Owari-Afterlife logs

Blythe was just trying her best to stretch her legs when her phone buzzed. She looked at it and saw the messages from Maddie. 

‘I think its time I take a break. I am sorry for the stress and damage I have caused to others. I am going to leave seaford for awhile. Figure some things out.’

Wait, Maddie was leaving? But why didn't she talk to her first? 

Feeling tears fill her eyes she leaned on the wall for support. 

Did she mess up? 

She couldn't even read anything else as her eyes became too clouded with tears. A sob escaped her and she crumpled to the ground. She was being left again. 

Why did Maddie have to leave her twice? She really was a problem wasn't she? 

Oh god it was her fault this all happened. She was the one that hurt everyone. She couldn't even get away. She was trapped. She was trapped in this stupid house because Percy had to eat her grief seed. Maybe her parents where right, all she would ever do is harm others. Her bird arms wrapped around herself and she pulled her knees up to her chest and just cried. She didn't care. Why should she? All she did was harm others. She was just too needy and clingy. 

After what felt like an eternity her head pounded and her face hurt. She slowly got up and made her way back to the library. At the door she stopped. She had been clingy to Seth. Oh god she hurt Seth just like she hurt Maddie. She stepped away from the door and panicked. 

Where could she just hide? 

There were too many people here and she'd hurt them. She wanted so badly to be hugged and told it wasn't her fault but she knew that would be a lie. It had to be a lie. 

She hurt her parents, she hurt Becca, she hurt Chara, she hurt Aeron, she hurt Percy, she hurt Thea, she hurt Maddie, she hurt Gia, she hurt Seth and she hurt Yu-Shan. 

She squeezed her eyes tight. Even if she couldn't leave this hell she would make sure not to continue hurting anyone. She turned from the door and started to walk away. She couldn't stay with Seth anymore. He deserved to have his own space. The only available option was really going to be a closet and that was okay. That way no one could be hurt by her. She found a closet that was mostly empty. She crawled in and closed the door. She grabbed some towels that were in there and wrapped herself in them. Summoning her switch and earbuds she started up the first game on her screen and just played without thinking.