I'm so sorry for this long ass reply... gonna spoiler this to make this post easy to scroll past. u_u"
that asides. Fitzgerald has shitty taste in dad figures. yee fucking haw.
Fitzgerald, in short, had been taught to disdain magic, or consider it nonexistent. His parents and his boss all told him, "Be rational, lest your mind wanders, and you end up in trouble," and he had no reason to question them (especially when it came from the latter). So, he was quite mystified when Roswell taught him about those... Weird ass magic tricks of his, to put it in the youth's terms.
"Minor magic, huh?" he asked with a raised brow, "And... Curses?" Honestly, he almost wanted to laugh. Bullshit! Nobody asks for someone to get... Cursed! Hon, that wasn't how this service worked. "I've dealt with both normal people and magical beings ever since getting away from home, and... Honestly... I thought you were the former." He leaned against the wall with a huff, eyes continually drifting from place to place lest the aristocrat and professor's intern be caught mingling with a thief.
He shrugged and added, "Not that I'm complaining, of course. It seems admirable, actually. There's that balance when it comes to magic, because... Most of the magical fellows I've encountered tend to be pretty proud of their magic. I'm sure you are too; it's just-" Suddenly, he cut himself off with a hiss. Fitzgerald pinched his sinuses while muttering curses under his breath, something about not being able to word his thoughts correctly, or something along those lines.
Ouch.
"- It's just that you... You don't exactly use that magic in your everyday life now, huh?" he opined with a tilted head, "All the other times I've met you, you've become a successful thief and leader because of your own wits, your own dexterity and flexibility..." Stoking the Crow's ego was a dangerous game, Fitzgerald. Nevertheless, the youth gesticulated wildly, his eyes almost shining as he eyed the older man. "You didn't need outside influence to help you get where you are. You're a free spirit, and... I admire that, as stated before."
The aristocrat preened himself before sighing to himself. His feet started to shuffle from the slightest hint of impatience, and there was the feeling that maybe - maybe - he shouldn't be dragging this out, because he needed to get back to work, eventually, but... He did like Roswell's company, and the mention of magic did intrigue his interest ever so slightly - if only because it conflicted with everything he had ever known before. If his parents were pillars of rationality, then damn it, he was going to undermine them out of sheer spite.
It's what they deserve, after all.
Biting down on his lip, Fitzgerald stood himself up straight and finally told Roswell, "But yes, I did give that coin to you for a reason, though I can give you more if that's what you want. Just... Answer this one question for me...Do those trinkets that you make... Do they actually increase one's luck, as you seem to imply? Because..." He lowered his head, leaned in slightly. "I wouldn't mind getting a trinket from you, to be honest, if only as a souvenir."
Fitzgerald grunted as he held the eclair in his hand. Chocolate eclair, to be exact. The other party had given it to him as some sort of... Payment, because the youth had too much money. What he didn't have in abundance, however, was sweets, and... Saying this man had a sweet tooth was a bit of an understatement! That was why he accepted the offer with so much enthusiasm - at least at the time; now, as he looked down at the pastry, he was starting to question his decision.
Nonetheless, he had the feeling that - just to get this done with, just to get the other party out of his hair - he might as well do this confiding business.
Even if he didn't want to. Even if everyone he had ever known, especially himself, would tell him how stupid this was. He had only really revealed secrets to this dog, but two problems existed. The first problem was that the dog was currently not with him. The second was that the dog couldn't exactly reply to him, tell him that what he was thinking was okay... And he kind of needed it right now, at least in his mind. That, of course, he didn't want to voice out, as he remained silent for a solid two minutes.
With a sigh, he then finally said it: "I... I'm not fond of fire... Or smoke. Or ash." His hands wrung together, his throat started to run dry. It seemed that just the mention of it was enough to make him tense up. Fitzgerald glanced over at the other party before sighing, conflicted on whether he should be providing more context or not.
Likely not, he assured himself while biting down on his lip and narrowing his eyes, It's for the best, to keep it a private affair.
"It's just something silly," he added as an obvious fib. Hell, his hands were starting to get clammy at this very moment. "My parents... They were fond of fire, actually. I just stood out in that regard. I never liked the way that it looked, smelled, or felt. I guess... Even thinking about it, saying it..." His mind started to spin. "... Makes me feel woozy, I guess." With an acrid laugh, the youth stuffed the eclair into his bag before shaking his head at the other party.
"Smoke inhalation has that effect on you. It may seem interesting at first, but over time, it just... Becomes more and more unbearable, if I really want to be blunt in that regard..."
I'm... low-key living for that weird mother-son dynamic Zuri and Fitz are slowly forming with each other tbh....
time for a follow-up. >:)c
Perhaps awkwardly, Fitzgerald looked up at the older woman after finishing his little confession. He could feel his blood thicken into some sort of sludge, one that made him unusually reluctant to provide a snide comment to her as he gazed at her and her pockmarked, wrinkled face. Besides, just being here was a bit of a stretch, given how they interacted last time, but...
Would it be too much of a stretch to say that he actually liked learning how to make bread from her?
That'd at least explain why he was here again, rubbing the eclair with his hand and smudging some of the chocolate cream along the way. That was going to get licked off later, for sure. And yes, the eclair would be eaten later on too, which was a bit unusual considering the youth. He still stared at the elderly woman while she fiddled with the ring on her finger, words apparently defying both parties as the air became silent and almost suffocating.
It was when she spoke up - or broke the silence, given that her voice was barely above a mumble - that Fitzgerald sighed and leaned back against his seat.
"I... I suppose it's instinct," muttered the youth while starting to nibble at the pastry, "I remember being told that being fearful of fire is one of the most primal phobias that one can have, because... Like you said, it's hot. It hurts. And it's not exactly good to be around." His muscles tensed as soon as she asked him that question. Would that be my worst nightmare? He stopped chewing the eclair and froze. For once in his life, he looked genuinely perturbed, and he was ambivalent on answering the question as directly as he should.
Yes, was all he conjured up for now.
He instead redirected his attention over to the other party as she spoke once more, something about it being unfair to mock someone for what was essentially a phobia. Fitzgerald delivered a nod before taking another nibble out of the eclair, though he couldn't have really explained why even if he was asked. It was just... A soft underbelly of his, in that regard. Exposing it was always a sign of vulnerability, and he didn't know why he was doing it; if someone decided to attack him there, then... The youth tensed once more, leaned back into his chair, bit down onto his lip.
"No, I don't think I need an institution," he replied with a curt shake of his head, his voice unusually muted, "I've never been to one, but if they're anything like you say, then I'm not risking it. I..." A pause. "... I think I'll get over it, eventually. Or at least not be so... You know, jumpy around those types of things. It's one situation to be wary of fire, another to be petrified it to the point that just talking about it makes you woozy." And woozy was exactly what Fitzgerald felt right now, as he coughed into his sleeve and finally took a sizable bite out of that pastry.
Thank goodness the elderly woman was there to change the subject, as she asked him whether he liked the eclair.
With a nod, Fitzgerald answered, "Yes, miss. It's... Good. Great, even. I don't know if you cook pastries that often, but... It's actually quite tasty nevertheless." Awww.