Journal of a Noble Little Heart

It’s been a bit harder to remember to write in this journal, but to be honest, too much has been happening…I feel like I’ll take weeks to finish this entry, to be honest…

So first of all, it’s one thing to previously having interacted with other Weremon…in fact, both Siegfried & Franz were weremon and they both looked really fucking cool when unmasked, but like…CAN SOMEONE EXPLAIN WHY I STARTED GROWLING AT PEOPLE LIKE A GODDAMN WOLF?

Azure is a weremon, it does run in the family, but I was very certain I was only a vampire and not…a weremon. And, it never really occurred in the family to have a Pokemon that was both a vampire and a weremon. And yet, here I am, with huge sharp teeth in my mouth and a fucking tail. Yeah, I somehow grew a tail while evolving and my ears got fluffier. Took me a hot minute to find out about those.

But yeah, I did go through…one hell of a transformation whenever I would get unmasked. The wings growing was normal, but I would almost grow to twice my usual size and I would gain some claws & my teeth would get extremely sharp to the point where I’ve definitely bit my tongue a few times by accident. Though, what I do with this form…I don’t remember very well. But, the end result is always the same: some Pokemon’s blood in my hands and I feel like I ate the best buffet in my entire life.

The other big thing that happened was that when I went back to pay respects to my fallen friends, I noticed that someone definitely dug them out, which was…really disgusting to be honest. I did this to pay respects, and there was some fucking idiot that dug them out. Of course I had to find out who the fuck did that…by going back to where I used to call home, I guess…

I had to eat as much as I could before visiting though, I didn’t want to randomly go to my hometown only to eat other Pokemon there. My visit there wasn’t too bad, to be honest, but when I tried peeking into my room from outside, I noticed that it was completely replaced by something different. Not only that, I overheard a conversation about “not missing Aster at all, we did good throwing him in that mission because there was no way he could come back safe”.

SO YOU’RE TELLING ME. MY FAMILY WANTED TO GET RID OF ME. AND SO THEY KNOWINGLY THREW ME IN THAT FUCKING DUNGEON.

But, Siegfried didn’t know about this, right? I can’t even tell anymore, he’s dead…I killed him…

I had to run away. I knew that despite my hunger being satiated at the time, I was still prone to going on a rampage due to what I’ve learned.

Perhaps being a Ceruledge isn’t so bad. My Bitter Blade got much stronger after this. So much stronger, in fact, that even the toughest Pokemon can’t resist it well.

God, writing about this only makes me wanna shred a Pokemon apart. I’m so fucking mad. This explains so much, and yet I was too naive to even think harder about it all. I can’t even look at the other pages without getting so fucking pissed. I had to make sure I couldn't see them anymore.

(This entry is not signed, but there are some blood splatters, probably from Demise eating something while writing it. Or, it could be from biting his tongue with his sharp teeth from how mad he was.)