator
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Related
Ceshaa doesn't have a good relationship at all with her lusus, Lulu, and finds them to be a pain in the neck and a nusiance. She has to collect dead troll bodies from off the street in lowblood neighborhoods to feed to her demanding lusus, because if she doesn't, it'll try to cull her instead.
Ceshaa was enamored by Davrik's sweet and affectionate personality. She met him while she was trying to collect a four-leaved clover from one of Alternia's many dangerous forests and the two spoke more with each other after sharing Trollian handles. Talking to Davrik helped lift Ceshaa's spirits when she was feeling down from work and, overtime, she developed flushed feelings for him.
Arinoh is the landlady of Ceshaa's workplace, although she rarely visits or interacts with anyone outside of her visits to collect rent. Ceshaa met Arinoh during one of those brief visits and ended up getting some tea with her after work one day where they talked and got to know each other better. They eventually became good friends and hang out together now and then.
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