Maribelle had a difficult time relating to other people, sure, but she wasn't so apathetic. Not that... that made matters any better. There was some sort of negativity that rolled off of Kjaya at first, and then that spark of delight at the simplest presence. Maribelle wasn't stupid. She knew what it was. But, what was she supposed to do?
She hesitated, standing there in the woman's apartment and looking so, so lost. Maybe more like a deer in headlights. Maybe more like a cat who just heard the vacuum coming out. Did it really matter? Uhhh, Maribelle just looked like she expected either one of them to start physically suffering at any moment, but remained frozen by that sudden crash of nervousness. For a while, she didn't say anything to Kjaya, no matter how well Maribelle's stupid, reptilian ass picked up on the fact that the other woman just was not at her greatest.
When she did speak, she sounded strained. "I can..." She stopped to look around. This place was a mess. Kjaya had a brother, didn't she? Where was he to clean up all of this? Whatever. "..Clean your kitchen for you." Would that make Kjaya feel better? Maybe? Maybe it was all the mess that made it difficult for her.
..Really, Maribelle had no idea. Still, she kept offering in a desperate attempt to make... Kjaya... less depressing? And depressed. Obviously.
"And then we can... do something else, if you want to." she said, "I am still not very good at your... glowy square games... and your glowy... square... plays." She hated the 'plays' in particular, honestly. She had the strange primal urge to smash Kjaya's television sometimes, but it was wise not to mention it. "Or do whatever else. Or we can go see people. I think. If you're okay with that. I don't know."
follow-up in which maribelle reads to blou some fake stephen king
Maribelle couldn't sleep. It was either because sleeping was just impossible, her mind addled with old thoughts and wounds, or simply she refused to sleep, if only to avoid the stress of slumber. She drew the blankets around her, sitting up in bed with her book underneath her. It was no atlas or textbook, but a horror novel from home. She had been reading it quietly thus far, unless she heard clicking.
She tried to ignore it. She really did. The more it continued, though, the more shaken she became. She was used to strange noises on the base, but here? She was sure it wasn't the book that had her so jumpy -- she read this countless times before! So, she bit her tongue hard... only then to release it was all for nothing when a fat beak poked around the threshold.
Her eyes softened when she glanced up at Blou, relaxing somewhat. "Blou," she murmured, "Do you want to sleep with me?"
Maribelle closed the book for a moment as the dodo waddled over, letting Blou hop onto the bed and make herself comfortable under Maribelle's forearm. She stroked the top of the bird's head with her thumb, before opening her book again. "You can read with me." She murmured. She knew Blou probably didn't know what she was actually saying in that little bird brain of hers, but the sentiment was still there.
And then, she started to read out loud. But not loudly! She didn't want to wake Xander.
"'There it is, there it is, the repugnant elixir, the death of man and birth anew. Twenty be damned and life decaying, it is the truth of this blood, his blood.'" she whispered to Blou, "'When the melancholia set in, the realization of his pimpled skin, he threw the last capsule into the mirror with a roar so great it stirred the lady'."
What a fun book!